He wanted to ignore Gu Jiuxin several times. After seeing Gu Jiuxin, he started to want to get close to her again, forgetting what he had done to her and not thinking about whether she would forgive him or not.
Imposing his own ideas on her will always cause trouble, no matter how impatient others are, that's how they make trouble.
Gu Chi took a deep breath, walked to Gu Jiuxin's room, and knocked on the door. There was no sound inside, which was normal. He leaned lightly against the wall and looked at the closed door. In fact, who was he comparing to?
All uncomfortable.
"I thought that after we had gone through so much, maybe our relationship wouldn't be so fragile, so fragile." Gu Chi seemed to be talking to himself, his brows furrowed together, almost tied into a knot.
"..." Gu Jiu's heart seemed to be absent.
"No matter how many times I hurt you, I was never happy once. Even if I went with a revengeful mentality, I was the one who felt pain with you. When I hurt you, I also hurt myself."
"..."
"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have known that I would be in trouble. I would even start to wonder if I was sick and whether I needed to see a doctor. How could anyone do such a crazy thing to the woman they love?"
"..."
"But, I really like you, I like you so much, I like you so much that I can't help myself." After the last word fell, Gu Chi's eyes never left.
As soon as his brain started to twitch, he wanted to say a lot of things. He didn't know what he wanted to express. He just wanted to tell her that he always did a lot of wrong things when she was angry, and all his reason disappeared in front of her.
Being with someone you like will lower your IQ. He agreed, and even thought the person who said this was really smart.
Gu Jiuxin was lying on the bed, she didn't move, she didn't even make a sound, she just listened quietly to Gu Chi's words. When they both calmed down, they would both feel guilty for each other.
I have no choice but to lose face, so I have to keep talking stronger than the other person to cover up that I actually don’t care at all. Do you think you hurt me? Don’t be stupid. It’s this kind of mentality that makes you hurt the other person deeply and unintentionally.
deep.
Gu Jiu turned over in his heart. The weather outside the window was very good. The sun was shining into the house, making it warm. He said he should go for a walk? Was it because the weather outside the window was good?
The third aunt said that she would stay there for one night and would not come back until tomorrow night. She also asked Gu Chi to take good care of Gu Jiuxin. Gu Chi only said a good word, and the third aunt said that she had a good time and hung up the phone.
Gu Chi cooked dinner, which was pasta and steak. Gu Jiuxin sat across from him. The two of them lowered their heads and were silent. Only the sound of knives and forks could be heard, and even breathing could be heard. The room was so quiet.
Alas, the TV was not turned on either.
"After eating, read a book for a while, then went to take a shower and go to bed. You are still sick." Gu Chi spoke in a very soft tone.
"..." Gu Jiuxin remained silent. He knew that she had listened.
"You really don't want to talk?"
"No." Gu Jiuxin finally spoke. Gu Chi didn't know whether he was happy or unhappy.
After eating, Gu Jiuxin took the initiative to wash the dishes. Gu Chi stood aside and looked at her. It would be nice to be quiet. He liked Gu Jiuxin like this the most, but she was so far away from him.
"Xiao Yan'an may go back soon." Gu Chi suddenly said, Gu Jiuxin's hand movements paused, and he took in this small gesture.
"Xiao Yi doesn't like him, right?" As if he wanted to get the answer from Gu Jiuxin, Gu Jiuxin didn't know it himself, so how could he answer this question.
"I don't know." Gu Jiuxin lowered his head and continued washing the dishes.
The tone was a little cold, which was enough for Gu Chi. He was very satisfied. It was a good thing that she could speak.
Gu Jiuxin was washing dishes and sitting on the stairs at the door, watching people coming and going. She didn't want to go back to the house so early, so Gu Chi simply sat down next to her. She didn't dodge, and Gu Chi was a little surprised.
"What are you looking at?" Gu Chi asked, and Gu Jiuxin shook his head.
"Have you taken your medicine?" Gu Chi asked, and Gu Jiuxin nodded, as if saying another word to Gu Chi felt like it was a waste.
Gu Chi sat there with her, the two of them didn't talk. People passing by thought they were strange, and Gu Jiu didn't care. He was pressing his cell phone with his head down, busy with work.
"Ning Quanyi has returned to China." Gu Chi said calmly, Gu Jiuxin didn't feel anything at all, and she wasn't nervous about Ning Quanyi. Even if she was with Ning Quanyi, they were just friends at most.
There was a tacit understanding between her and Ning Quanyi, maybe because they had loved each other before, so they could calm down and say hello when they met on the street without any malice.
"so what?"
"He should really want to see you." Gu Chi said with a smile, Gu Jiuxin curled his lips, what did this mean and why was he more excited than her.
"Maybe." Gu Jiuxin's tone made Gu Chi stop smiling. He originally thought that Gu Jiuxin would be very happy, because Ning Quan went back. As far as he knew, Ning Quan went back only for Gu Jiuxin.
Heart.
Maybe his conscience found out and he felt that he was sorry for Gu Jiuxin, so he went back to apologize properly. When Gu Jiuxin's anger subsided, almost everyone who was familiar with Gu Jiuxin knew not to rush to admit her mistake when she was angry.
"What does it have to do with me? Not everyone who returns to China has something to do with me."
"When do you plan to go back?"
"Let's take a look, it should be almost done." Gu Jiuxin raised his head and looked at the stars in the sky. Some good things are destined to be short-lived. He doesn't know how far Xiao Yi and Chen Liyi have developed.
After sitting for half an hour, Gu Chi occasionally chatted with Gu Jiuxin. Gu Jiuxin would reply to him if he was in a good mood. If he didn't want to answer, he wouldn't speak at all. He didn't care, so she went back to her room.
A cold always makes people very tired. They want to sleep at any time, but no matter how long they sleep, they feel it is not enough. This is the state of Gu Jiuxin.
She didn't care where Gu Chi slept. Anyway, she felt it had nothing to do with her. The blankets and pillows on the sofa were enough. Whether he slept or not was another matter.
Gu Chi was watching a TV program downstairs, but the content in it didn't attract him at all. He looked at the text messages on his phone, his eyes lost. When Ning Quan came back, it was really for Gu Jiuxin.
Early the next morning, Gu Jiuxin planned to go to Chen Liyi's house to see him and Xiao Yi. Gu Chi drove her there. Gu Jiuxin politely said that they should go together, and Gu Chi agreed.
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The two of them entered Chen Liyi's home together. Chen Liyi was sitting in front of the computer. Xiao Yi opened the door and saw the two of them. He immediately pulled Gu Jiuxin in and told Gu Jiuxin that she was making a salad.