[69 Book Bar - www.] "Dachun, after all, you and Lihua had a good relationship before. Although you two were not together in the end, my aunt knows that Lihua still has you in her heart, and you still have Lihua in your heart...
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"Auntie, Lihua and I are things in the past. Now she is married and has children. What's the use of saying this?" Li Dachun felt a little sour again. In fact, Wang Xiuzhi didn't mean what he said.
Wrong, Zhao Lihua is his first love after all. How could he just forget about it? He still has Zhao Lihua deep in his heart. Let’s put it this way, Zhao Lihua
The flower is a knot in his heart, and it can also be said to be the biggest regret in his life. That was the first woman he loved with all his heart. He thought he would marry that woman and live a happy and ordinary life, but things are unpredictable.
In the end, due to various reasons, Zhao Lihua failed to be with him and married someone else. Li Dachun was depressed for a time.
He thought that he would never have any interaction with Zhao Lihua again in this life. He thought that he had forgotten her. But now, when Wang Xiuzhi mentioned Zhao Lihua, a nerve deep in his heart was still touched.
My heart is not at peace anymore.
Zhao Lihua, Zhao Lihua, you are my brother’s first love, Li Dachun said in his heart.
Now listening to what Wang Xiuzhi said, Li Dachun had a hunch that Zhao Lihua might not be doing well, but hadn't he heard that she lived a happy life after marrying in the city? Why now...
Thinking of this, Li Dachun suddenly became worried about Zhao Lihua. Could something really happen to her?
"Dachun, you have to do your aunt a favor. Help her persuade Lihua and ask her what happened. She didn't tell us anything. It might be better for you to ask her, okay?" Wang Xiuzhi
He looked at Li Dachun with a praying look.
"Let me ask her? Auntie, is this okay?" Li Dachun was a little confused. After all, he and Zhao Lihua had been in love before, but in the end they couldn't get together and hadn't seen each other for four years.
Well, if we meet at this time, it will be somewhat awkward.
"Dachun, aunt really has no choice. Alas, in fact, aunt has been pretending to be fat. Aunt has been telling people that my daughter married and went to the city to enjoy happiness, but in fact... In fact, she did not live in pear blossoms.
Not very good." Wang Xiuzhi sighed.
Li Dachun asked: "Auntie, what do you mean by this? Is Lihua really having a bad life? Is her man treating her badly?"
"Well, when she first got married, her man was very kind to her, but in the past two years, her man has gotten into gambling... The young couple often quarreled over this... I guess
, this time Lihua came back suddenly, maybe she had a quarrel with her man." Wang Xiuzhi said.
"So that's it..." Li Dachun's guess was confirmed, Zhao Lihua was really not having a good life.
If Zhao Lihua was doing well, it wouldn't matter to Li Dachun if he never saw her again. But now that he heard that Zhao Lihua was not doing well, he suddenly longed to see Zhao Lihua and the woman who was supposed to be his woman.
"Auntie, let's go to your house." Li Dachun made up his mind. He wanted to meet Zhao Lihua, maybe he could untie the knot in his heart.
"Gawazi, do you agree? That's great. You promise auntie that when you meet Lihua later, you have to persuade her properly." Wang Xiuzhi showed a hint of surprise on his face. He couldn't help but pull up Li Dachun and move toward her.
Walk in the direction of their home.
After a while, the two arrived at the home of the village chief, Zhao Laowei'er.
Li Dachun suddenly felt a little uneasy. He had not seen each other for four years. Would it be awkward if he met later? What kind of scene would it be like?
What should he say as his first words when he meets Zhao Lihua later? Li Dachun thought about it in his heart.
As soon as he stepped into the yard of Zhao Laowei'er's house, Li Dachun saw Zhao Lihua sitting in the yard holding her child.
He thought Zhao Lihua was in the house, but he didn't expect to see her so soon. Li Dachun was stunned for a moment, and his heart suddenly jumped a little. Grandma, what's going on? Why are you so uncalm? I want to
Calm, calm....
"Lihua, who do you think is here?" Before Li Dachun could think of what to say for the first time, Wang Xiuzhi, Wang Dalang, shouted, interrupting the words he was brewing in his heart.
At this time, Zhao Lihua was sitting on a stool in the yard, holding a two or three-year-old little girl in her arms, her head lowered, and she looked not in a good mood.
Hearing Wang Xiuzhi's shout, Zhao Lihua instinctively raised her head and looked in the direction of Wang Xiuzhi and Li Dachun. When she saw Li Dachun, her pupils suddenly dilated, and a trace of surprise flashed across her face.
He never expected that Li Dachun would appear in front of him so soon.
Li Dachun also saw her, and the moment their eyes met, both of them were stunned.
There are some traces of vicissitudes of life in each other's eyes. They haven't seen each other for four years...
Li Dachun's heart was severely touched. Zhao Lihua was still so beautiful, but she was more mature and charming. She was a mother, how could she be immature? She was already mature.
But Zhao Lihua has lost weight, a lot. Li Dachun remembers that Zhao Lihua had a round face four years ago, and her round and plump face looked like the full moon in the sky. But now her face has become a long face, and her chin is much pointed.
Her face was almost oval-shaped, her slender figure looked like it could be blown over by a gust of wind, and she was much more haggard than four years ago.
Although they haven't seen each other for four years, Li Dachun always remembers how Zhao Lihua looked four years ago. It was the most beautiful scene deep in his heart.
The moment he saw Zhao Lihua, Li Dachun had a sudden feeling of being separated from the world, and it seemed that there was still a bit of desolation and vicissitudes of life.
Zhao Lihua was also stunned, staring blankly at Li Dachun, her lips trembled several times, but in the end she didn't say anything.
Zhao Lihua stood up from the stool and put the little girl in her arms on the ground. The little girl held her hand and kept shouting: "Mom, I want to breastfeed..."
I'm already over three years old, haven't I been weaned yet?
The two looked at each other, and time seemed to stand still at this moment.
"Don't be stunned, Lihua, please come and sit down in the spring room..." Wang Xiuzhi said hurriedly when he saw the two of them were stunned.
Zhao Lihua came back to her senses and lowered her head in embarrassment, but then raised her head again, forced out a smile, and said to Li Dachun: "You, why are you here? Sit in the room...
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Li Dachun also suddenly came to his senses: "Lihua, how are you doing?"
After pondering for a long time, his first words turned out to be like this. Li Dachun was speechless.
A trace of desolation flashed across Zhao Lihua's face, and there was a lot of pain in her heart, but she still held it back and said reluctantly: "I'm okay, how about you?"
Li Dachun shook his head decisively: "I, it's not good, because without you, my life is not good."
After hearing this sentence, Zhao Lihua was stunned for a moment. She did not expect that Li Dachun would say such a sentence.
Li Dachun was a little annoyed, "What are you talking about? How could you say such a thing?" But he couldn't deny that this was what he was thinking, and he still loved Zhao Lihua.
Zhao Lihua became even more embarrassed: "Well, please sit down in the room."
"No, I'll just talk to you in the yard for a while." Li Dachun said.
Zhao Laowei'er was not at home, and Zhao Xiaohua went to school. At this time, there were only Zhao Lihua, her daughter, and Wang Xiuzhi at home.
Li Dachun walked toward Zhao Lihua, and stopped a few steps away from her, staring at her blankly. She was still so beautiful, still so weak, and Li Dachun wanted to hold her in his arms.
impulse.
There was a voice shouting from the bottom of his heart: "Lihua, Lihua, do you still remember our beautiful first love? At that time, everything was so beautiful and everything was so simple. I only have you in my eyes, and you only have me in your eyes.
But four years have passed in the blink of an eye. Do all these beautiful things still exist? Do you still love me? "
What's wrong with me? Li Dachun shook his head violently, and another voice in his heart began to shout again: "Li Dachun, you see clearly, the Zhao Lihua at this time is no longer the Zhao Lihua four years ago. She is married, she
She is already someone else's woman and has given birth to someone else's child. You can see clearly that she is no longer the innocent little girl you were when you first fell in love. Your so-called beautiful first love no longer exists."
Yes, it no longer exists. No matter how beautiful the love is, it cannot withstand the turbulence and baptism of time.
Thinking of this, Li Dachun smiled sourly, looked into Zhao Lihua's eyes and said, "Lihua, why did you come back suddenly? Did something happen at home?"
Zhao Lihua nodded instinctively, but immediately shook her head hurriedly: "No, I'm fine, really fine. You don't have to worry." She was covering up her sadness. She was indeed having a bad life, very bad.
But she didn't want Li Dachun to know, and she didn't want to win his sympathy in this way. Their love no longer existed. Four years ago, she betrayed Li Dachun, broke their vows and married into the city.
"You're not doing well, right?" Li Dachun asked.
"No, it's really not. I'm fine. My man... loves me very much..." After saying this, Zhao Lihua's tears flowed down. She hurriedly turned her face and said quickly
Wiping away her tears, she murmured: "Don't worry, really don't worry, I'm fine..."
Then Zhao Lihua smiled bitterly again, worried? Will Li Dachun worry about herself? Does he still love herself?
Li Dachun also smiled bitterly, was it really good? But why did he see a lot of desolation and helplessness in her eyes? She was obviously not doing well.
Time seemed to stand still at that moment. Both of them seemed to have a lot to say, but at the moment they didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere was frozen.