"Actually, when I was on the delivery bed, my stomach hurt so much that I was about to die. The doctor asked me to exert force, but I no longer had any strength. The child was struggling in his stomach, and I wanted to save him, but I
But there was no way. I felt dull pain. I looked at the snow-white ceiling. At that moment, I really wanted to die by myself. I would die with my children!"
"Yixian!" Qin Yishu heard her talk about the pain of the baby's birth, and he was so sad that he was dying. He heard from the doctor that in order to give birth to the baby, Yishen had broken amniotic fluid before, and had a critical premature birth.
She couldn't have a caesarean section, so she could only give birth. She stayed up for an afternoon and another night. The next day, the bell rang at five o'clock in the morning, and the child was finally given birth.
When a woman gave birth to a child, his father, went to Singapore from afar. He did not accompany her, did not encourage her, cheer her up, and did not see her son's birth with his own eyes...
"I thought at the time, why did I have to give birth to this child? If I had no him and you, would I live a better life? Will my life be different from now?" Qiu Yixian broke out in the delivery room.
She suffered from severe depression. For several hours, she was even passively resisting. She even wanted to give up her life and take her son's life away!
"I don't want to work hard anymore. Living hurts so much, it's so uncomfortable. I can't feel any happiness. What I can feel is the ubiquitous pain." Qiu Yixian said, "Later......
.It was the son's cry that woke me up. It was him who stretched out his head hard and he was trying hard to live! At that moment, I knew that I could not be so selfish. I was no longer alone. I was a mother.
I should protect my son and protect him for life. It is the baby, who has regained my courage to live, and it is him who gave me the second life."[
When Qin Yishu heard her words, he felt sour in his heart for some reason.
He could feel the process of her pain transformation, a process full of hope, but fell into despair, and finally regaining hope.
And in this process, it was him who made her despair and rekindled her hope for life, not him.
"It is you who put me in pain, but it is not you who let me regain hope. Then why should I give you a chance? Qin Yishu, why should I give you a chance?"
Qiu Yixian's few words made Qin Yishu speechless.
To be honest, all she has endured by his side is endless pain forever.
As for joy, it was one of the few, and it was barely achieved by her humility and careful approach.
"But we already have a baby. Do you hope that looking at the baby will not have a father in the future? Do you hope that he will grow up alone without a father?"
"No." Qiu Yixian shook her head, "I will let him have a father."
"What do you mean?" Qin Yishu's face changed suddenly, and he grabbed her slender arm.
Qiu Yixian looked at him coldly, with a hint of sarcasm in her pupils: "Qin Yishu, do you have to tell me? In this world, there are more people who get married and divorced. Single-parent families are reorganized again