I don't know what to say, maybe it's a bit hard to say.
I don't really like writing so much irrelevant nonsense in Ascension, but I have to say it now.
I want to stop updating, but it won’t be too long, about half a month at most.
It has nothing to do with the final exam, because we have another month until the final exam.
I feel very tired...very tired...I feel like I can't hold on.
Maybe it’s because Shenghua has been put on the shelves. After Shenghua was put on the shelves, it was not as good as Weiai.
At least Weiai has never made me feel so decadent, even though Weiai has so many shortcomings and has been criticized by so many long comments.
I have never given up, and I have never given up, but... sublimation actually makes me feel desperate.
I have been told by others and criticized by others for being proud and complacent.
Group 1 is said to be inactive because they don’t know what to say to a proud and complacent group owner like me.
In fact, many people want to quit the group. The reason for not quitting is just nostalgia, otherwise they would definitely quit the group one after another.
I used to be like a big sister, always taking care of them, but now I am so proud and complacent that I don't care about them anymore.
I felt very sad when I watched it, because I didn’t know where I went wrong, to let someone I trust so much say such things.
In order to write better articles, I blocked myself from both groups, so naturally I ignored many people. Is this wrong?
I had a falling out with my classmate, and my collection kept plummeting after it was put on the shelves. The recommendation comments never increased after it was put on the shelves. I really don’t know where I got the bragging rights.
Last night I cried as I was thinking about it. I hugged the quilt and cried bitterly. Then I thought about the person who promised to be my friend but then deleted me. The more I cried, the sadder I became.
At that moment, I really wanted to abandon the article. Why did this happen after I put it on the shelves?
I even thought that if I didn’t write, and my writing was poor and not popular, maybe a series of things wouldn’t have happened.
If it weren't for et, I really wouldn't be able to hold on, and the thought of abandoning the article would always linger in my mind.
Maybe that reader is not wrong, maybe I am really proud and complacent, but you have to give me a chance to change my ways, right?
Why are you ignoring me...why are you ignoring me? Really, I just want to end like this:
But if you just can't understand me, I'm sorry, I'm still myself, no one can change me, I can't change anything because of misunderstanding, I am Wan'er, I am still Wan'er before, it has not changed, it's just in your eyes
A lot has changed here.
Everyone I identify has a heavy weight in my heart. Now I am stopping the update because of you. Let’s all be quiet.
