The cool moonlight shines through the window and casts a silvery glow all over the room. The night wind sways through the dense branches and leaves of the trees, causing a rustling sound.
There was no sound, but all of this was blocked out by the thin transparent glass. Inside the house, silence flowed everywhere, with a mysterious calmness.
Jiu Lanshu just buried his head in the darkness, carrying his complicated thoughts together, sinking into the midnight filled with boundless darkness.
"Quick!"
In such a quiet night, the knock on the door seemed particularly clear. Jiu Lanshu did not move, as if he did not hear the rhythmic knocking outside the door.
There was a knock on the door.
In the end, Jiu Lanshu seemed to surrender because of the opponent's unyielding attitude, and after a long silence, he finally opened his mouth to let him go.
"Come in!"
The door was opened, and the person who came in was completely unaffected by the darkness in the room. He walked straight in front of Jiu Lanshu, his voice was soft and unchanging.
Respectful, but a little more determined than before.
"Lord Shu!"
The silver light slowly shone on the visitor's body. A few strands of light and soft golden hair hung in front of his eyes. His green eyes were not like clear lake water.
But the greenery hidden in the mountains, with unknown mystery and depth, fair complexion and handsome appearance, is one. Just usually always
The corners of his mouth with a soft smile were now pursed into a straight line, making him look a little more solemn than usual.
"Lord Shu, I have something I want to talk to you about!"
Jiu Lanshu, who had been maintaining a motionless posture, finally made a move, raised his head, glanced at the serious Ichijo expressionlessly, and spoke in a calm voice.
The silence was a bit depressing.
"What's up?"
Ever since they met, he has never seen anyone with such an expression. Even if his grandfather was coming, he would be more panicked than serious, but now he can
The matter that he took so seriously should be very important, but Jiu Lanshu found that he did not want to hear the next content, because these days
Son, he has long discovered that there is only one person who can make Ichijou so serious and stubborn, and that is Lianwei, and he is very resistant to hearing from Ichijou's mouth.
Regarding Lianwei, it reminded him of Lianwei's closeness to Ichijou and his indifference towards him. However, he still couldn't refuse.
I want to hear anything about Lianwei, even from Ichijo.
Ichijo looked at Mr. Shu who was as heavy as water in front of him. He couldn't find any emotion on Mr. Shu's face. Even in his eyes, he couldn't see through Mr. Shu.
What people think is that what they want to talk to Master Shu will not be interrupted because of anyone or anything. This is not even allowed by themselves.
matter.
"Master Shu, do you like Lianwei? Or...do you love Lianwei?"
Ichijo's words floated clearly in the room, making Jiu Lanshu's eyes that had not fluctuated just now filled with unknown danger.
"Ichijo, this is none of your business!"
No matter what feelings he has for Lianwei, this is his private matter and no one has the right to interfere, even if that person grew up with him
Not even one of them, his affairs cannot be tolerated by others to spy on him!
Ichijo felt the sudden majestic anger of Jiulanshu, but remained unmoved. There was unquestionable firmness and determination in his green eyes. These
God, he saw Lord Shu's contradictory behavior. On the one hand, towards Lianwei, Lord Shu's eyes would always follow Lianwei unconsciously, making him understand
He saw Master Shu's love for Lianwei; but on the other hand, he found that Master Shu was more gentle to the black master Yu Ji than before. He knew Master Shu
Sir, it has been a long time. He knows everything that Mr. Shu has done for the black master Yu Ji. Therefore, he is standing here at this time, knowing that this kind of behavior is
The offense to Master Shu's dignity will make Master Shu angry, but if this continues, he is afraid that Master Shu will hurt Lianwei for the sake of the black master Yu Ji. This is his
Something absolutely unacceptable.
"Master Shu, if you don't love me, please don't get close to Lianwei again!"
As soon as Ichijo finished speaking, Jiulanshu exuded a strong killing intent. The heavy and cold killing intent made Ichijo feel substantial pain.
Drops of cold sweat were left behind, slowly sliding down his cheeks, and finally falling straight to the ground and breaking into pieces. Ichigo felt as if his body was placed on
Inside the thousand-year-old ice cave, he was too stiff to move. Ichijo knew that Master Shu really wanted to kill him because he said, "Please don't come close to Love."
micro!".
Ichijou doesn't understand, since Lord Shu can be so angry over such a small sentence, why is he still so hesitant?
Don't Lord Shu know that this kind of hesitation is what Lianwei dislikes the most?
"Master Shu, please recognize your own heart, and don't end up with only regrets!"
Jiu Lanshu froze for a moment after hearing the words. Do you recognize your own heart? Jiu Lanshu thought of the fears in his heart. These fears are unavoidable.
In order to avoid making his feelings towards Lianwei more complicated, he would not let others know about these fears. This was his pride as a pure-blood king.
Jiu Lanshu smiled self-deprecatingly. Before he met Lianwei, he never knew that he was a coward and would be afraid of such cowardice.
Even when Yu Ji lost the memory of him, he didn't have a trace of it because of these inexplicable fears.
He had no fear at all, not even worry, because he was very sure that Yuji would return to him. However, facing Lianwei, he
But what was left was full of uncertainty and deep fear. This unfamiliar emotion made him timid and stagnant.
And Yuki, Yuki is his sister, his fiancée, and the person he has always protected. All this time, he thought that this
The only thing he cares about in the world is Yuki. For Yuki, he can sacrifice other people, even Ichijo, who grew up with him and devoted himself to him.
A loyal person. However, another Lianwei appeared in this world. This was an accident that he did not expect. At first, it was just because she showed
Her strong strength made him wary, so he would always pay attention to her. However, gradually, he began to get used to watching her.
I looked at her cold eyes, got used to seeing her disguised happiness and anger, got used to seeing her lazy expression, got used to the truth she occasionally showed, and finally,
I was used to looking at her all the time, but when I realized that, this habit had penetrated deep into my bone marrow and integrated into my blood, and I couldn't stop it anymore!
When he discovered that Lianwei's meaning to him was no longer a strong man who needed to be wary, but had become a habit in his heart, he was confused. Ming Ming
I know that I should love Yuki, but why do I often ignore Yuki for such a person whom I have only known for a short time?
At this time, I suddenly came back to my senses, only to find that my thoughts went to Lianwei again, thinking of her unpredictable eyes like the night sky, and her habitual indifference.
Smiling, thinking of her low and clear voice, I wanted to see her all the time. This desire was very strong, so strong that it frightened me.
However, Lianwei is extremely indifferent to herself. She can get along well with everyone in the night department and can treat them with sincere kindness.
Laugh, but when facing yourself, the truth will always disappear at the first moment. As time goes by, this indifference does not gradually disappear.
The feeling of loss became even stronger. Such indifference, so cold to the core, made me hesitate. It was so cold and indifferent, as if I had never been outside.
Now in her eyes, this kind of sight made him finally choose to stop.
However, Jiu Lanshu frowned, do you regret it? Will there be only regret in the end, as Ichijo said? His hesitation and uncertainty will give him a
Will it bring ultimate regret? So, can I accept this regret? Jiu Lanshu found that his heart was even more confused.
Ichijou didn't seem to care about Jiu Lanshu's silence and continued to ask.
"Master Shu, the black masters Yuji and Lianwei, what are your choices?"
Jiu Lanshu lowered his gaze. Yuji was the treasure he had guarded for ten years, and Lianwei was his attachment that he couldn't let go of. Who should he choose?
"Ichijou, you like Lianwei!"
This was the first sentence Jiu Lanshu said in this conversation. It was not a question but an affirmation. He noticed Ichijou's concentration on Lianwei these days.
They have eyes for more than one person, and there are also Jiayuan and Lantang. I am afraid that their friendship with Lianwei is not the so-called friendship! Everyone can see how much these three people care about Lianwei.
Come out, just stay by Lianwei's side and look at Lianwei and you will be so happy, so satisfied and happy.
Ichijo finally showed his first smile after coming in, so gentle and his eyes were far-reaching, as if he had thought of something, and became extra soft, and then
Later, it gradually became a determination that will never change.
"Master Shu, I don't deny that I like Lianwei!" Ichijou paused, or it's not just like, but love. He loves Lianwei, "I
I will not betray Lord Shu, but I will not let anyone hurt Lianwei, even if that person is you, Lord Shu!"
The simple determination in the words made Jiu Lanshu feel very harsh. The unswerving expression for Lian Wei actually made him feel jealous.
He wanted to break his mood.
"Since you like Lianwei so much, why do you still ask me this kind of question? Or, your love is just talk!"
Why do you want to ask him if he likes Lianwei? Why do you want to remind him not to regret it? Why do you want to ask him whether he should choose between Yuji and Lianwei?
Who? Isn't he afraid that Lianwei will be taken away if he chooses to take her away? Or is he confident that he can't take him away?
Ichijo was not shaken or angry at all, but his expression was a little more determined.
"I love Lianwei. This is a fact that no one can question! And I will ask Mr. Shu these questions, but I don't want Lianwei to have any trouble because of Mr. Shu.
The possibility of harm to people!”
He loves Lianwei, Xiao and Ying also love Lianwei, but Lianwei doesn't love them, or in other words, Lianwei never thought that they would have any affection for her.
The love between men and women. Lianwei's feelings are very weak, and his love is as slow as an idiot. They don't want to force such Lianwei to face their love.
What they hope is that Lianwei can be happy and worry-free forever, so the three of them just stay by Lianwei's side, clinging to her and letting her get used to their existence.
Now, let her slowly accept them. They can protect Lianwei and keep Lianwei away from those annoying things. However, Master Shu is not something they can do.
If they are enough to stop you, they are self-aware, and their abilities are still far behind Master Shu. In fact, if Master Shu is like them, they will not be hurt.
If it hurts Lianwei, they won't be so worried, but Lord Shu's hesitant feelings are a time bomb for Lianwei.
Sometimes it might hurt Lianwei, so for this possibility that they didn't want to see, they had to make their decision clear to Lord Shu.
"Master Shu, if you can't just like Lianwei, then don't get close to Lianwei anymore. I don't want Lianwei to be hurt!"
Only love Lianwei? Jiu Lanshu was stunned for a moment after hearing this. What should Yuji do? Yuji has always been his center, and now he has to completely abandon it.
Is that so? If so, will Yuki hate him after recovering her memory? Hate herself for not keeping her promise?
The confused Jiu Lanshu didn't realize that all his questions were based on the premise of choosing Lianwei, or in other words, his heart had already
He has made the choice he wants most for him, but he doesn’t know it yet. But, when he discovers this fact, maybe
It was a sudden enlightenment, or perhaps, what was left was an endless road of loneliness paved with regrets.
"Master Shu, Lianwei is proud, more proud than anyone else. She disdains to accept incomplete love, so if you love her, you must
Abandon all hesitations and be free of distractions to be worthy of Lianwei!"
He discovered from the very beginning that Lianwei was an extremely extreme person. Either she wanted it or not, she didn't accept incomplete feelings, so she
First of all, Lianwei likes Lan Tang the most, just because Lan Tang gives all his love to Lianwei. To them, Lianwei will only show the occasional truth.
Because she knew that although they had a good impression of her, they would still listen to Master Shu if he asked them to be her enemies, and that occasionally
The truth is also given because of the real concerns they reveal.
Lianwei is like a mirror, showing a clear contrast between the inside and outside. When others give her sincerity, she will give them back, and others will give her sincerity.
All, then, she will really include him in her circle! It's not unfair, it's just that Lianwei is too indifferent to feelings, in her case
It seems that if you don’t like her, she doesn’t care and won’t force you. If you like her, she won’t care and won’t stop you. She will passively accept it until your feelings for her are full.
Only when the hole in her heart is filled will she regard you as a special person, and the rest will at best be like them at that time, getting the love of love.
It's just your sincerity.
And Lianwei was the same to him and Xiao, because to them at that time, Lord Shu was the most important, so she was just a comparison to them.
She was slightly nicer to strangers, until they fell in love with her and their feelings for her gradually deepened to the point of transcending everything else, then she drew them into the relationship with her.
At Yingping's height, Lianwei once said that she was selfish. However, he thought that such selfishness made him feel distressed. What kind of environment would it take for Lianwei to be so selfish?
Wei was so selfish. What kind of indifference was needed to make Lian Wei become so indifferent? He couldn't get involved in her past, but he wanted to be with her.
spend their future!
"Master Shu, please think about it clearly! For you, who is more important, Black Master Yuji or Lianwei, but, Master Shu, you chose Black Master Yuji's
It means that you have completely given up on Lianwei. If you choose Lianwei, you can no longer hold on to the black master Yuji! Wavering will make Lianwei become more and more distant from you.
We are so far away that we become strangers in the end, Lord Shu!"
He knows how much Master Shu attaches great importance to Black Master Yuki, and he also knows how special Master Shu is to Black Master Yuki. But, Master Shu, haven’t you noticed?
Do you feel that you have been looking at Lianwei now? Haven't you noticed that it has been a long time since you thought of your Yuji? Lord Shu,
Lianwei will never stop waiting for someone. If you want to be with her, you can only follow her closely. A moment's hesitation will make you lose Lianwei forever, so
So, Lord Shu, don’t regret it when it’s irreversible. Lianwei will never be so-called soft-hearted towards people who don’t care!
Lianwei's heart is not cold, but it is very empty. Only by filling in the hole will Lianwei care. If you are outside this hole, then,
No matter how crazy he is, he can't make Lianwei care at all. Lianwei has probably never heard of the so-called compassion. As long as he's not there
Within this circle, she would not blink even if he died in front of her. In a certain aspect, Lianwei was more powerful than cold-blooded nocturnal creatures like them.
She is even more indifferent, because Lianwei is just like a child in terms of emotions, and children are the cruelest in the world, because they have no right and wrong in their eyes.
Wrong, doing whatever they want is their code of conduct. They don't care about hurting people or dying, as long as they feel comfortable, they don't care!
But Ichijo's words didn't get any response from Jiulanshu. Jiulanshu started the cause of silence again. Ichijo's words made Jiulanshu's heart become cruel.
With a shock, he found that as soon as he thought of completely letting go of Lianwei, he directly rejected it from the bottom of his heart. He couldn't accept such a thing.
He couldn't bear to treat Lianwei like a stranger in the future. No matter how indifferent Lianwei was to him, he still couldn't accept giving up.
Have you already fallen into this deep situation? If you still have the rationality that you are proud of, you should know that giving up Lianwei is the best way.
The best choice. After all, Lianwei's attitude towards him is extremely bad. If he wants to make himself a special person in Lianwei's heart, he must pay for it.
It’s too much of a price, but why can’t I give up even after knowing this? I don’t have a hobby of being abused, so why?
Do you still like to get in touch with Lianwei who has never been nice to you? Also, Yuki Yuki? Are you going to give up on Yuki? One person is less than ten
months, and the other is ten years. Do you want to give up ten years and choose the one that is less than ten months? Moreover, there are so many uncertainties in the one that is less than ten months.
white!
In the end, Jiu Lanshu didn't make any decision. He could only hide his inner confusion and calmly issued an eviction order to Ichijo.
"Ichijo, please leave first! I need to be quiet."
Ichijo looked at Lord Shu who was a little helpless, and then left the room obediently, leaving Jiu Lanshu alone in the still dark room.
He allowed him to sink into his own thoughts. He knew that Mr. Shu needed some quiet time alone, but he hoped that Mr. Shu would not give in.