No matter what she did, no matter how good she was, she never saw a smile of appreciation on her mother's face.
Later, she realized that no matter how well she did, she would never be appreciated or forgiven.
In Xiao Chunli's heart, she was a sinner who could not be forgiven. Even if she really didn't mean to lose Xiaoying, she tried her best to inquire about it later, but there was no news...
Although she was jealous of Xiaoying's appearance and taking away the favor that should belong to her, but later, she slowly accepted it. Although she hated her crying, she did like her always chasing her and calling her sister...
If Xiaoying was still here, would she forgive herself?
Nowadays, although she, Lin Weian, enjoys the reputation of being the daughter of the Lin family and lives a pampered life, she lives with guilt in her heart. In fact, she is just enjoying the glory outside. In the Lin family, even a servant knows that she is not
The favored eldest lady was there just because of her identity. She once asked Xiao Chunli why she didn't just let her go...
She hates her so much, she should not want her anymore.
But Xiao Chunli told her, "If I let you go, how could I watch you suffer and blame yourself? I want you to live in Xiaoying's shadow all your life. Everything you get today originally belonged to my Xiaoying, but
But you took away all this. I want you to live here and think of the little shadow you abandoned every day."
Lin Weian will never forget those words.
Because, her future life will indeed be lived in the shadow of Xiaoying's pressure.
Whenever she returns to the Lin family, whenever she sees her parents, she can remember the scene when she was a child, and the way Xiaoying puckered her mouth and cried in grievance...
Lin Weian looked at the little girl on the roadside who kept crying. At this time, the child's mother appeared, coaxing and persuading her. Finally, she felt sorry for herself and wiped away the child's tears, and saw a beautiful smile blooming on her little face.
.
Where is her mother?
Why abandon her in an orphanage?
When Lin Weian thought of this, tears welled up in her eyes.
If one day she meets that cruel woman, she must ask her why she abandoned her. What did she do wrong to be abandoned after she was born?
When Li Kangmu got in the car, he saw her looking at the mother and daughter on the roadside. He called her several times, but she didn't respond.
He had no choice but to go forward and call her. Seeing her eyes full of tears, he couldn't help but feel his heart tightening, "What's wrong?"
Lin Weian calmed down her emotions, took a deep breath, and looked at the man in front of her. He always appeared by her side when she needed support and comfort.
She shook her head bitterly and walked quickly to the car.
Li Kangmu looked at the little girl on the street and saw that the little girl was whispering to her mother. She burst into tears and smiled, as if she was sweet.
A smile like that is often invincible.
It makes your heart melt, you just feel that she is so cute, so cute that it makes people love you, and makes you wish you had a child who can be cared for in the palm of your hand.
Realizing that he had such a ridiculous idea, Li Kangmu couldn't help but frown.
He returned to the car and started the engine silently.
That night, he stayed with Lin Weian, listening to her talk about the past, and her feelings and pursuit of Hanwen.
He sat there silently all the time, even a little absent-minded.
She didn't answer the call she just made...
Could it be that the headache is not gone yet?
Or...
"Brother Kang Mu?" Lin Weian called him several times before he came back to his senses and looked at her with a frown on his face, "What's wrong?"
Lin Weian found that he was sitting here, his heart was no longer there...
She bit her lip, "Did you listen to me?"
"Yes, I'm listening." He responded, but Wei An couldn't believe it at all. Although she didn't know what he was thinking, she could tell that he might not be listening at all.
Unable to help but feel disappointed, even Li Kangmu, who had always been the most nervous about her, seemed to have started to change!
Although she didn't want to admit it, she was not a fool. How could she not feel some subtle changes?
In the past, Li Kangmu would never blame her, let alone doubt her. He would always listen carefully when she spoke to him, and he would even take what she said unintentionally to heart, but now? He
Although he came to her because he was nervous about her, she always felt that there was something in his heart that she couldn't let go of.
Li Kangmu, who had never doubted her, also asked her a few days ago why he was so eager to punish Xia Weiyang.
She still remembered that day, she just mentioned it accidentally, "What are you going to do about Xia Weiyang's matter? You can't give out any news, right? This will make other employees in the company learn from her, and then we...
"
"Okay!" He interrupted her with a frown, pulled his tie angrily, put down the pen in his hand, and looked up at her questioningly, "Why are you so anxious to let me handle this matter? Hanwen has already finished
It's yours, and she has left the company, don't you think it's enough?"
Lin Weian was dumbfounded at the time...
Is he blaming her?
Blame her for pursuing this matter too closely, blame her for not letting Xia Weiyang go!
If it were in the past, without her reminder, he would definitely punish such behavior severely and give a warning to all employees in the company, but Xia Weiyang's matter has been delayed again and again...
He even blamed her for pursuing him too closely.
These are subtle changes. Maybe he didn't notice it himself, but people around him can feel it!
Lin Weian couldn't describe what he felt in his heart. He felt very depressed, bitter, and even felt sore.
She sighed and said, "Send me back, I want to go back."
Even if she keeps him, she can't keep his heart.
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And the cinema.
Wei Young had already fallen asleep, leaning on Shen Lingjun, wondering what the movie was playing.
It wasn't until the end that the noise around her woke her up. When she woke up, she found that everyone was talking about the plot with gusto. She couldn't even tell who was starring in the movie. As soon as she sat in the cinema, she
He began to drift off to sleep.
After coming out of the cinema, I found a call from him on my phone.
She didn't call back, but she couldn't lift her mood. Shen Lingjun sent her back. As soon as Wei Yang walked into the community, she saw Li Kangmu leaning against the car.
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ps: There will be updates later. I would like to wish everyone a happy National Day and continue to code. ╭(╯3╰)╮!!