I seemed to understand something in my heart, and felt a sting in my heart.
Qin Jie didn't reply and said, "Pour me a glass of water."
Somehow, I walked back and poured her a glass of water.
Qin Jie took out another box of medicine and put it on the table, and asked me: "Do you know what this is?"
Qin Jie then said: "This is for abortion."[
Then I heard the sound of my heart breaking bit by bit. For the sixteen-year-old me who only knew how to study hard, I didn’t even know what a girl’s period was. As for abortion, it was even more distant.
And unfamiliar vocabulary.
Seeing that I was silent, Qin Jie said quietly: "I don't want to go through this process alone, so I called you here. If you don't want to accompany me, then leave."
I didn't say anything. For me, there were too many reasons to refuse this kind of thing, but I didn't.
After a long time, I said: "Why don't you ask the mouse to accompany you?"
Qin Jie said: "He? He is just a bastard. He had sex again last night."
I was stunned for a moment and said, "What? What do you want?"
Qin Jie ignored me and kept smoking. I thought about it so much that I couldn't help clenching my fists.
I said, "You have to choose to be with him."
When I said this, I seemed particularly calm, my voice didn't even tremble, and I didn't seem to care about Qin Jie's affairs. But only I knew that if the mouse was right in front of me, I would dare to kill him.
Qin Jie added: "I have been taking this medicine for two days. The doctor said that on the third day, which is today, I will stop bleeding after taking the last pill."
The cigarette Qin Jie was smoking had gradually burned to the butt of the cigarette. I suddenly realized that after finishing the cigarette, Qin Jie would need to take medicine.
I was a little panicked and said, "How about we go to the hospital and the doctor will look at it..."
"No need." Qin Jie threw away the cigarette butt and said, "I asked a sister. The last time you take the medicine, it will flow out within 2 or 3 hours. I will go to the bathroom in a while, and you just stay outside."
Well, I just want to have someone outside so I'm not so scared inside."
As she talked, Qin Jie's tears began to flow. I suddenly felt extremely distressed, and I didn't know where I got the courage to go over and hug her.
Qin Jie didn't refuse, she lay in my arms obediently and said, "Do you think I'm dirty?"
I didn't say anything and hugged Qin Jie tighter. My beloved girl, why are you so stupid?
Qin Jie cried for a while, pushed me away and said, "The water is almost cold."
Qin Jie grabbed the medicine in her hand, stared at the water glass in a daze for a while, then touched her belly, put the medicine into her mouth, and swallowed it with water.
I quickly asked: "How's it going?" [
Qin Jie smiled bitterly: "How could it be so fast..."
I nodded and grabbed Qin Jie's hand, which was cold. Qin Jie said, "Tell me something interesting... After a while, my stomach started to hurt, so I went into the bathroom... Don't tell me these things."
How are others?"
I nodded and thought hard about the jokes I usually read, but at the critical moment, I couldn't remember any of them.
Qin Jie said: "Forget it, it's really embarrassing for you to tell jokes."