"If life is just like the first time we met, why is the autumn wind sad and painted on the fan?" Xianyu looked at Jibu, her eyes like a pool of stagnant water tightened, and she said this sentence indifferently, everything has changed, things have become different,
The world is desolate. If this is fate, no one can resist it.
When she turned around, Atobu from a distance ran over and hugged her from behind: "No, I won't allow you to leave. You can't even think of escaping from me."
Xianyu laughed softly, and the howling cold wind swallowed up her sobs. She pulled away the hands around her waist without mercy.
"You destroyed me, and we will never be the same again." She couldn't see her expression clearly in the night, and her voice was not as melodious as before. If her voice before was like a cup of warm tea in the afternoon,
Now it's like a glass of ice water in the cold winter, bitingly cold.
"No!" Atobe pinched her arm and said to her in a pleading tone: "Let's leave here, forget the past, and start over."
Xianyu's tears fell quickly. It was obviously him who gave up on her, so why was she still soft-hearted and unable to make a decision?
Yukimura chapter
Yukimura held her hand, sat beside the hospital bed and stared at her face quietly. The bright light shone on Xianyu's slightly pale face. He leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Xianyu, hold on to the child."
Hands, grow old together with me."
Xianyu stared at him blankly, but her eyes were empty. After a long time, she closed her eyes and sighed softly. Why... would everything want to be like this?
"Jingshi, do you think feelings can really be cultivated?" Opening her dark eyes, Xianyu asked Yukimura extremely seriously. It was hard to tell whether the look in her eyes was expectation or mockery.
"Yes!" Yukimura said to her firmly without a second's hesitation.
"Let's date." Xianyu just looked at him like that, with no joy in her heart. She just accepted this relationship because she didn't want to be alone. If this could make Yukimura happy, and if the relationship could really be cultivated, she would be willing to forget that she had gained a new life.
"Together, never apart." Holding Xianyu's hand tightly, Yukimura repeated this sentence like a vow, his eyes as bright as fire.
Tezuka Chapter
"Guoguang, do you think there is a paradise in this world?" Xianyu looked at the stars in the sky and gestured to the round moon with his hand, tilting his head and smiling miserably. Everything now made him feel too heavy.
It made her breathless.
"Ah... don't think about such unrealistic things." Tezuka pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, the light on the lenses flashed away, and then reassured Xian Yu: "Be yourself, and you can always get out of trouble.
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Xianyu raised her head to prevent her tears from overflowing, but the tears flowed disobediently from the corners of her eyes, across her cheeks and fell to the ground. With a clear and loud "pop", she buried her head in her arms and said, "It's so difficult.
It’s really difficult.”
Tezuka put his hand on Xianyu's shoulder and patted her gently. He didn't know how to comfort Xianyu for a moment, and said something ridiculous: "Don't be careless on the ground."
Everything has changed, everything has changed, everything she knew has become strange and scary to her. Now when she hears such a sentence, she suddenly feels familiar and warm.
Wordlessly, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Xianyu. Tezuka opened and closed his lips, and in the end, without uttering a word, he patted the dust on his pants and stood up, turning his back to Xianyu before saying, "Wipe it."
Just shed tears and face the difficulties."
"Guoguang." Xianyu raised her head and called him. Tezuka stopped but did not look back. Finally, Xianyu slowly highlighted the words: "Thank you."
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Wan'er ps: I will share the little abuse part with you later. Whether you will cry or not will depend on your concentration.
