On the way home, my dad looked at me and smiled and said, "Okay, brat, I saved 20,000 yuan by throwing a bottle."
When we got home, my dad discussed money with my mom. At that time, my grandma was sick all year round and it was a medicine jar. My dad was the eldest son and had to take care of my grandma. We only had more than 3,000 yuan at home at that time, so it was prepared for me.
tuition fee.
Dad said, "Then I'll borrow some. I can still borrow ten thousand yuan."
I felt very complicated in my heart. I just felt sorry for my parents, even though they didn't say anything about me.
I was really good at studying at that time. Our place is small, with only elementary school and junior high school. Regardless of nine years of compulsory education, if you want to continue studying, you have to go to the city. Those who study well can study in high school, and those who study poorly can study in middle school.
Specialized. I am among the top twenty in my grade. All the names that were admitted to the No. 1 Middle School were posted on the bulletin board in the square. They looked like the names on the gold medal list. I had a very long face. My parents had just been happy all morning, and then this happened in the evening.
.I felt that it couldn’t end like this, and there was a restless blood in my heart that kept beating. At that time, to be honest, I wanted to kill Xiao Hai and Ma Liang.[
I know Dad very well. He is a soft person, just like me. But his credit is really good, and everyone is willing to lend him money. An hour later, he came back, put a stack of money in the crevice of the cabinet, and my mother
After talking for a while, he fell asleep.
I didn't sleep all night. I don't know what happened to my father and mother. Anyway, I kept hearing them sigh, and I didn't know if they were talking in their sleep.
Early the next morning, I started looking for knives, all kinds of knives. As long as I could find them, I took them out and touched them, spring knives, fruit knives, kitchen knives, these were all I had at home. Finally I chose
Put the switchblade in your pocket. I don't really want to do anything, but I just want to hold it to give myself courage and confidence. Because I am really too cowardly.
Really, the temperature of the knife is freezing cold, but it can give people courage. I put it in my pocket, and I felt a lot more at ease. I just thought, if the damn thing doesn’t work, just stick it with the knife and let him chop the ball! But also
Just thinking about it, I know myself too well...
Just like that, the atmosphere at home was very depressing all day long. Finally, at night, there was almost no conversation at home.
My dad kept staring at the door. At that time, my family still lived in an old-fashioned bungalow with a yard. The door to the yard was open, waiting for Xiaohai to come. After a while, someone came in. My dad stood up and walked to the door. I looked
His legs were trembling a little.
As a result, the man opened his mouth and said, "Lao Zhou, let's have a few sips." I was a little dizzy at the time. It wasn't Xiao Hai, but a colleague of my dad's work. I don't know his full name, so I usually call him Uncle Chao. My dad probably also
I fainted and said, "Brother Chao, why are you here today? I have something to do today, so let's drink some other time." Uncle Chao refused. After he came in, he sat down on the sofa. It looked like he had drunk some wine.