Her eyes became more and more empty, and her voice trembled fiercely, "I looked up... There were many people standing at the finish line, but they all looked at me indifferently or mockingly, and among them... even... including my best friend.
!She looked at me indifferently, even with a bit of contempt in her eyes, Su Mang..."
"Su Mang! Do you know?" She suddenly turned around and held Su Mang's shoulders. Her body was shaking violently and her eyes were burning. "Do you know? She is my neighbor who grew up together. We used to be good friends.
He is a person who wishes he could wear a pair of trousers, eat a bowl of rice, and sleep on a bed, but look..."
She held Su Mang's shoulders tightly, and her tense body suddenly lost strength like a deflated rubber ball. She fell on Su Mang, "Su Mang! You see...this is me, who will always be deceived and deceived.
Hurt, betrayed, ridiculed... family affection, love, friendship, they are all... something..."
"Okay, okay...it's over..." Su Mang patted her back gently and comforted her softly.
"Yes, everything is over..." She sobbed and cried, "Later, the master heard about my experience and adopted me. I followed him to Moonlight City and started over... No one knows my past.
, I only know that I am the apprentice of Dr. Gu. The master said that I was born to be a doctor. As long as I know everything about medical skills, I only studied for a few years and I am better than his medical skills. But I
Don’t like doctors…”
She raised her head from Su Mang's shoulder, her eyes cold and hateful, "I don't like healing people! Why should I heal people? Everyone has failed me, why should I save them? Master knows the hurt I have suffered in the past,
He just let me do it. He said that he couldn't do it anyway. He said that sooner or later, I would change and become the best and best doctor. But...Su Mang...do you think I will change again?
?”
She suddenly grabbed Su Mang's hand and pressed it on her chest, her eyes desolate and helpless, "You touch it, my heart is black and cold now. Do you think...will I change?"
The alcohol destroyed all her reason and self-control, and she cried like a helpless child.
"You will, you will change..." Su Mang hugged her and comforted her softly, "Because now you have met Su Mang, Jiang Liuyun and Xiao Ran! The three of us are the best and best people in the world.
I will always be by your side and will never bully you, abandon you, or betray you."
"Is it possible? Is it really possible?" She grabbed Su Mang's arm, her eyes roamed over her face, and asked eagerly, "Su Mang! Is it really possible? I can be good to you, very good to you.
OK, can you really treat me like you treat each other? Never abandon me, never betray me, and always be good to me! Will you?" Who doesn't long for love, who doesn't long for sunshine? She is like forgotten
A wounded little beast in a dark corner looked at the outside world with envy and fear, at the bright sunshine that illuminated the world.
She yearns endlessly to be illuminated by the sun, but is afraid of being burned by it.
These days, she watched with her own eyes everything that happened between Su Mang, Jiang Liuyun, and Xiao Ran.
Su Mang would rather suffer the poison of the Fire Dragon Flower than die, and would rather save Xiao Ran than leave Jiang Liuyun.
Jiang Liuyun was willing to trade his arms for Su Mang's arms.