Is it because the sky has not cleared up, or is it because her eyes cannot see the sunlight that has already bloomed?
This is her third year in prison.
She was charged with gunshot wounds and intentional wounding. In view of the seriousness of the victim's injuries, she was sentenced to seven years in prison. This was the most dramatic gift that she had loved for ten bleak years.
Seven years in prison, a life worse than death.
Even though she had heard about the darkness in prison and was fully prepared mentally, when she actually faced it, the darkness and distortion were beyond her imagination.
No one else came to visit except my parents.
It's funny to say that after being constantly bullied and humiliated by the eldest sister here, she actually started to miss someone. Otoya.
At the beginning, she used words as a sharp blade to continuously kill Otoya. She spent ten years deliberately trying to get rid of Otoya. She tried her best to hurt Otoya every time she was in Shanghai.
She must have gone crazy because she started missing Otoya, missing being in the hospital with her, having consultations, having surgeries, and having lunch with her.
I spent more time than I missed Fu Lingzhi.
She must be sick.
She has a regular psychiatrist who diagnoses her once a week. These two consultations are precious to her. She can leave those disgusting perverted women who enjoy torturing people and stay alone.
There's an office, and if you're lucky, you can even have a cup of hot coffee.
The doctor is a woman in her forties, very gentle, and there is no discrimination in her eyes. At first she was very resistant and did not want to say more, and the doctor did not force her. Slowly, she went from sitting still for two hours to being able to
After saying a few words, she is now willing to let the doctor perform deep hypnosis on her, and the doctor said she has made great progress.
The doctor also said that she was very ill.
Most of the mental illnesses that do not fall into the category of neurological are related to psychological factors. The doctor said that she confuses her memory and has a certain degree of fantasy psychology, which will change the memory itself and distort the facts into her according to her own thoughts.
The way you want it to be.
Sometimes she knew it herself, but she just didn't want to admit it. More often, she would rather believe in the facts that she had distorted without authorization.
For example, more than ten years ago, she stood in front of Fu Lingzhi and confessed her love. She can still recite the content verbatim. But she distorted one fact.
Fu Lingzhi's answer.
Fu Lingzhi frowned at that time. He said, thank you, thank you for liking me, thank you for doing so much for me, I will let you and your family live a stable and happy life, but I love Xiaozui, this
It won't change.
She laughed, so what's the point of falling in love with Yinya? The latecomer came first, Yinya appeared later than her, he could fall in love with her, why couldn't he love herself?
She told Otoya that Xiaonian's death was caused by her and Fu Lingzhi's concerted efforts.
But in fact, she deliberately missed the information about organ failure and deliberately removed all of Xiaonian's rotten and necrotic organs during the operation, leaving his abdomen hollow and accelerating his death.
Fu Lingzhi didn't know about all this.
Now, after three years in prison, she has adapted to everything she can and cannot adapt to, and no one dares to touch her again. Life is quiet and lacks freedom.
She wrote letters every day for a whole year, writing one letter and tearing it off. Most of the recipients had the same name, Yin Mi, and occasionally Fu Lingzhi, and even Yi Zuimo. For Fu Lingzhi's
She knew that persistence was shrinking. Even if she was reluctant to let it go, the doctor told her that it was not love, so she had to learn to let it go if she still wanted to live the rest of her life well.
Sometimes she falls asleep just thinking about it. In her dreams, Otoya often appears to come to see her. She holds a several-month-old baby in her arms and holds a six- or seven-year-old girl in her hand, standing in front of her.
Smile gently at her.
Then she was awakened. Self-deprecating, Ni Leitong, let's forget it. If she really comes like that, you may not be able to bear it.