He felt that if she was stubborn and unrepentant, and continued to make mistakes and be stupid wholeheartedly, she might not be sad. At the very least, she wanted to abuse herself, wanted to be abused by a man, wanted to stay by his side, and be broken into pieces, but she was not afraid.
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He felt that it would be better if he really didn't love anymore, was hurt too much, gave up, and formed two parallel lines, completely missing each other and saying goodbye forever.
However, only people like Jinqiu are the most pitiable.
I know clearly that I can't let go in my heart. I can die or make mistakes for that man, but I still understand the consequences.[
Time and time again, I forcefully suppress my emotions and moods in my mind to prevent myself from losing control.
This is the most painful and pitiable thing.
In this case, at the critical moment, she would still sacrifice herself.
She might as well stay stupid and love in a daze, and she will be relieved!
Jincheng finally understood why Jinqiu became so indifferent and calm after getting into a car accident in the United States.
It turns out that things happened here.
It was a feeling that she knew she couldn't let go of, but she still had to let it go.
He has even managed to maintain a calm and indifferent attitude towards his own feelings.
Don't let your emotions get in the way of your reason.
Jincheng swallowed his saliva and felt a heartbreaking pain in his heart. He raised his hand, and after a long while, he stroked Jinqiu's hair and forced himself to calmly say: "Jinqiu, what do you want to do?
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"I don't know." Jinqiu told the truth. He really didn't know what she should do!
I don’t know how to continue down the road of love.
After a long time, she said calmly: "Jincheng, I don't hate him, so don't hate him either."
"Actually, I know what kind of mentality he had at that moment. You also saw it. He made such a fuss and even said one word, which can make me cry."
"I really don't want to make a fool of myself, but I can't control my heart. I always feel soft-hearted and heartbroken just because of his words or look..."
"Jincheng, don't blame him. In fact, I know why he was so cruel to me back then."
