"Lianwei." This time it was Ling himself who broke the rare comfort, "You know about me, right?"
It's not a question but an affirmation. Although his matter can be said to be a secret, he always feels that Lianwei knows it and there is no evidence.
It was just a feeling, but this feeling made him very sure.
As expected, Lingwei nodded. At that moment, Ling felt very strange. He always thought that if Lianwei knew about his unbearable
In the past, he would have felt very sad, but he never imagined that he would be this peaceful now.
Being around Lianwei, I always feel that no matter how ugly or dark things are, they are so ordinary and shallow, and I lose the strength to hate.
Only shallow sighs and large blank spaces of melancholy were left.
He bent his elbows with both hands and leaned back on the back of the chair. Zero raised his head and looked at the sky. The blue sky was clear and transparent, and the white clouds slowly moved away.
The sky is moving, and occasionally, a few birds fly past. How long has it been? How long has it been since I took a good look at the sky above my head? Ever since it happened
After that incident, even if I looked up, all I could see was boundless darkness and blood-red struggle.
Zero whispered in a calm and slow voice, talking about his once happy family and his father who loved him even though he was very busy.
His mother said that she was not in good health but would cling to him softly and call him his brother. She said that her family was ruined and she bit him and made him hate Fei Yingxian.
A ray of light that I can no longer find but still believes will live somewhere in the world...
Zero talked a lot, from the best time in his life to the darkest and most painful time in his life, about his expectations, about his
His hatred, his despair, and his love...
He said: "Lianwei, I like you, I like you very much, I know this is the so-called "love", I don't know why I like you so much"
You, but by the time I found out, I couldn’t take my eyes off you..."
He said: "Lianwei, I know that I am no longer qualified to love, there is no future in my life, and I have already decided to spend the rest of my life
I walked alone, even though it was very cold on the road alone, really cold..."
He said: "Lianwei, I thought miracles were just a legendary joke to me. However, in the frozen world, I ushered in my miracle.
The traces were not as scorching as I imagined, but they gave me a taste of warmth that I didn’t want to let go..."
He said: "Lianwei, I love you, although love is a luxury for me now, and my reason makes me give up, but no matter what, I
He can't let go. I don't want to let you go. Tell me, what should I do..."
He said: "Lianwei, Lianwei, I am not afraid of death. I have been prepared to die at any time. However, I am afraid that I will never see you again after death."
You can never find you again, so I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die..."
He said: "Lianwei, I heard that people bitten by vampires will eventually degenerate into soulless and irrational monsters, but I don't want to,
I don’t want to, I don’t want to be like that. Doesn’t having a soul mean that even remembering you is a delusion..."
He said: "Lianwei, does not having a soul mean that I will completely disappear in this world, the traces of my existence, my thoughts, my
Will love disappear with me? I don’t want..."
He said: "Lianwei, I love you, no matter whether reality allows it, no matter how many people love you, no matter whether you love me or not, I still love you,
Lianwei, please don't push me away, okay..."
Ling's words became softer and softer, until they finally dissipated into the dust, and the world returned to its original silence, leaving only the sound of Ling's shallow breathing.
Lianwei looked at Ling, who was sleeping soundly on her shoulder. She knew that it was not so much that Ling was talking to her, but that he was hiding everything he had been hiding.
He poured out all his words. Zero was too forbearing and kept all the words by himself. Zero was too serious and set the boundaries between himself and others.
The fence is clearly drawn, and he does not step over it, nor does he allow others to step in. He is the only one in his world, and he is very lonely and lonely.
Still stubbornly drawing the ground as a prison.
Lianwei raised her hand, and gently traced the outline of Ling's face with her long, white fingers, stopping at Ling's eyebrows and smoothing the wrinkles between them.
This boy was so patient that he shouldered everything by himself. On that bloody night, his world was completely overturned. After that, his existence
The only meaning left is to find his brother and take revenge.
But, Zero, do you know that the enemy you have always wanted to kill is already the most important person to your brother? Do you know that your enemy and you are both the same?
Just a pawn of others. Do you know that your enemy is a person as sad as you? Zero, do you know that your hatred and grievances are all due to others?
It's a trap carefully designed by people. Zero, when all these facts that you can't bear are laid out in front of you, what should you do?
Zero, you said you love me, you said you were not qualified, you said you didn’t want to let me go, you said not to push you away, but, Zero, do you know that it’s actually
I am not qualified to let you love me. Do you know how many excellent people I have imprisoned, who could all have a perfect love?
Love, do you know that I don’t even understand love, but I still don’t want to let go of those who are trapped around me. Zero, do you know that I am very selfish...
"zero……"
The call, as light as the wind and as light as the clouds, was mixed with complex thoughts, instantly spinning and fading in the passing breeze...
Zhuo Shengling himself is a light sleeper. He will wake up at the slightest disturbance. If it weren't for the tense emotions that have been tense all of a sudden, he would wake up.
If the person next to him hadn't been Lianwei, he wouldn't have been able to fall asleep. But now, he was awake.
Opening his eyes, although the sleep time was very short, it was the most intoxicating and comfortable sleep that Ling had had in the past few years. The light fragrance came from Lianwei's body.
Lingering, making him want to stay a little longer, but thinking of Lianwei letting himself lean against him like this for so long, motionless, like this
It will make Lianwei very hard.
Ling straightened up very quickly and looked worriedly at Lianwei, who had been maintaining the same posture, "Are you okay, Lianwei?"
He stretched out his hand to rub Lianwei's shoulders, but when his fingers touched Lianwei's shoulders through the fabric, he felt the warmth coming through the uniform.
When it was warm, Ling remembered what he had just said. He said that he liked Lianwei.
Ling's hand just stopped on Lianwei's shoulder, a light pink spread on her fair cheeks, and the ears behind her silver hair were as red as blood.
He didn't expect that he would really say it. He originally wanted to keep this matter as his own secret until death.
However, he didn't have any precautions around Lianwei, so he said all the words he had hidden in his heart without any protection.
Keep.
However, since the facts have been determined, can we regard this as a hope, a hope that allows ourselves to see hope?
Ling stood up and leaned over to look at Lian Wei. The hands that were originally resting on Lian Wei's shoulders were held on both sides of Lian Wei. His purple eyes looked straight at Lian Wei.
His dark eyes looked serious as if he was looking at his faith, "Lianwei, I like you!" Like you, this is not a joke, but his whole life
Make the most solemn and serious oath!
After Ling finished speaking, Lianwei just remained silent. Ling found that he was very nervous, just like a prisoner waiting for the final verdict.
Even though I told myself not to have expectations, I still couldn't help but hope that Lianwei would respond to me.
It seemed that centuries had passed, and it seemed that only a few seconds had passed. Zero finally heard Lianwei's voice ringing in his ears, but it was not what he thought.
To reject or accept.
Lianwei's voice was soft and faint, as if it was about to melt into the air and disappear, but it also seemed like a clear and deafening sound of bells and drums ringing in her ears.
"Zero, you are my acknowledged friend, and I would never deceive a friend, so, Zero, I already have someone to accompany me for the rest of my life."
Lianwei's words made Ling's face paler, but that was all. Ling did not appear very excited. His voice was very calm, "It's that one
Deacon!" He knew the behavior of those vampires in the woods. They hadn't told Lianwei yet, and the deacon's attitude towards Lianwei was also obvious.
What is easy to see is such unbridled intimacy, which is the lingering love that belongs only to lovers.
Lianwei nodded, "Yes, Sebas is my lover, the person I promised to be with forever!"
"so what?"
Eh? Lianwei raised her head in surprise. Did she hear it wrong?
Ling saw Lian Wei's round eyes staring at him, and Yu Ye's eyes of the same color were clearly filled with doubts and disbelief, as cute as a Tianzhu.
Rat. Lianwei at this time is different from usual, with a bit more youthfulness that matches her appearance.
The corners of Ling's mouth curled up in a small arc, instantly softening the seriousness on his face, and his eyes were full of smiles, "So, what if
what?"
Lianwei's eyes widened even more. Why do the two people she met have such new ideas? Is she too old? Or is she too old?
Is her thinking too backward? She never knew that sharing love has become normalized and being a couple for life should not be everyone’s dream.
Do you want to? I remember that I also had fantasies when I was young and ignorant. Although these days of youth and ignorance are relatively short, that dream
She had long been shattered by her mother's crying, but she was still very sure that this was the dream of most people. Could it be that the world she came to
Has it evolved into an abnormal world?
Lianwei smiled self-deprecatingly, how could this be possible? How could she not know how much the people around her hoped that they would be her only one?
First, how could she not know that the reason why they agreed to share was just because of her own selfishness, and because of something that she still doesn't understand?
"Love". She always thought that her conditions were not worthy of the title of "Huoshui". From ancient times to the present, the prerequisite for beauty and "Huoshui" was that "face".
And although she can't be said to have abnormal facial features, she is more than delicate at most, and she is shameless compared to those beauties. But now, she has to say
You are really a real disaster!
"Zero, you have to know that it is impossible for me to let go of Sebastian." There are also those people in another world.
Ling's expression did not change, and there was still that relaxed smile between his eyebrows, "I know." Of course he knew what kind of person Lianwei was, since she gave
If you make a promise, you will never break it! And now, what he asks for is just such a promise.
Seeing the determination in Ling's expression, Lianwei could only sigh helplessly, "Ling, why bother..."
Ling put away that smile and said seriously, "Lianwei, don't say anything asking me to give up. I just said that I have
I can't let go. I know you already have a lover, but so what? I only know that you are my only choice!" Not willing to share,
It’s not that he doesn’t mind being the only one, it’s just that she is his only choice, his only choice no matter what!
Ling's stubbornness gave Lianwei a headache and heartache, but there was more than one problem between them, "Ling, do you know that I am not like this?"
As a person in this world, one day I will go back. What will happen to you then? Come with me? What about your hatred?"
Ling Wei's words made Ling silent. The fact that Lian Wei was not from this world made Ling a little confused. He felt that his current world was mysterious enough.
It was a fantasy, so why did Lianwei bring him more fantasy facts? There was also a trace of his brother, whom he never believed was dead.
Brother... "Lianwei, if you can, can you wait for me? I want to find a ray, wait until the news is confirmed, and wait until that time, if
"Guo, if I'm not dead yet, can you take me with you?" As for revenge, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, please forgive me, I just want to spend the rest of my life
I can stay with this girl next to me every day. My life is not long anymore. I just want to hold on to this short moment of happiness.
Lianwei's fingers gently touched Ling's hopeful and apologetic eyes, covering those complicated eyes, "Ling, you won't die.
I won't let you die!" She knew that since she came to this world, the original track of this world has been broken, so after that,
Whether Zero will become the strongest vampire hunter has become uncertain, but she will not let him die. This is the only thing she is sure of.
matter.
"Zero, if you still insist on coming with me then, I will take you away!" This was the only promise she could give.
Lianwei's words were indeed the best answer for Ling. He smiled warmly again, his smiling eyes were as gentle as water, and he said in a brisk voice.
Said, "Okay!"
The sky has begun to enter the twilight, and the night time is about to begin. Lianwei and Ling are also in the day time before school is over.
Together they walked towards the night department. When they arrived at the entrance of the night department, Lianwei waved and said goodbye to Ling, then opened the door to the night department and went in. Ling, on the other hand, kept looking at
After Chu Lianwei disappeared, he turned back and prepared to start performing his duties as the disciplinary committee member.
Lianwei had just walked into the lobby of Yezhiliao when he saw Lan Tang flying toward him. Unfortunately, when he was only three meters away from Lianwei, he was stopped by several people.
He was stunned. With one enemy against many, Lan Tang was obviously at a disadvantage, so he could only squat on the spot and look at Lianwei with watery eyes.
With the momentum of one man standing in front of all others, Sebastian hugged Lianwei, enjoying the wonderful taste of the soft fragrance in his arms.
He never forgets to smile provocatively at those people, which makes Jiu Lanshu and others almost break their silver teeth in anger.
However, Sebas immediately discovered that Lianwei's body was full of the smell of that guy named Zui Shengling. Huh, he didn't expect that he had forgotten to guard against this place.
There is a wolf in front of him, staring at Lianwei. What a mistake!
"Master, have you been spending the whole day with that Cone Sheng Ling?"
Sebastian's words made the people who were unwilling just now become even more unwilling, "Zui Sheng Ling!!" Lianwei is obviously more familiar with them than with "Zui Sheng Ling".
Why didn't Lianwei let them follow but allowed Zui Shengling to stay with her for a long time? Thinking of this, the person who had been unwilling just now felt aggrieved.
So, Jiu Lanshu, Ichijo Takuma and Kao Yuanxiao, three mentally mature vampires, looked at Lianwei melancholy and sadly. Lan Tang...
The mentally immature person burst into tears.
"Lianwei, do you like Zuo Shengling more than us?"
Following Lan Tang's words, the other three also stared at Lianwei, as if asking "Really?". I have to say that the effect of the four people's cooperation is really great.
It's not that Gaide, let a person like Lianwei who has been tempered for thousands of years see his heart beating wildly, uh..., the lethality of beautiful men is really
So powerful, the destructive power of the melancholic beauty was even higher. Even after she was looked at like this, she felt that she had done something sorry for them. Jane
It was such a heinous and unforgivable crime! But, I really don’t know how I felt sorry for them! Lianwei was screaming in her heart.
"No, Ying, you and Zero are the same!"
The same thing?! These three words made four melancholy handsome men directly upgrade into resentful husbands. Lianwei, although we said we like you heartlessly,
However, I don’t want you to be so heartless to us. We have spent so much time with you than that cone student Zero. Now, you
You actually said the same thing?! Sure enough, it was that Zuo Shengling who abducted you, right? Huh, you know that guy has evil intentions towards you! Lianwei, let go
Heart, we will definitely let you see the boring true face of Coni Shengling. Then, we will be twice as kind to you and let you know that we and Cone
That guy Sheng Ling is totally different!!
Fortunately, these words were only what they said from the bottom of their hearts. Fortunately, the other people did not know what they were thinking. It is really a blessing. Otherwise, in the future,
After learning about their childish and vulgar eating behavior, other people should have only two reactions! One is to lower their heads and cover their mouths, go back to the room, and then laugh at him
The first was three days and three nights, and the second was digging a hole in the ground to bury themselves. After all, having such a shameful monarch and companion really made them shameless to face Jiangdong’s elders.
Ah! So, it’s really a blessing!
As for Lianwei, naturally she didn't know about the childish and ridiculous Xiao Jiujiu in the minds of Jiu Lanshu and others, so she just sorted it out and reminded them.
The few people who maintained sad expressions said, "Class time is almost here, let's go!"
Jiu Lanshu and others also quickly sorted out their expressions. Those childish behaviors would only appear in front of Lianwei. In front of other people,
They will only be outstanding seniors, elegant and noble, attracting everyone, but keeping just the right distance from everyone, not too far, not too close, not close to each other.