"Do you know how I felt when I knew everything was a conspiracy? Do you know how much courage it took me to forget our differences in status and decide to stand by your side and leave my future to you?
, but you told me that everything was false. I didn’t want to get close to you intentionally. My father forced me to go on a blind date when we first met. I held you just hoping that you could.
Block me, but you think that I am deliberately approaching you. My father wants to extort a sum of money from you. I am a victim of these things, but you think that I am a conspirator. You have always treated me like this, no
Give me a chance to explain. Regarding that design draft, you only believed in the evidence created by others and refused to listen to my explanation. Li Kangmu, why do you want me to give you another chance?"
How many grievances she endured and how many explanations were blocked in her heart by his indifference and cruelty.
His attitude told her that no matter what explanation she gave, it would be impossible to change his view of her...
He was so mean and told her that it was best not to like him and hope that he would fall in love with her.
He told her so clearly that he wouldn't even touch a woman like her, but at this moment, he wanted her to believe him, give him a chance, and believe that he likes her. How could she do it?
"Every time you ask me to wait for you, I never wait for you. You always forget about me because of Lin Weian's affairs. That time I was sick and you said you were going to buy medicine, but where was the medicine you bought?
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When Li Kangmu heard this, he felt sad and hurriedly explained, "It was Hanwen who canceled the wedding at short notice. I..."
"You went to find Lin Weian, right?" She interrupted him.
The corner of his mouth raised a painful arc, "You always put her first. If you really like me as much as you said, why would you forget me? Why do you always put me second?
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"Weiyang, I'm not putting you second. Wei'an appears to be very strong, but when she encounters problems, she is not as easy to let go as you are."
"So you think I'm strong enough to face all problems, so you don't need to consider my feelings first?" She said, tears of grievance falling down...
All he gave her was broken appointments and hurt again and again. How could she trust him?
Weiyang took a deep breath, trying to calm down and stop crying so embarrassingly, but the tears were like heavy rain that had been suppressed for too long and could not be stopped.
He suddenly realized how much he had done to hurt her. From the beginning, he had been looking at her with subjective judgment and colored glasses, unwilling to listen to her explanation, and not taking her existence seriously...
It was not until later that he realized that he had misunderstood her.
But she was unwilling to explain to him anymore or show her fragile side in front of him.
But even though he was so resistant to her in his mind and regarded her as a bad woman, he couldn't help but like her, her smile, and being able to see her sleeping next to him every morning when he woke up. He didn't know if this was the case.
He only knew that this habit was too scary. He was used to her wandering around him, used to her careless care for him...
It was as if she had become the air that allowed him to survive, so important.
Even though he viewed her that way at the beginning, he still fell in love with a 'bad woman' like her.
Li Kangmu saw that she was about to take off the ring and quickly stopped her.
“No picking!!”
"Don't take it off." He turned her shoulders to face him, "Listen carefully to me. I know that I have done a lot of bastard things in the past and said a lot of hurtful things. I can't do anything about those things.
Let everything disappear and cease to exist, but I am willing to make up for it, and I promise you that I will definitely put you first in my consideration from now on, and I will trust you."
"I will not divorce you, and you will never leave me, do you understand?"
Has she really decided not to want him?
Did she really not even give her a chance?
He could really do well and make amends, so why did she sentence him to death?
Seeing that Weiyang didn't speak, he panicked and became confused. He pulled her into his arms and held her tightly, "If you don't speak, I'll take it as your promise."
She wasn't cruel and didn't even give him a chance, but she didn't have the courage to believe him for the time being.
She was afraid that if she handed herself over to him again, she would be doomed...
Especially in her current state, she is simply not a normal person who can take care of herself.
She has no courage even more.
She couldn't see his expression, so she couldn't confirm whether he was acting again when he said these words?
It was he who told her that love depends on acting skills!
He acted so realistically that she was like a moth flying to a flame. She was deeply involved in it, and then she realized that her stupidity was just wishful thinking.
But then I thought about the baby in my belly.
What should she do?
Wei Young leaned in his arms, but didn't speak for a long time.
He didn't take her back to Li's house, but took her to the hotel and let her stay there first.
All night, he did not leave her side, staying by her side.
Until the next day, he said he would take her to a place.
On the way, Weiyang asked, "Where are you taking me?"
"You'll know when we get there."
He frowned and wanted to take her to the hospital for a check-up.
But he didn't dare to tell her in advance because she was resistant to the hospital for some reason, and he was afraid that if he told her, she wouldn't follow him at all.
Seeing that she was particularly uneasy when she was sitting, he held her hand, intertwined their fingers tightly, brought her hand to his lips, and kissed her.
It was a very intimate gesture, and even though she couldn't see his expression, she could feel the happiness she had never felt before.
It seemed that the panicked heart gradually calmed down.
However, when the car stopped, she heard the sound of an ambulance.
She suddenly became nervous, "Why is there an ambulance here?"
"Well, maybe he passed by." He comforted her and pulled her forward.
Xia Weiyang gradually smelled the smell of the hospital and paused.
Shaking his hand away forcefully, "You lied to me!!"
This is clearly a hospital!!
Seeing that she was so excited and turned around to leave, he hurriedly stepped forward to hold her, "Weiyang!!"
He pulled her, but she struggled excitedly, "I don't want to come to the hospital, I don't want it."
She was afraid of hospitals. She vaguely knew that her condition was serious, but coming to the hospital would mean executing her child.
Perhaps, if she wanted to restore her light, she could only sacrifice her child.
What will happen to her child if she undergoes surgery? That is absolutely unacceptable.
She would rather not come to the hospital, holding on to that ridiculous expectation, praying that one day she would have enough rest and be able to see again, praying that this would all be a nightmare!!
"I don't want to go in, don't go in." She was like those children who are afraid of doctors and injections and are unwilling to go in no matter what.
No matter how hard he tried, Li Kangmu couldn't persuade him, "Weiyang, listen to me, your eyes can only get better if you undergo an examination. Do you understand?"
Seeing that she was unwilling to go in, he had to say, "Now the doctor suspects that when you were injured last time, there was a blood clot in your head that pressed on the optic nerve, which will cause temporary blindness. If you don't check, it will be serious and more dangerous."
, do you understand what I mean by more dangerous!!"
Listening to what he said, how could she not understand, but she was not prepared...
Does she want to abort the child because of her eyes?
She shook her head helplessly, "I don't want to go."
Seeing that she was determined not to go, he felt frustrated.
I had to temporarily calm her down, "Okay, we won't go."
He pulled her into his arms and held her tightly, feeling her fear.
Maybe she understands what she's facing better than he does, but she's just afraid that the result will be even more terrifying.
He had always thought that she was very strong. No matter what kind of problems and difficulties she faced, she could handle them well without him. But at this moment, he realized that there were times when she was afraid and there were things she didn't dare to face. All of them
His strength is nothing more than a last resort support and disguise.
Seeing that she refused to go in, he had no choice but to follow her for the time being and wait until he calmed down before taking her to the hospital.
Taking her away, he asked her to wait at the door, "Wait for me here, you know?"
"where you go?"
"I'm going to drive out. The sun is shining brightly over there. Just stand here and wait for me."
He was afraid that the dazzling sunlight would make her eye condition worse...
She nodded and stood there obediently, "Then come back quickly."
"Um."
Although he went to drive, he could still see her standing here.
After he left, Weiyang stood in the distance.
He didn't notice Shen Lingjun walking towards him.
He walked in step by step and was about to speak when he heard her say, "Kang Mu, is that you?"
"..."
Shen Lingjun was stunned.
He noticed her eyes...
It seems that I can't see him, I can't see his existence!!
He tentatively waved his hand in front of her eyes, but found that she didn't respond at all.
Her reaction hurt his heart.
How could she become like this?
He thought that if he withdrew and stopped disturbing her, she would live a good life...
Why does this happen?
Her eyes were so bright, but they lost their luster and vision.
Shen Lingjun couldn't accept it. He wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be choked by cotton. He was about to speak when he heard Li Kangmu coming over and said, "The car is coming."
Wei Yang breathed a sigh of relief. She clearly felt that someone was looking at her, but the other person didn't speak.
This made her very insecure, uneasy, and scared...
She stretched out her hand, and Li Kangmu took her hand. Wei Yang said, "Why didn't you answer me when you came?"
Li Kangmu looked at Shen Lingjun beside him and said bitterly, "I want to see you for a while."
As I said that, I suddenly felt sad in my heart.
Especially when he saw the curve of the corner of her mouth, and when he saw her cautiously approaching him step by step and leaning into his arms, he felt a dull pain in his heart.
What should he do with her?
"I'm so tired, can you go back earlier?"
"Okay." Li Kangmu held back his sobs and agreed,
Wei Yang raised her lips and smiled, "My cell phone seemed to have been ringing just now. It might be Chuyun calling her. Can you call her later and tell her that I will be with you temporarily. I don't want her to worry about me, right?
, you must not tell her about my eyes."
As she spoke, she said bitterly, "I don't want to talk about this for the time being."
Li Kangmu took her hand and said, "Okay, I promise you won't say anything. Let's go back."
He held her in his arms and left step by step. Shen Lingjun could not utter a word from the beginning to the end.
She walked past him but couldn't see him at all.
Why are her eyes like this??
Was his perfection wrong?
He had thought about staying with her, but after that confession failed, he realized that the only person in her heart was Li Kangmu.
And all he can do is not to disturb her, as long as she can be happy.
Because he has caused enough misunderstandings and troubles for her, and he doesn't want Li Kangmu to misunderstand again, but why are Wei Young's eyes like this?
Li Kangmu frowned, he had never known that Wei An had such a out-of-control side.
In his heart, she is so excellent. Even if she behaves a bit strongly on weekdays, she will never be aggressive, hurt others, or even go crazy and destroy everything.
He felt a headache and could only find someone to take care of everything.
Carrying Wei Yang upstairs, he sat on the edge of the bed, "Would you like to take a nap?"
Weiyang knows that he can't accompany her every day and be by her side all the time, so how can he work?
He has his job and wants to manage the company, so how can he be with her all the time?
Xia Weiyang smiled and said, "If you have anything to do, go and do it. I will sit here obediently and not move around."
Hearing this, he sighed, "I'll ask Aunt Zhang, who used to work here, to come back and take care of you, okay?"
"Um."
She doesn't like to be taken care of, but she can only accept being taken care of.
Otherwise, it would be difficult for her to even go to the bathroom.
She suddenly felt so useless.
"Am I useless?" she asked, feeling extremely uncomfortable, fearing that she would have to live like this in the future.
Li Kangmu stretched out his hand and gently stroked her cheek with his fingertips, saying with care, "It's not useless, this is only temporary."
"Fool, don't think nonsense, you know?"
She held his hand and put his palm against her cheek, as if she could feel warmth and safety.
She knew he was comforting her.
Her pessimism will affect her condition, but she understands her situation very well.
How could she not understand?
Some time ago, she often suffered from headaches and blurred vision. She always used the excuse of hypoglycemia and anemia to lie to herself, but she became increasingly panicked.
Although she didn't know what was wrong with her, she knew that her situation was very bad.
It was so bad that her child had to be sacrificed.
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ps; today’s update is over, 6,000 words have been completed, we will continue tomorrow, good night girls, thank you for the gifts and red envelopes ╭(╯3╰)╮