When I arrived at the door of the ward, before I entered, I heard Shen Lingjun's weak voice, "Take them all out, get out!"
He was obviously very weak, but he did not cooperate with the treatment. Instead, he kicked out the doctors and nurses, just because he was not willing to receive treatment at all.
As soon as he thought about the fact that Wei Yang's mother's life was taken away by him and that he was a sinner, he could no longer live as if nothing had happened. The guilt and the unspeakable pain deeply beat his heart.
He even felt that one life was worth one life.
Weiyang opened the door and saw him throwing all the things on the bedside table to the ground, yelling at the doctor, "Get out of here!"
The doctor said that he had a blood clot in his head and that he needed to calm down and undergo surgery, otherwise his life would be in danger, but he was reluctant to cooperate, let alone surgery.
Weiyang stood at the door, surprised by the scene in front of her.
Shen Lingjun didn't expect her to appear here. His movements paused and his emotions seemed to slowly calm down, but he didn't want to look into her eyes at all and looked away.
The doctors and nurses left one after another, leaving only the two of them in the ward.
I saw that his injuries were not serious. One leg was missing and his left hand was in a plaster. His heroic face was covered with scratches. Weiyang had already learned about the situation from his father. He was in a very dangerous situation now. His leg was injured. The hand injuries and other injuries can be recovered slowly, but if the blood clot in his brain is not removed, his life will be in danger at any time.
Xia Weiyang walked in, picked up things on the ground, and came to his side.
He looked sideways at the window. Even though his face remained emotionless, his heart was trembling with pain. He felt that he could not face her. At this moment, her concern would arouse him even more. feeling of guilt.
"What are you doing here?"
He looked out the window and his voice was cold, unlike the Shen Lingjun she knew.
Weiyang sat down, not knowing what to do or what to say for a moment.
The long silence made Shen Lingjun a little bit out of breath. He looked at her and said, "Go away. If you are here to persuade me, I don't want to hear those words."
"Then what do you want to hear?"
Weiyang looked at him and couldn't help but feel angry when she heard his self-destructive tone, "Shen Lingjun, do you know how many people out there have worked hard to survive? Do you know that your elderly grandma is doing everything for you? Worry about it, you can obviously have surgery to restore your health, why do you have to be so hard on yourself?"
Speaking of this, I couldn't help but choke up, "I don't know what happened to you recently, I only know that you shouldn't give up so easily, you know? Sometimes people don't live for themselves at all. Death is actually very easy. It's easy to solve, but what about the people who stay? They have to bear the pain of losing you, and they have to bear the pain of you leaving them. Don't you think you are cruel? "
If life was really that easy, she could have ended her own life to escape all kinds of troubles, but she survived as strong as a weed, sometimes for her mother, sometimes without even knowing what she was doing for herself. , maybe for the future of imagination, maybe...
In short, she can survive, why can't the man in front of her!
Xia Weiyang looked at him sitting there without saying a word, and felt uncomfortable, "Your family came to me in person, hoping that I could help persuade you, Shen Lingjun, no matter what kind of pain you are in, you should not Giving up your life like this, do you know that there are many very young children who are terminally ill, but they can smile brightly and face it with strength. They are so young that they don’t even know why they persist, and you Woolen cloth? "
Her emotions were a little out of control. Maybe she was thinking of herself and her mother. She choked and tried to calm down her emotions. She took a deep breath and looked at him, "Forget it, I don't want to say anything more. I didn't expect that you What a coward!"
She stood up to leave, but when she turned around, he reached out and grabbed her wrist.
Hold on tightly, as if you never want to let go...
She had no idea what kind of suffering he had endured. Facing her, self-blame and guilt were like a knife sharply scraping his flesh and blood, and the pain was blurry...
But……
Shen Lingjun looked at her and said bitterly, "Maybe you are right."
He could easily escape this torture, but shouldn't the things he did to her and the sins he committed should be paid back slowly?
Sooner or later, she must find out what happened to her mother. Paper cannot contain the fire!
Even if his father wants to hide it, the matter will be exposed when the time comes. Maybe someone will take the blame for him, and maybe his father can save him. But what he did, he knows best in his heart, and he is ashamed of her...
Hearing that he finally spoke, Wei Young was even more moved and burst into tears, "So? Are you planning to receive treatment?"
Looking at the smile at the corner of her mouth, Shen Lingjun realized more and more that he was too greedy for her warmth. At this moment, he finally understood why he liked the woman in front of him, because she was the only one in the world who could warm his heart with her smile.
Perhaps from the beginning, when they first met, he was a bad student who had just transferred to school, and she was a good girl in the eyes of the teacher. She was cute and always lovable. When they first met, she smiled deeply with her smile. It attracted him and made him want to be close to this girl and want to be friends with her.
There were a few tears in his black eyes, and he squeezed her hand little by little, and said in a hoarse voice, "What if one day, you will hate me, or even wish that I could disappear from your eyes right away, maybe you will regret it. This is how you advise me."
He was afraid that such a day would come...
That proves that he will lose her forever.
Maybe she doesn't know that she is really the only one left with him. He has been living in the Shen family, carrying the title of heir, but has never been recognized by his father. If he is not the only Shen family blood, maybe he will be Throw it away.
Shen Lingjun held her hand tightly, as if he wanted to hold it for a lifetime.
Wei Yang didn't know the knot in his heart and raised her lips, "Fool, I won't regret it."
How could she regret it?
Even if he had deceived her and she had been angry, he would not have hated her to the point of wanting him to die...
Xia Weiyang was purely happy that he could listen to her and receive treatment properly, but she didn't know that one day, she would realize that even the most trustworthy person around her had deeply deceived her.
ps: There have been very few updates recently. I’m deeply sorry. I’m also very grateful to some girls for waiting silently. I feel that with your support, I have the motivation to write every day. Damn, this turtle is going to write another chapter. Dear friends. You can watch it tomorrow.