Why? Xueer, why are you trying so hard to escape from me?
Why haven't I treated you badly? Since I brought you back from the brink of life and death, hasn't my love for you given you enough security?
If you can't have children, do you have to leave me?
This is loving me, this is how you love me?
Haha, this is the first time that I, Yan Feng, have been so moved, and especially, this is the first time that I have been so moved by your love.[
I hate you, you know? Cher, I'm starting to hate you now.
I hate it so much!
As much love as there is!
Have you ever heard of the saying: Love is as deep as hate is?
This is the result you want, right?
No wonder, no wonder after you were discharged from the hospital, you never remembered to send me sweet words through text messages;
No wonder, no wonder after you were discharged from the hospital, you never remembered to reply to my text messages to express my love for me;
No wonder, no wonder you refused to answer my phone calls after being discharged from the hospital;
It turns out that you have already planned to leave me;
It turns out that I am the only one stupidly standing still, wanting to warm your injured body with my sincerity;
It turns out that beautiful love is just my fantasy.
It turned out that everything had changed beyond recognition.
It turns out that no matter how much pampering you give, it can't compete with the words "You can't have children."
Now, I have lost all my courage:
Now, I have lost all my language;
Now, for a moment, I was so stiff that I couldn't move. I could only let tears flow across my face. I couldn't feel the heat or coldness.
It turned out that the woman I planned to propose to had left me long ago.
I really want to lose my memory so that you won't be lingering in my mind.
I really want to get drunk so I don't have to endure the crazy thoughts when I'm awake.[
Why am I so persistent, imagining that you and I can have a love that lasts forever, but you give up this relationship so easily?
I envy you so much. You can take things and let them go. You are indifferent and free and easy towards our relationship. Why can't I do it?
I really want to know if you will be reluctant to let go deep in your heart. If you are also reluctant to let go, you are just better at pretending than me.
That way I can at least get some comfort. In fact, you are just as unbearable as me, and you will also feel pain and injury.
Then I can ask you, maybe you can teach me, how can I let go of someone who lives in my heart in the shortest possible time?
I really want to know how you can alleviate the pain in your heart, how you can alleviate the pain of missing someone who has left you.
Because I really don’t want to suffer this kind of pain, which is like a kind of self-abuse to the heart.
Sadly, I still can't stop this unbearable mental abuse.
Xueer, please teach me how to stop mental abuse in the shortest possible time?
Xue'er, I hate you, really, I hate you, your chicness, your ruthlessness, you, I'd better wish that you will never be found by me!
[After thinking for a while, I decided to finish writing this plot before going to bed. This is a big turning point. In the following story, the writing style may change a little bit, and the characters’ personalities may change a little bit. Maybe, we can’t say for sure, hehe.