She was obviously in pain, but the pain was nothing. As long as she could be happy, she could laugh, and she could temporarily let go of those worries...
Moreover, in exchange for her worry and anxiety, he still feels that his chest is overflowing with happiness.
He never knew that happiness can also be seeing the person you love smiling happily. When she smiles, you will smile too.
The two of them sat on the court. Xia Weiyang sweated a lot and found that she felt much more relaxed. It was as if the worries accumulated in her heart had evaporated with the sweat...
She looked at him gratefully, "Thank you."
"There's nothing to thank you for. In fact, it's me who should say thank you to you."
He looked at her with deep and hot eyes, which made Weiyang confused, with a smile on his lips, "Why?"
It was because he took her out to play that she could temporarily stop thinking about those troublesome things.
But, he wants to thank her?
Shen Lingjun looked at the doubts in her clear eyes, and his heart was throbbing. He was like a young man who had just begun to fall in love. He couldn't help but want to say all the words buried deep in his heart. He lowered his head, kissed her cheek, and lowered his head. "Little pepper, do you know why I like to call you that?"
This kiss stunned Weiyang.
She looked at him in astonishment and heard him say, "We have met when we were children. To be precise, I should be your secret admirer, your childhood crush, no, even now!"
"You may not remember much, but for me, I remember every expression of yours very clearly." He said, pointing to the place above his forehead where the hair covered it, "Look, here is your masterpiece. You smashed it down with a brick, don't you have any impression at all?"
Weiyang really wanted to have an impression, but she really couldn't remember anything.
She was thinking hard, but couldn't think of anything. She could only look at him in embarrassment and surprise. Did they know each other so early?
The look in Shen Lingjun's eyes told her that she couldn't remember clearly, and she couldn't blame her for this.
For him, this is an unforgettable thing, but for her, maybe not...
He began to regret that even if he wanted to be a little troublemaker, he should be bad enough that she would remember him deeply...
If she hates someone extremely, then she will definitely remember him.
He felt frustrated, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember. I just want to tell you that I don't care at all whether you have been married or not, and I don't care that you don't love me at all now. As long as you are willing to give me time and opportunities, Everything will be fine, and I will do my best to give you the life and happiness you want."
"Little Pepper, I know you can't let go of this relationship for the time being, but I haven't seen you smile at all. Are you really happy with him?"
Weiyang looked at him and suddenly remembered the time she asked him if he cared about the person he liked getting married. His answer was so straightforward, he didn't care at all...
At that time, she was stunned for a moment, thinking that the woman he liked was happy.
But she never expected that it would be herself.
These days, although she could feel that Shen Lingjun was definitely not an ordinary friend towards her, she never knew that this love was so deep...
When Shen Lingjun saw that she didn't answer and frowned slightly, he felt a little nervous and uneasy, "If he can't give you happiness, or... you want..."
"Shen Lingjun!" She interrupted him.
She understood everything instantly.
She interrupted him, bit her lip, and looked at him silently.
She thanked him for liking her so much, she resented the fate that made her fall in love with someone other than this man, and she felt guilty that she couldn't make any promise.
If she agrees to be with him, what does that mean?
Use him to forget Li Kangmu?
This is unfair to him!
She shook her head, with mixed feelings in her heart, took a deep breath, and then said, "I can't do this to you, it's not fair to you."
She understands very well how uncomfortable it is to be with someone who doesn't love her at all.
No matter how much you love her, he will never understand.
He doesn’t understand your dedication, your waiting, your tears, your fulfillment...
So you resent him and yourself for not being able to break free from the torment of love.
For Xia Weiyang, Li Kangmu is the person who should not love in this life. He does not belong to him, and she does not belong to Shen Lingjun...
Weiyang couldn't accept it, and she didn't want to just come out of one pit and then jump into another pit.
Although, the people waiting for her later may not bully her in this life.
It won't make her feel uncomfortable or make her cry...
But what is missing in this love that never sheds tears?
It is the first throbbing of the soul and the most special feeling for that person.
She couldn't accept it. When he reached out to grab her, she dodged and looked at him guiltily, "I'm sorry, I..."
She felt very uncomfortable. Wouldn't it be nice to never speak out about some love?
If she opens her mouth, can she and him still be friends?
For such a result, Shen Lingjun was actually not surprised at all, "I respect your choice. As long as you remember, if you have anything, you can come to me as soon as possible. Do you understand?"
Whether it was out of guilt for her or love for her, he would help her.
Xia Weiyang felt a little uncomfortable. She looked away, "Let's go back."
She couldn't help but heartlessly let him accompany her to relieve her boredom after rejecting his confession just now. What kind of feeling was that?
It's not good for him or her.
Shen Lingjun offered to send it off, but she refused, "No, I can go back by myself."
As she turned to leave, he shouted, "Pepper!"
She paused but did not turn around.
At this time, a steady drizzle began to fall from the sky, sprinkling little bits of sugar on their bodies.
Weiyang clenched her fists, and finally walked away without turning around...
She couldn't give him any promises or answers, she couldn't give him the answers he wanted.
The love she wants is not to compromise, not to climb high, not to take or give unilaterally...
She quickened her pace and left in a hurry, leaving him alone, sitting here.
Even though everyone was gone, why did he still feel that her laughter was lingering in his ears...
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ps: Today’s first update ╭(╯3╰)╮, there will be an update later, friends, if you can’t wait, you can check it out tomorrow, there are still two more updates!!