Xueer bit her lower lip, but couldn't restrain the urge to cry.
"Sister Xue'er, please take care of yourself. Nothing happens. You go home first and I'll have someone take you off." Sero said nonchalantly, not knowing what to say, and chased Xiaoyan out directly.
It was raining heavily outside, and Xueer sat in the car holding her weak body.
The car window was open, letting the rain hit his face.
Maybe, this will make things easier.[
She curled up in the car, looking at the cars passing by outside the car with distracted eyes. There were people sitting in every car, and everyone had a sad or happy story unfolding on their body.
Like her, either cry or laugh.
She hates this kind of weather, but she also likes this kind of weather. At least when she cries, she can shed tears freely without suppressing them.
On the face, rain mixed with tears flowed down together.
She hugged her knees and squatted on the car seat. She didn't look at the driver in the front seat, but just looked out the window quietly.
Her hands were very cold, and so was her face.
The heart is not cold, it is hot, it is the heat of the blood flowing.
"I will never forgive you."
"You, get out of my world!"
His words were still in her mind. His words struck her heart word by word, spurring her heart. The sharp pain and clear regret spread from the heart to the whole body.
Xueer really realized clearly what a stupid thing she had done.
She herself had just lost her parents. She woke up from her dreams many times in the middle of the night and asked why her mother was so selfish and chose to commit suicide to leave a mess to herself.
Now, my behavior is no better than that of my mother.
She is also a selfish mother.
Xueer let her hair down and gently stroked her belly. Just yesterday, there was a baby here, the child of her and Xiaoyan.
But because of her selfishness, she killed her own flesh and blood with her own hands, and she killed Xiaoyan's child.
She was wrong, so wrong that she didn't even have a chance to repent.
She couldn't imagine Xiaoyan's mood when he found out that the child was gone. He must have liked children very much.
He must hate himself very much![
"I'm sorry, if I knew you liked children so much, I would never do that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Xue'er buried her head between her knees, her numb heart filled with guilt. Maybe she was really a selfish girl.