What a group of insensitive people! I sighed quietly in my heart. At that moment, I had the urge to leave here. I didn’t want to stay in this insensitive dormitory anymore, and I didn’t want to be with such a group of cowardly, weak and incompetent people who were in danger of themselves.
The classmates lived under the same roof. Gao Xiaoshan finally finished his meal silently, washed away the rice bowl silently, and lay silently on the bed.
The whole afternoon, I was depressed and didn't communicate with anyone. Even during the break in the military training, Liu Xing came to chat with me, and I walked away quietly, leaving an invisible barrier between us. Song Ying and the others seemed to be aware of it.
Noticing my strange behavior, several girls stood together with Liu Xing and kept glancing towards me, but I pretended not to see them.
I just want to keep a distance from these people and don’t want to participate in any small group, so just let me be alone. After training in the afternoon, I ate alone in the cafeteria, followed the school’s regulations, and went to school again.
Night self-study. I found an unoccupied corner by the window and stared blankly at the brand new textbook. The class was very chaotic, with more than 20 boys and more than 20 girls making a lot of noise. The head teacher was an old man who was over 60 years old.
, I walked around and didn’t know where I was going.
Is this high school life? Is this the dormitory life I have dreamed of for a long time? A girl suddenly sat next to me, it was Chu Tingting. I looked up at her, then lowered my head to read. Probably Liu Xing and the others called her
Come and accompany me, they are sitting not far from me.
"Are you okay?" Chu Tingting gently took away my book.[
Somehow, my nose suddenly became sore, and I felt like crying. I couldn't help but feel surprised, why did I want to cry? It wasn't me who was being beaten? But it seemed that those tears couldn't be suppressed, and they gathered around
Around the eye sockets, just waiting for a burst point, all the blood would flow down. I quickly lowered my head, fearing that Chu Tingting would see me like this.
I asked myself again in my heart: What are I sad about? Is it because of loneliness? Do you miss Jin Ren and the others? Yes, it would be great if I could be with them. No matter what difficulties we can bear together, my heart will always be warm...
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Chu Tingting also lay down and said in a voice that only I could hear: "Don't be sad..."
I ignored him, and Chu Tingting didn’t say anything anymore. She just sat with me like this for the whole night of self-study. My ears were filled with the sounds of laughter and noisy, and only Chu Tingting and I sat quietly, as if we were two The world. get out of class was over, the classmates gradually dispersed, and the surroundings finally became quiet, but Chu Tingting still did not leave. Liu Xing and others also gathered around and looked at me.
"Zhou Ming, what's wrong with you? Are you so unhappy just because I hit someone in your dormitory?"
I stood up, walked out the door, and said something: "I, Zhou Ming, cannot afford to have friends like you."
Back in the dormitory, they no longer had the depressing atmosphere at noon, playing and joking with each other. Gao Xiaoshan was still sitting by the window smoking, seemingly thinking about something.
"Zhou Ming, why did you come back? That's quite impressive. That beautiful lady Chu Tingting actually took the initiative to sit next to you." Wang Qiang smiled at me infatuatedly.
"It's none of your business." I said coldly. The whole dormitory became quiet again and everyone looked at me. Gao Xiaoshan ignored it and continued to look out the window.