"I - refuse - refuse!" I shook his hands away hard, this lunatic!
Ah Zheng took two steps back, feeling a little disappointed and frustrated.
"Brother Ming, don't you support me? I want to cure Xiaoluobo and make those gangsters disappear..."
"I want to do it too." I looked at him: "But I won't do it this way."
"Do you think that what I do is no different from those gangsters?" Azheng seemed to have discovered the problem and asked me doubtfully.[
"Yes." I nodded: "What you are doing now is no different from them."
"No, no, no." Ah Zheng continued to shake his head: "I am different from them. My Three Wolf Guild - no, your Three Wolf Guild. The main purpose of its establishment is to maintain the peace of X County and not let those gangsters
They do evil, let the children sit back and relax, and let the old people enjoy their old age in peace——"
The more Ah Zheng talked, the more excited he became: "Brother Ming, I firmly believe that I am a party representing justice. Sometimes justice requires a price!"
"That's the self-righteous justice in your heart!" I shook my head firmly, trying to put an end to his crazy thoughts: "You are here to maintain the peace of County X? What do you want the police to do?"
"Them?" Ah Zheng sneered: "They're just a bunch of paid trash - Brother Ming, you don't need to mention me, it's you. After you were blackmailed by Ma Liang, didn't you also seek refuge with the so-called police? Is it useful?"
I was immediately speechless and couldn't think of any better words to say against Azheng.
"So..." Ah Zheng looked at the sky: "Justice is in our own hands!"
I took two steps back. My sixteen-year-old brain was not strong enough to think about these profound issues. But Azheng, who was only one year younger than me, seemed to know more than me because of his experience.
But I know that what he said must be wrong, and there must be something wrong somewhere.
However, I couldn't find the problem or the answer to the question.
Is it always right to fight violence with violence? However, a month ago, didn’t I use the same method to defeat the Four King Kongs? Although I claim that I have never formed any gang, I did it with the two brothers Jin Ren and Jin Yi.
An alliance was reached. Although he firmly opposed the recruitment of so-called younger brothers, at the critical moment, didn't he call all Azheng's classmates?
I suddenly felt a terrible headache. These things were placed in front of me like a messy ball of hair, but the hidden thread could not be found.
The prototype of this novel was originally intended to be written in the third person.
After writing a few chapters, I found that the feeling could not come out. (Those chapters are still in the starting point, some friends should have read them.)
The original name of this novel was: The Growth Diary of a Softie.
It was originally planned to tell the story of a young boy who was often bullied. After experiencing incidents one after another, he gradually grew into a responsible man.
As a novel, it must have exaggerated parts, it must have a group of brothers, and it must have some emotional experiences.
These are all normal things in a novel.[
I think the reason why you have some problems is because I use "I" as a title for telling stories.
It makes you feel that these things are all about "my" experiences and the things I have come up with.
In fact, Zhou Ming is just a fictional "story protagonist" of mine, no different from the protagonist of any other novel, except that I use "I" to describe it.
When Zhou Ming was beaten, everyone thought it was me who was beaten; when Zhou Ming was loved, everyone thought it was me who was loved.
I had already experienced this kind of emotional shift when I was writing my first novel "Falling in Love with a Scoundrel". Even now, people still ask me, do those two girls really exist?
How is it possible? When reading novels, I like to connect the protagonist with the author.
You are not the first, nor the last.
When every author writes a novel, he likes to bring a little bit of himself into the protagonist, and then give him unparalleled good luck and unparalleled love luck.
I am not the first author like this, nor am I the last.
So, please think of this as a novel, not a biography of me. Thank you.
My original intention is to oppose school violence.
The writing may be a bit immature, but the discussion on school violence will continue.
=-----The above is based on a comment from a certain reader. I do not deny that there are traces of real events in this novel. Most of them are also fictional, so please... don't criticize me anymore.