Xianyu's anger did have some effect, but unfortunately the effect only lasted for two days. In the next few days, Jibu almost never left the bedside to watch over Xianyu, buying whatever she wanted to eat, and pushing her for a walk every day.
Occasionally, I would even make some Western-style snacks and bring them to Xianyu. I hold them in my hands for fear of breaking, and hold them in my mouth for fear of them melting.
At first, Xianyu was annoyed and ignored Atobe, but later she saw that getting angry had no effect at all, so she simply didn’t bother to care what he did. The strange thing was that Yukimura didn’t come as frequently as before, and he was always busy every time he stayed in the ward.
She hesitated to speak. She knew that Yukimura would tell him one day, so she didn't press Yukimura too much.
Xianyu accidentally read in a newspaper that Adobe Yueying was dead, and was shocked. She was afraid that Atobu would break Yueying's heart after finding out about it, and she would choose to jump off the building out of despair.
Why bother? Xianyu shook her head helplessly. She was probably just like Yueying. If she didn't have the baby in her belly, she might have sought death long ago. Living is harder than dying.
"Xian Yu." Yukimura opened the door, held a bouquet of lilies in a vase, and said with a smile, "It smells really good."
Xianyu didn't answer Yukimura's words, nodded slightly, took a book from the table and started reading slowly.
Yukimura held her hand, sat beside the hospital bed and stared at her face quietly. The bright light shone on Xianyu's slightly pale face. He leaned forward slightly and lifted the messy hair from her ears.
Xianyu stared at him blankly, but her eyes were empty. After a long time, she closed her eyes and sighed softly.
Why... would everything be like this?
Opening her dark eyes, Xianyu's eyes were filled with expectation or mockery, which was unpredictable.
Xianyu just looked at him like that, with no joy in her heart. She accepted this relationship just because she didn't want to be alone, but in the end it went further and further away from her expectations. If relationships can really be cultivated, she is willing to forget that she once gained a new life.
Yukimura's eyes became more and more distant, and finally he sighed and asked her: "...you still like Atobe, right?"
Xianyu didn't want to answer this question at all. She grasped the quilt with her hands and loosened it. It wasn't until the quilt was in a mess that she raised the corners of her lips and smiled helplessly, and reported the final answer in a long voice: "I am
I like him, I like him so much, even if he hurt me so deeply, I still have a place for him in my heart..."
However, it is simply impossible for me and him.
Yukimura laughed at himself, knowing the answer but reluctantly making a bet with him. In the end, it was all in vain.
Looking back at Xianyu for the last time, Yukimura turned and left. From then on, Xianyu was no longer his, and he was no longer qualified to love her, because no matter how much he loved her, she still didn't love him.
Love cannot be forced. This is so true.
Just as he was about to open the door and leave, Xianyu's hands wrapped around his waist, "...Why do you even want to leave me? You clearly know that even if I like him, it's impossible."
Yukimura almost softened his heart at that moment, but in the end he roughly broke open Xianyu's catkins: "You will be happy."
However, I will not be the one who brings you Yukimura.
"As long as you still like her, nothing is impossible." Atobu hugged Xianyu, with a slight smile on his lips.
He won this bet. As long as Xianyu still likes him, nothing is impossible.
Yukimura opened the door with a click and said the last words without looking back: "I wish you happiness."
