Chapter 686 Loving him is what she has always insisted on
She loved him, and this was something she had insisted on since she knew she was in love to this day. Although she had gone through all kinds of pain with him, she had never regretted it.
Staring at him, no matter how painful the wound was, it was not as painful as one ten thousandth of the pain in my heart.
She and he are both lonely people. Regardless of whether he loves her or not, they are the ones who stay close to each other for warmth when they are most lonely. Without Lin'er, if she leaves again, he will be the only one left.
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Poor him, what should he do?
Gu Wangchuan looked at her with a complicated expression, held her hand tightly, and put it on his cheek, "Stop talking, we will be at the hospital soon..."
What's funny is that his comfort is limited to this.
"Wangchuan... Wangchuan... let me call your name more..."
She missed the days when he was by her side, instead of facing the four white walls in the hospital all day long. Now, she could finally lie in his arms freely, resting her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
The rhythm of "dong, dong, dong" was powerful, and before I knew it, I didn't feel how painful the incision was.
She was so tired that she closed her eyes.
"Wangchuan... no matter what I have done wrong... don't hate me, okay?" Her voice was like a murmur of pleading.
Gu Wangchuan only felt that his throat was tight and his eyes were astringent.
Holding her tightly and leaning his chin against hers, he said: "Well, I don't hate it anymore, I don't hate it anymore..."
Yan Xiaojun smiled, just like he did when he gave her the first bouquet of flowers a few years ago, smiling so happily and beautifully.
"That's great..." she said.
She no longer cares about right and wrong, and no longer dwells on the mistakes she has made. It's just that she only cares about this man, and is so selfish that she doesn't want him to hate her.
If we talk about extravagant hopes, this is the only one.
"Is the air conditioning... on in the car?" Her voice became lower and lower, her head hung down, and she was unable to raise it again. Her voice seemed to be squeezed out of her chest: "I'm so cold..."
Gu Wangchuan's throat became tighter and tighter, and he seemed choked even when he spoke, "Turn off the air conditioner!"
The two bodyguards in front looked at each other. Even though the air conditioner was not turned on, they responded with a tacit understanding and turned off the action.
He lowered his head again and chuckled: "It's already closed."
"That's good, that's good..." Her eyelids were so heavy that she could no longer open her eyes. She shrank in his arms and her body began to twitch slightly.
"But I... am still so cold..."
Gu Wangchuan immediately hugged her tightly, holding her hands to enjoy the heat, rubbing them back and forth, and coaxing her from time to time: "It's not cold anymore..."
Yan Xiaojun pressed against his chest and heard the sound echoing in his chest. She raised her lips and gave an extremely weak and ethereal smile.
I really want to keep this moment in my heart forever...
The car drove very fast, and after running through several red lights, finally arrived at the entrance of the hospital.
"Master! Here we are!"
Gu Wangchuan picked up Yan Xiaojun, who was covered in blood, and hurriedly walked in, shouting: "Where is the doctor? Where is the doctor?!"
Someone came forward, saw this posture, and quickly said: "This way!"
Gu Wangchuan ran with long strides, lowering his head from time to time: "Xiaojun, don't sleep, we are at the hospital!"
The person in her arms had become so thin that she couldn't feel any weight. She never opened her eyes, and held his hands tightly, but did not let go. Her dry lips were slightly opened, and the sound that escaped was inaudible.
However, he still heard it...still heard it.
She said: "It's too cold to be alone...don't be alone anymore..."
Suddenly, he stopped and stood there blankly.
The hands that were grasping the hem of his clothes slowly slipped away bit by bit and hung down weakly.
He lowered his head and looked at her, wanting to smile, but his vision was blurred.
He gently rubbed her forehead with his cheek and said in a low voice: "I am not alone... I still have you, right?"
She longed to hear these words, but could no longer give him any response.
As she said, she has done wrong things that are unacceptable in the eyes of outsiders, and she has also paid an unbearable price for her mistakes. However, being able to die in the arms of the man she loves is undoubtedly the greatest happiness.
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The doctor who came over immediately pulled Yan Xiaojun out of his arms semi-forcefully, put him on the cart, and pushed him into the emergency room. Gu Wangchuan still stood there, with most of his white shirt stained red. He leaned against the wall,
Watching her being pushed in... It was as if time had turned back and he saw the scene when Lin'er was pushed in. She held his hand tightly and was not even aware of the tears on her face.
At that time, at least, their hands were tightly intertwined.
Alone?
He raised his head and leaned against the wall. The corridor began to become deserted.
Gradually, only the dazzling fluorescent lights above my head were left.
He narrowed his eyes and his vision became increasingly blurry.
After a long time, the doctor came out and shook his head...
Gu Wangchuan walked in and saw the person on the bed. One hand was hanging weakly on the side of the bed, and her long hair was a little messy. The blood on her face had been cleaned up, revealing her extremely thin cheeks. There was still some blood on it.
The bruised and bruised lumps were obviously the result of violent treatment.
He came to her side and stretched out his hand to smooth her hair. The skin under his fingertips still had a trace of warmth, as if she was asleep, feeling calm like never before.
"Master," someone approached from behind.
Jia Xi glanced at Yan Xiaojun, raised his eyes, and asked calmly: "A neighbor called the police, and jc has already rushed over. What should I do with that woman?"
"A mentally disturbed woman, she just mutilated herself." Gu Wangchuan slowly retracted his hand, turned his head, his face was tense, his eyes were dark and bloodthirsty, "Save her out."
Jia Xi didn't ask why, he just nodded and then quietly retreated.
Looking back, he looked at the person on the bed again, and said softly: "I will bring Lin'er to you...let him stay with you and never be separated again."
After leaving the hospital, Jia Xi waited outside.
"Master," he opened the car door and Gu Wangchuan sat in, "Where is the person?"
"Already brought it back."
Gu Wangchuan closed his eyes and said, "Let's drive."
After returning to the apartment, Tang Min huddled in a corner, her wounds had been treated. Now she was much more awake, her face was ugly, and she stared in the direction of the door with a pair of big frightened eyes.
Gu Wangchuan walked in, and her body suddenly started to tremble: "I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't do it on purpose..."
He said nothing and sat opposite her.
Tang Min raised his head, climbed up tremblingly, walked towards him, and knelt down to him with a "plop".
"I, I don't know how it happened, I didn't mean to do it at all...My cousin, she won't blame me..."
He asked calmly: "What's the reason for the injury on her face?"
"What, what's the injury?" Tang Min began to avoid looking at her, not daring to look directly at it.
Gu Wangchuan leaned forward and stared at her coldly, "She is dead."
Tang Min's eyes widened, and he shook his head in panic: "Impossible...impossible..." Perhaps, he didn't expect that one day he would become a murderer. Tang Min was so frightened that he sat on the ground, and began to pull unconsciously with his hands.
Long hair, messy hair: "
My cousin won't die...How can she die? If she dies, I will become a murderer..." The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she finally burst into tears, "How could she die? I don't want to go to jail!
!" The last cry turned into a roar, even a curse.
"I knew she was willing to harm me! From the moment she knew I fell in love with you, she started to be jealous of me! So, she didn't hesitate to use this trick to destroy me and get you forever!! I should have done it a long time ago
You know it, I should have known it a long time ago!! This evil-hearted woman, it’s not enough that she harmed your daughter and son, now she wants to harm me again——"
Suddenly, she froze.
The black muzzle was forced into her mouth.
Tang Min opened her frightened eyes and stared at Gu Wangchuan for a moment. At that moment, she felt that she was so close to death.
Gu Wangchuan's dark eyes seemed to be venting the endless darkness in his heart, hollow, forbidding, and cold.
"It's not your turn to talk about her yet."
Not wanting to get his pistol dirty, let alone get it stained with blood because of her, he stood up.
"She's talking nonsense so much, send her to a psychiatrist."
He didn't kill her, not because he was merciful, but because he had a better punishment method than killing her... Where he wanted to send her, she would never want to leave again in this life.
When he was about to leave, Tang Min suddenly reacted, screamed, and rushed to catch him, shouting: "I don't want it! I'm not sick!"
Before she could get close to Gu Wangchuan, she was stopped by the bodyguards and held her up.
Gu Wangchuan walked out without looking back.
Behind him, Tang Min screamed louder and louder.
Yan Xiaojun's funeral was very simple, and he was the only one present.
Looking at her tombstone, the woman in the photo is smiling brightly. Next to her photo is their adorable son who is not yet one year old. Mother and son, dependent on each other, will never be alone again.
Place her favorite flowers in front of her eyes, and put a car toy next to her.
"You are not the only one who made mistakes, but you are required to bear all the faults alone... This is not fair." He knelt down and stroked the brand new tombstone, and said, "I have stopped blaming you a long time ago.
Well, if I want to blame it, it’s myself to blame.”
That afternoon, he stayed with their mother and son and talked a lot.
Only then did he realize that it had been a long time since he had said so many words.
You must have been alone for too long.
He didn't leave the cemetery until the sun went down.
Jia Xi drove the car and glanced at the person behind him through the perspective mirror, "Master, do you want to go back to the company?"
Gu Wangchuan leaned back on the car seat, closed his eyes tiredly, and blurted out naturally: "Go home."
Jia Xi understood and drove the car back to Gu's house.
Since Gu Changtian's death, Gu's house has been particularly deserted, with only Aunt Hua and a helper here.
Seeing Gu Wangchuan, Aunt Hua was stunned for a moment, "Young Master..."
"Aunt Hua, I'm hungry, do you have food to eat?" he asked, but he looked domineering, like a young man who had lost his way and was a little helpless.