"Xi - don't sleep, okay? Wake up and look at me... I'm Xiaose, your cat... Didn't you say that you would take me on a trip after you finish your business at the company? Didn't you say
You wanted to marry me as your bride, didn't you say you would never abandon me... You said I was not a person, but now... why did you abandon me..." Her face was filled with tears.
.
She cried like a child who was at a loss, like a child who made a willful mistake and then cried bitterly without knowing how to end it.
Han Xiaose suddenly held her breath and seemed to think of something. She held his hand and said, "I know it's my fault. I promised you but can't do it... Can you wake up and scold me? As long as you
Wake up... I swear... I will never deceive myself again... What I like is Xi... It has always been Xi... On the side of the road, you were the one who hugged me when I was most helpless... You said you
Always there... From that moment on, maybe I have fallen in love with you..."
"The time I spent with you was really fun. Although you were very domineering and authoritarian... but I couldn't help but fall in love with you... But, I can't... There was a night in my heart...
...How could I be so obsessed with falling in love with two boys at the same time...Ye is back...My heart is even more confused...Yes...Ye is back...But, he forgot about me...I used to be selfish
I just want to have your favor forever, and I plan to hide it from Ye Ye for the rest of my life..."
Hearing this, Luo Yunye stared at her for a long time, his eyes turning dark green.
"Xiao Se..."
"But, the more I concealed it, the clearer Ye's memory became... In the end, you noticed something was wrong with us... You knew about our affairs... but you unconditionally tolerated my past with Ye...
I was too selfish and hurt you again and again... I used to be confused as to whether I liked you or Ye... Now... I can tell you with absolute certainty... I love you, always...
…”
Luo Yunye approached her, a self-deprecating smile on his lips, and he stared at her.
Suddenly, he gently raised his hand, his slender fingertips were cold and trembling a little. He gently wiped her tears, and the warm tears burned his cold fingertips.
"Actually, I have recovered my memory a long time ago..." He laughed dumbly and continued: "I just...can't accept the fact that you like Xi... It turns out that our relationship is so fragile, and a loss of memory can destroy our past.
Erase...hehe."
"Xi, you can come out now! Ha... I lost... I lost completely!"
Luo Yunye lowered his head and smiled bitterly.
He turned around.
Walk slowly into the darkness.
His heart felt like someone had cut it several times with a knife. He was in so much pain that he could no longer see the road ahead clearly. It was like he was stepping on the dark clouds of a nightmare. His face was as pale as paper in the dark night.
No matter how painful my heart is, what does it matter?
Will she still care?
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[Writing this, I feel so pitiful at night, wuwu...I am so cruel...]