After listening to Wang's story, Yan Susu realized how desolate her life was. Although the Prime Minister might indirectly kill her father, brother, and sister, the detention that was dark and sunny for five days and five nights probably had already destroyed her.
All nerves.
She didn't know what revenge was, and she didn't know what hatred was. All that was left was the strong belief in living.
Watching her partners fall at her feet one by one, feeling the god of death pass by her again and again, her body and spirit are in a state of collapse. When she regained the sunshine, she cherished her thirst and was careful, just hoping to be able to live.
.
Although Yan Susu has not experienced everything Wang has experienced, she can understand her, why her personality is so cowardly, and why she always lives cautiously and tremblingly.
She felt so much pity for Wang. She reached out and hugged Wang and said softly: "Mom, I will help you find your uncle and grandmother, unless they have already gone with their grandfather and others, otherwise, I will definitely find it.
them."
This is a promise for Wang, and more of it is comfort.
Wang smiled with tears, gently stroked Yan Susu's back, and said softly: "Good child! If my mother was alive, she would have no regrets if she could see your grandmother and uncle when she was alive."
In this way, Yan Susu was so sad that her bright eyes flashed with tears.
Will she see her father again in her lifetime? Will she see her grandmother’s family on the grassland again? I’m afraid it’s impossible!
There is a saying that if a tree wants to be quiet, the wind will not stop, and if a son wants to be filial, the parents will not be there.
Wang's words made Yan Susu think of herself and her father.
I will never see you again in my life, right? At that time, he was strict, sometimes kind, and he was both a father and a mother. His father, who taught her a lot of medical skills, would have seen her like Wang in his lifetime, and she would have died without regrets.
It's.
Unfortunately ...
There is China, 2011.
This is the Tianyuan Dynasty, 518.
Two different countries, two different years, and even two different time and space, she - can't go back.
The sadness and loneliness suddenly arose in her heart, and began to be like a cocoon-woven blueworm, spitting out the silk thread of longing, circled around her heart, at all angles and in all directions, until this sadness and loneliness was woven into a thick
The cocoon tightly circled her heart in it and could not breathe.
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Throughout the afternoon, her mood was not high. She held the book sent by Butterfly Valley Fairy, and her eyes wandered on the same page, recalling her father's kindness to her little by little in modern times.
As I thought about it, my eyes became wet. Although the tears had not fallen, they turned my entire eyes red.
When Qian'er came in, she was frightened by her crying look, and hurried forward and asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"
Are you crying? Yan Susu quickly wiped her tears and smiled concealedly: "Sitting at the window to read a book, the cold wind blew, and her eyes became astringent."
"Oh, I'm scared!" Qian'er asked her to cheat her, and even reached out to close the window for her and complained, "It's such a cold day, three charcoal stoves in the house can't get hot even if they burned three times. Miss
Well, I have to open the window to dissipate the heat, so I will tell you how the room is getting colder when you come in."
"It's good for your health when you breathe every now and then!" Qian'er closed the window and asked Yan Susu to slightly open a gap.
The carbon stove emits carbon dioxide, the oxygen-free combustion part, and even the toxic gas carbon monoxide. Yan Susu doesn't want to live in a waste pile for warmth.
"Miss, look at your face that is frozen like this. The leader of the sect will feel sad when he sees it. Hurry up, wrap this around, hug your neck, and pass the heat up, and it will soon be warmed up!"
A pure white sable scarf was sent to Yan Susu. Yan Susu was very grateful for Qian'er's thoughtfulness.
"I understand! Qian'er, on the 9th day of the lunar month, I'm going to marry into the Min Prince's Mansion. From now on, I can't be at home every day like now - hey, why are you crying, girl!" Yan Susu hadn't finished speaking yet, Qian'er
Suddenly I cried into tears.
"Miss is getting married, I am happy for you." Isn't this clearly a sign of happiness, but I'm reluctant to let it go.
"Silly girl, after I leave, take good care of my mother. Although I can't be at home every day, I will come back from time to time. Remember to persuade my mother to take the initiative to walk around and have sex with her. It will be no harm to us. I know
Is it? "
Qian'er is not stupid either. She could understand Yan Susu's words naturally: "Miss, I know. First of all, I was worried that the second wife and the eldest wife would join forces to the wife, but later, you used a method and took the second wife.
I was obedient and I was so awesome. You don’t know. Even Sister Yuyan, I used to be a dog-like man and domineering to us, but now I have changed my attitude. Every time I meet, I will drag me to talk to me.
Family life, sisters are together.”
Yan Susu nodded and smiled: "Since that's the case, let's walk around with her more. If you get along well with the people below, your master will naturally have a more harmonious relationship."
"Well, Miss, I understand-ah, I almost forgot, the master asked me to invite the lady out!"
"Huh?" My mother told her to go out. What's going to happen? It seems that it's not time for dinner yet.
"The wedding dress is delivered, my master will ask you to go out and have a look!"
The word "wedding" reminds Yan Susu that the wedding is really close and is in front of her.
Thinking of the actions of Min Xiang today, her face turned red inexplicably. She had not yet married yet. After getting married, he would not be more unscrupulous!
As Qian'er left the room, there were two silver trays on the table in the hall outside, one was filled with red wedding dresses and phoenix crowns and cheesy handbags, and the other was filled with a pair of shoes.
Seeing her come out, Wang Shi ordered the maid who sent the clothes to put Feng Guan aside for the time being, and then asked Qian'er and the maid to carefully shake the wedding dress and show it to Yan Susu.
The clothes in front of you give Yan Susu a sense of illusion of artwork.
This is a long dress with a big red dress with Su Jin pinched flowers and a golden flowing cloud pink pear blossom. A three-dimensional concentric knot was woven with gold wire on the top of the left abdomen. There is a golden silk rifle tied around the waist. The design of the top is simple and elegant.
When you get downstairs, it is really luxurious and can't open your eyes.
The hem is designed in a pleated skirt shape, with golden fire and phoenix dark patterns all over the auspicious clouds. Only a piece of golden yellow can be seen on the entire hem, which complements the fiery red on it.
The word "四" is embroidered on the knees of the wedding dress. The word "四" is surrounded by a circle of flower branches, and the head and tail are connected, circled the entire word "四" and raised only to be beautiful.
Qian'er couldn't help but scream: "Wow, this is too beautiful!"
Wang laughed angrily: "Girl, can the handicrafts of this world's number one embroidery shop be bad? This is their store treasure. I don't know what method the master used to buy it. Su Su, your father will give it to you.
Do you still like the wedding dress you bought?"
If someone else wears it, or just buys it for her as decorations, she naturally likes it, but when she thinks that she will marry this outfit in seven days, her smile will be a little bit forced.
"I like it very much."
It was said that the mother and daughter were connected to each other, but Wang seemed to feel her hidden resistance and felt a vague worry in her heart.
There were others on the spot, so Wang naturally wouldn't say anything. After Yan Susu tried on her wedding dress and felt that the clothes fit very well, Wang ordered Qian'er to put away her clothes and pulled Yan Susu into the inner room by herself.
"Su Su, what's wrong with you? Why are you unhappy?"
"I..." Yan Susu wanted to say that she actually didn't want to marry, but she also understood that talking to Wang was useless, and it would only make Wang worry for nothing, so she changed her mouth, "It's just a little sudden, haha!"
"Su Su, if you don't like Prince Min, my mother wants to advise you, we women will be safe in our lives. Prince Min is a good person and treats you sincerely. Don't let him down. Let's start with
It’s not willing, but gradually, I get used to it. Over time, you will try to like him and accept him until you can’t live without him.”
Why did Yan Susu think that Wang is talking about herself?
"Mom, are you the same to your father?"
Wang was seen through his thoughts and was slightly embarrassed: "You girl, what do you want me and your father to do? In short, I heard from my mother: There is no absolute hatred, no absolute love, and no absolute hatred."
This sentence sounds simple, but Yan Susu understands how big the philosophy is hidden.
Yan Susu was taught humbly and nodded: "Mom, I understand."
Wang smiled comfortingly and stroked Yan Susu's cheek: "There is another sentence, I want to tell you too."
"Yeah, you said!"
"A man's heart is like the vast night sky, living for a month, many stars, no matter how bright or large the stars are, they are just stars, and they will never replace the moon, so if it is him in the future..."
Knowing what Wang was going to say, Yan Susu interrupted her and was confident in Yuan Minxiang's promise: "Mom, he promised me that for the rest of his life, there will be only a bright moon."