After an unknown amount of time, Shunzi's crying finally gradually subsided. He leaned on Han Bing's arms like a child, craving for the warm embrace.
The two of them sat on the clean and new floor for a long, long time.
"Today is their wedding anniversary and also their divorce anniversary." Shunzi suddenly said.
"I know." Han Bing nodded, and suddenly his heart trembled. Could it be that Shunzi was crying because of this?
"How great would it be if this day was also their wedding anniversary?" Shunzi said to himself, regardless of whether Han Bing was listening.[
"I haven't understood since I was a child. Why is it that in the same family of three, their parents are always so harmonious together, but my parents always quarrel?"
"Whenever they quarrel, they throw things, and they always throw things that make loud noises, as if they can't vent their anger otherwise."
"When I see other people's parents, they will hold their hands and go to the zoo together. But there is always only one person by my side, either my father or my mother. The two of them never appear on both sides of me together."
"I still don't understand why my father is always so proud. Yes, he is very capable and can run an economic empire up and down in the palm of his hand, but why can't he even take care of a family?"
"No matter what I do, he always says it's not enough and you need to keep working hard. I work hard to learn anything, but I can never get a word of praise from him. When I watch TV, there are often fathers saying to their children, '
If you accomplish something, I will fulfill your request.' I have been looking forward to my father saying this to me."
"If he really says it, then I will use all my strength and pay all the costs to complete it, and then let him remarry his mother, and the three of us will be happy together..."
"But he never said that. In his eyes, I should be so good, and I should be different from ordinary children. So he would never reward me for doing something well.
A wish.”
As Shunzi talked, tears burst into her face again without realizing it.