"Maybe, you still hate her for giving up on you back then? But now she is back, and she has your children. [Source of this book www
"I have long since hated her." Qin Yishu shook his head, and his tone was as dull as ever.
"Don't hate? Isn't that just right?" Ye Zhiqiu was happy, "Since you don't hate her and she has your children again, then getting married is not natural?"
"No, you don't understand." Qin Yishu shook his head, "It's not that I don't want to marry her, it's not that I can't marry her."[
"Why can't?" Ye Zhiqiu was confused, "You still love her, she loves you too! She also has the children you have been looking forward to!"
Qin Yishu just smiled and said, "Qiu'er, I'll ask you. Why did you choose to marry me when you loved Ling Mufeng?"
Ye Zhiqiu was stunned. He never expected that Qin Yishu would ask such a question! She paused and then said, "This was a matter many years ago... and, it has nothing to do with what is happening now, right?"
"It doesn't matter." Qin Yishu laughed, "You must have had a reason why you didn't want to marry him. Now, I also have a reason why I can't marry her."
"What the hell is it?" Ye Zhiqiu was a little anxious. "You don't mind her escape from you, and she doesn't mind your current situation. So what reason do you have!"
"She doesn't mind, I mind." Qin Yishu's light words immediately defeated Ye Zhiqiu.
"I know that she doesn't mind my injuries because of my efforts. But, I mind! I can't see it. Do you know what it feels like? Every day, every day, there is only darkness in your world, and you can't even see a trace of light......" Qin Yishu said as he said, his originally handsome face, because of the bandage wrapped around his eyes, and because of the scar, seemed a little hideous.
"I can't see anything, and my appearance is ruined. Moreover, no matter whether Zhang Murphy is doing right or wrong, I have killed someone after all. My hands are covered with her blood! I will have nightmares for several nights. I dreamed that she was bleeding in front of me, crying about why I wanted to kill her! But when I woke up, there was still a desperate darkness in front of me......"
Qin Yishu's voice was not intense. He used a gentle and gentle tone to tell his imagination when he was crazy a while ago.
His guilt, he couldn't see things clearly, and he couldn't sleep at night!
"But, that's all over..." Ye Zhiqiu felt a little sad when he heard him speak here. If she had noticed that Qin Yishu was asking for death and saved him, wouldn't all this happen?
"For many people, it's past. For her, it's the same. But, for me, these are like I've just experienced them." Qin Yishu said, "I know she won't mind now. But what about the future? From now on, when walking on the street, someone will point at her nose and say: "