Jin Qiu smiled slowly, leaned towards the back of the car, looked at Su Mo, and opened her mouth calmly.
she said.
"Su Mo, since you want to pester me, then you should listen to me carefully now. I am really not the goblin I once was. I am not the shameless, skinless, heartless person who is not afraid of being scolded or looked down upon by you.
, I’m not afraid of you hitting me, not afraid of you scolding me, even, I beg you, you are the indifferent goblin.”
"I have no choice. After you were cruel to me, I turned around, cried, and felt sad behind my back. The next day, I still pestered you with a smile and pretended that nothing happened."[
"I was really stupid at that time. I thought that if I liked him, that would be fine. I didn't care if he liked me or not. At least I could look at him and I would be satisfied. Now that I think about it, it was really stupid."
"No wonder I am looked down upon by others. No wonder I am despised by others. In fact, I despise myself!"
"Do you know? I know that I am just your pawn, your pawn to save Su Jiayao. I don't care, I really don't care. I am willing to be that pawn, just to stay by your side."
"But later, I realized that I was naive. I thought you would do whatever you promised me. But then I realized that I was useless and you didn't need me anymore, so I kicked me away so cruelly.
You kicked me away and cruelly took away my child! You took away my uterus and you made me sleepy. When I got out, besides the car accident, I lost both my legs!"
"Look, are you satisfied with how miserable I am? Are you happy?"
"But these are not the main point. The main thing is that after I simply entered the prison, I imagined that you could come and see me. However, I realized that you didn't look at me... I listened to those
People ask me, why do you live in prison? You don’t look like a bad person!”
"I don't know how to answer. I'm not a bad person, but I still came in, didn't I?"
"Later, when I returned to city x, I couldn't sleep every day and had nightmares. I dreamed that you were scolding me and disdainful of me!"
"Even once, I was in a dream and I was going to die. I called you, but you refused to look at me."
