I'm still angry about what Nannan said. I don't know what I'm so embarrassed about. Anyway, I really mind that sentence.
Nannan never came to the hospital to see me, and I never asked about Nannan. The strange thing is that everyone seemed to be on the same page, and no one mentioned anything about Nannan in front of me.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I was still angry with Nannan and vowed that if she didn't come to see me first, I would never see her.
When my injury got better, my father lost his temper and asked me why I didn't go see my daughter. I walked out with a sullen face and said nothing.
I went to Nannan’s favorite garden. I admit that I wanted to see her like crazy, but I just refused to bow my head first. I just wanted her to come to me, but I couldn’t stand the longing, so I wanted to try my luck.
Let’s see if we can create an “accidental encounter” in a place that Nannan likes.
I was very lucky, my daughter was actually swinging in the garden!
I suppressed the ecstasy in my heart and walked over with an indifferent expression.
What I couldn't understand was that my daughter didn't look happy at all when she saw me. Instead, she sat on the swing with a pale face, looking at me in fear as if she had seen a ghost.
I touched my face. In order to protect her that day, my face was severely scratched. Now there is not enough time to do scar removal surgery, so the hideous scar is spread across my face.
Unsightly on the outside.
Originally, I thought that as long as two people love each other, it doesn't matter how ugly they are. I never thought that my daughter would mind the injury on my face. I thought that we grew up together and loved each other's souls. Don't say that I just
A knife was cut on my face, and even if I was disfigured by sulfuric acid, she would only pity me and love me more.
But seeing her horrified expression, my heart felt like it was stabbed hard.
Am I being sentimental?
Is it because she has been reluctant to go to the hospital to visit the injured me because I have become ugly?
I had never worried that the scars on my face would not be removed before, but at that moment I was afraid. If the scars on my face could not be removed, would my daughter abandon me?
Suddenly, there was an unspeakable fear in my heart. I forgot that I was still angry with my daughter, and I forgot that I secretly vowed to wait for my daughter to speak to me first. I walked over quickly and called her name, wanting to hug her.
But she jumped off the swing with fear in her eyes, pushed me away and ran away without looking back.
My open arms were frozen in the air, looking at the air in front of me, unable to accept this cruel fact.
She is my daughter!
She is the daughter I protect with my life!
Just because I have become ugly, do you no longer want to love me?
In the mid-summer weather, the air was extremely hot and stuffy, but I was shivering and freezing.
After that day, I never looked for my daughter again.
I have my pride, and even though I love her, I don't want to throw my dignity at her feet and let her trample on me at will.
After my injuries were completely healed, my father urged me to go see my daughter again. I didn't say anything but refused to go. My father urged me several times and got angry. He asked me loudly why I refused to go to see my daughter.
I didn't say a word.
What can I say?
Say I look like this, will Nannan avoid me when she sees me?
My father urged me a few more times, but I still refused to go. Suddenly, my father seemed to have thought of something, looked at me with suspicion, and asked: "Hui, is it true what the servants at home said, that you and Nannan broke up?"
"
I didn't admit it because I didn't want to admit that I could lose anything in this life, but the only thing I couldn't lose was my daughter.
But I didn't deny it, because although I didn't want to break up with Nannan, Nannan no longer wanted me.
Seeing that I remained silent, my father was shaking with anger. He pointed at my nose and scolded me with a livid face: "How could I raise such a heartless person like you!"
My father's anger made me feel aggrieved, but I didn't want to say it was because my daughter didn't want me anymore. I lowered my head and let him scold me.
He pointed at the yard and yelled at me: "Get out of here and kneel down. When will you see your daughter? When will you get up again?"
I went out without saying a word and knelt on the iron chain outside the door.
In midsummer, the sun was blazing, and the iron chains under my knees seemed to be on fire. My knees hurt as if they were roasting on charcoal fire. I gritted my teeth and remained silent.
My mother, who has always loved me, didn't even ask for mercy. She just looked at me with disappointment, as if she didn't believe that her son would make such a choice.
I don't understand, what did I do wrong?
It was obvious that my daughter refused to want me again. I was hospitalized for so long and she never visited me once. The injuries on my face were so severe and she didn’t even say a word of greeting. Why did everyone only blame me?
I knelt from sunrise to sunset, and fainted several times in between, but I was stubborn and refused to bow my head. My mother kept crying, and my father was so angry that his lips were blue.
Probably the servant at home was afraid that something would happen, so he secretly told the baby's mother. The baby's mother hurried over, picked me up from the ground, and shouted at my father angrily, "Huizi's injury happened to be just right, so you punished him like this."
,Why are you crazy?"
Dad's face was livid with anger and he couldn't say a word.
My dear mother helped me into the house and asked the servant to bring me medicine.
She rolled up my pants, and the flesh on my knees was black, as if it had been burned.
The baby's mother lowered her head, and I couldn't see her expression, but I saw her shoulders shrugged so hard, and her tears fell one by one on my lap.
I grabbed the medicine from my baby’s mother’s hand and said, I’m fine, I’ll take it myself.
I limped upstairs.
I don’t want to see baby mother cry. She is very strong and never cries. Baby mother has the most beautiful smile.
As soon as I went upstairs, my legs couldn't hold on and I fell to the ground while holding on to the wall.
I heard the baby's mother and father say, "Zhuifeng, Yifan is the eldest son in the family. We have made an agreement since he was born. In this life, we will never punish our children corporally. You let me down so much."
Dad was silent for a long time before speaking, with infinite disappointment in his tone, "I never thought that Huizi would be like this...it's my fault."
"You are talking nonsense!" said the baby's mother: "We raised these five children together. Each of them is the meat of our hearts. They are all the best."
"But, Nannan..." Dad actually choked up.
"Zhui Feng," the baby's mother said softly: "The fact that Huizi can leave her at this time can only mean that they don't love each other enough. Since they don't love each other, separation is a good thing for them. I will take good care of my daughter and they will still be together."
When you are young, you will meet the person you truly love when you grow up. Don't criticize them harshly. They are all our favorite babies. As we said, we will not force anything on them, especially their marriage."
Dad didn't speak for a long time, and I heard the footsteps and knew that baby mother had left.
I just sat there blankly.
I couldn’t understand a word of what baby mother said. It was obvious that my daughter didn’t want to love me anymore, so why did she say that I left her?
After my baby's mother and father talked, my father no longer forced me to see my daughter, but he also refused to look at me, treating me like air, and refused to say a word to me.
I feel very depressed.
Why do my parents do this to me?
Can they not see my injuries?
It wasn't until Yifan and Xiaoying came to see me a few days later that I realized what a terrible mistake I had made.
That day, I was sitting in the yard in a daze. Yifan and Xiaoying came in and looked at me silently for a while. Yifan said: "Hui, my daughter has had a high fever these days and has been talking nonsense. No medicine has stopped it."
If she doesn’t go down, her mother has been taking care of her. She hasn’t slept for a few days and nights. Can you go and see her?”
Is your daughter sick?
I stood up reluctantly, froze for a while, and then sat down slumped.
I lowered my head and touched my face.
Nannan hates me looking like this. If I go to see her, her illness will only get worse, right?
"Hui, if I beg you, can you just go and see my daughter?" Yifan's tone was full of pleading. He has been outstanding since he was a child and has a plan for everything. I have never said that he is like this today.
Looking embarrassed, "Hui, mother said that feelings are a matter between two people, and we are not allowed to interfere. I don't ask you to marry my daughter, but I just ask you to go and see her, okay?"
I touched the scars on my face in a daze.
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to see my daughter's frightened expression when she looks at me again. It's like stabbing several steel knives into my heart and sprinkling layers of salt on it.
Seeing that I was sitting still and not saying a word, Yifan gritted his teeth and knelt down towards me. Xiaoying also knelt down behind him in silence.
I looked at them in surprise.
What happened to them?
"Hui..." Yifan looked at me pleadingly, "I know it's hard for you to accept what happened, but...but I really don't ask you to marry my daughter, I just ask you to go and see my daughter... my daughter always screams
Your name, you are the only one who can make her get through this difficulty. I beg you... I don’t care who you like in the future. I will take care of my daughter myself. I just ask you, for the sake of our friendship, go
Look at Nannan... Nannan is our sister, right? Even if you don't marry her, can't you just treat her as your sister and love her?"
Yifan stammered for a long time, but I couldn't understand a word.
I slipped from the stone bench and fell to the ground. I knelt down opposite him and said, "Okay, I'll go see my daughter."
He is my brother, an omnipotent god in my mind. I have listened to his words since I was a child and have been obedient. I cannot let him kneel down.
He actually knelt down and begged me. No matter how much I couldn't bear the way my daughter looked at me, I had to do it.
I walked numbly to the yard where my daughter lived. In the corner, the tulips were in full bloom, exuding a strong fragrance, and several maids were pruning the flower beds there.
My figure was obscured by the trees. They didn't see me coming, and they were still talking quietly but excitedly.
"Have you heard? I heard that Madam personally went to ask Mr. Hui for help, but Mr. Hui didn't even come to see Miss Nannan!" a maid said mysteriously.
"Oh! I have seen Mr. Hui treat Miss Nannan so well in the past, but I never expected him to be like this." Another maid said very dissatisfied.
"Isn't this human nature? Which man would marry a woman who has been raped by others? Especially if she has been raped by several men!"
