This is the only conclusion Xianyu has come to in so many days. No one bought her anything to eat, no one made her Western-style desserts, no one bought her beautiful roses as gifts, and no one persistently wanted to be with her.
Together, there was no one... She thought this was the peaceful life she wanted, but she was wrong. The life without Atobe was very uncomfortable and she was not used to it.
She had moved from the hospital to a small house. It happened that her neighbor was Tezuka. Tezuka was cold-faced and soft-hearted. He would occasionally talk to Xianyu when he met her. Tezuka's mother knew that her son knew this little girl.
After becoming a girl, she would bring something to see Xianyu from time to time.
That night, Xianyu went out for a walk and met Tezuka who was playing tennis.
During the break, Tezuka threw a can of drink to Xianyu, put down his racquet and sat next to her.
"Guoguang, do you think there is a paradise in this world?" Xianyu looked at the stars in the sky and gestured to the round moon with his hand, tilting his head and smiling miserably. Everything now made him feel too heavy.
It made her breathless.
"Ah... don't think about such unrealistic things." Tezuka pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, the light on the lenses flashed away, and then reassured Xian Yu: "Be yourself, and you can always get out of trouble.
.”
Tezuka knew about Xianyu's current situation, and Atobe also asked him to take care of Xianyu.
Xianyu raised her head to prevent her tears from overflowing, but the tears flowed disobediently from the corners of her eyes, across her cheeks and fell to the ground. With a clear and loud "pop", she buried her head in her arms and said, "It's so difficult.
It’s really difficult.”
Tezuka put his hand on Xianyu's shoulder and patted her gently. He didn't know how to comfort Xianyu for a moment, and said something ridiculous: "Don't be careless on the ground."
Everything has changed, everything has changed, everything she knew has become strange and scary to her. Now when she hears such a sentence, she suddenly feels familiar and warm.
Wordlessly, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Xianyu. Tezuka opened and closed his lips, and in the end, without uttering a word, he patted the dust on his pants and stood up, turning his back to Xianyu before saying, "Wipe it."
Just shed tears and face the difficulties."
"Guoguang." Xianyu raised her head and called him. Tezuka stopped but did not look back. Finally, Xianyu slowly highlighted the words: "Thank you."
Xian Yu understood that happiness is something you can control yourself, and there is no gap that cannot be broken through.
Since she still likes Atobe, why can't she let go of her courage and love? Why should she think about those bonds that obviously don't exist?
Isn't it enough as long as she still likes him? She only understands such a simple truth now. It's really stupid.
Touching her slightly bulging belly, Xianyu showed a happy smile for the first time: "Baby, mommy is really silly."
Xianyu wanted to tell Aobe right away that she still liked him and that they could still be together, but when she took out her phone, she found Aobe’s text message:
Maybe I am wrong, maybe we are really impossible, I don't want to tie you down, so I will leave.
You have to remember that I still love you.
————August 3, 2007, Jibu.
Fool. Xianyu’s tears couldn’t stop falling.
After dialing that familiar number, Xianyu's voice trembled slightly: "Jingwu, where are you now?"
"I'm at the airport. There's something wrong with the private plane, so I plan to fly first class to the UK." Atobe sighed, it's time to make a break. It's better for everyone and prevents Xianyu from hating him in the future.
