Su Ruyu turned around, looked at Mo Shitian, and said calmly, "Mo Shitian, I don't blame you, but we are done playing."
Mo Shitian suddenly grabbed her hand, with such force that it almost crushed her hand bones. Su Ruyu seemed unconscious and did not react, as if the hand was not his own.
The heartache has far exceeded the physical pain.
"Impossible!" Mo Shitian gritted his teeth and spat out three words, with a sullen look on his face. After the game, how could it be possible? He would never allow her to say it was over. Mo Shitian grabbed her shoulders and turned her around, "Since I don't want to
Blame me, why can’t you be with me?”
Su Ruyu looked at him blankly. How much she loved the man in front of her, she was probably the only one who knew that the blank twenty years in her life was just a moment. Her feelings for Mo Shitian were completely at a loss.
In the entanglement of love and hate at the age of seventeen.[
As much as she loved this man, she hated this man as much. The love and hatred back then were like a double-edged knife, cutting her all over. Now that so many wounds have been dug up again, she can't continue.
The feeling of flowers, the death of parents...
"Putting aside the entanglement between you and our sisters, I still can't accept the death of my parents. Although it's not entirely your fault, Mo Shitian, you can't escape the responsibility." Su Ruyu said coldly.
"I did not expect……"
"Who would have thought? If everything in the world could have consequences, nothing would have happened back then. I would have stayed away from you when I met you." Su Ruyu stood up in a hurry. She didn't rest for a long time, and she suffered again.
Such a great stimulation made her feel dizzy for a moment, staggered several times and almost fell, which made Mo Shitian's heart tighten.
"Su Ruyu, do you mean that you regret knowing me?" Mo Shitian stood up and asked through gritted teeth.
Su Ruyu's heart is bleeding. Do you regret it? She has never regretted it. She fell in love passionately. Her husband and wife were separated and her family was destroyed for more than 20 years. This relationship left her with nothing, even pain and despair, and she once wanted to die.
, and she has never regretted it.
Falling in love with Mo Shitian and making him fall in love with her is the proudest thing in her life.
But what to do?
She couldn't bear it anymore.
"I tell you, we can't end!" Mo Shitian rushed to her and clasped Su Ruhua's shoulders tightly. His eyes were also filled with bloodshot eyes, "I have lived like a human being for more than 20 years.
I live a life of ghosts and no ghosts, living only by your virtual image. I have endured so many years of despair and pain, just waiting for you to come back and reunite with you, whether in the underworld or in the human world. Now that we are reunited, it is impossible for me
Will let go, Su Ruyu, I tell you, if you have the ability, kill me, and then everything will be over, otherwise don't come and ask me to end it."
"I don't believe your heart is made of stone, Su Ruyu, tell me you won't leave me, right?" Mo Shitian looked like he was crazy, shaking her shoulders crazily, looking for an answer.
He wants a definite answer, a promise that she won't leave.
"Mo Shitian, I'm not in the mood to tell you this right now. Don't 'force' me." Su Ruyu also became angry, her eyes as cold and sharp as knives, but looking at Mo Shitian's vicious eyes and his almost crazy face,
Su Ruyu's heart was cut inch by inch, and she couldn't help but turn her eyes red, "Why did I meet you?"
This is a question that will never be answered.
"You had already vented your anger when your parents died. Now the most difficult thing for you to face is Ruhua and the children, right? You don't want to hurt your sister, so you come to hurt me, Su Ruyu, you are cruel enough!"
Tian's voice almost jumped out, as cold as a bullet, "She treats you so much, why should you tolerate her?"
"I don't!"
"You're lying. I know you better than you know yourself, Ruyu. In the past, you refused to marry me because of Su Ruhua and insisted on waiting for her to come back. What happened? What did you wait for? Now you hurt me because of her?
Okay, she is very important, right? I will kill her right now. I see if you have any other reasons." Mo Shitian's eyes flashed with a flash of crazy cruelty, he threw his hand away and walked towards the Moon Gate as fast as lightning.
go.
Su Ruyu was shocked. She moved and stopped in front of the moon gate. She hit Mo Shitian on the chest with her palm. She said sternly, "Mo Shitian, you madman, can you calm down a little bit?" [
"Calm down? What is calm? You know that I have never calmed down when I encountered you. That woman caused us to be separated for so many years. Now you still refuse to be with me because of her. What does this mean? You care about yours.
Sisterhood, then who am I? You dare to tell me to calm down, I will calm down after I kill her." Mo Shitian's eyes were like those of a demon, and he insisted on making a move with Su Ruyu.
After a round, he would not hurt Su Ruyu after all. He moved a little slowly and was slapped by Su Ruyu, "Are you crazy enough?"
"No!" Mo Shitian replied categorically, "I have been crazy since the day you died. You have been crazy for more than 20 years. Do I still care about being crazy?"
Su Ruyu suddenly remembered his mental illness, which was like a heart-wrenching pain. She touched her red cheek with trembling hands. Su Ruyu couldn't help crying, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Why, why did it become like this, ah ah ah..." Su Ruyu was in his arms, crying uncontrollably and screaming crazily, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and pain she had suffered and no longer suppress it.
She endured it really hard, so hard. She kept telling herself not to cry. If she cried, she would not be able to judge calmly, let alone think about what to do in the future, but... who would pay for their pain?
"Slaying the sky, killing the sky..." Su Ruyu clasped his shoulder's hand, the knuckles were almost white, and the veins on the back of the hand popped out. Mo Killing was frightened for a moment, and he quickly hugged her falling body and held him tightly.
He held her tightly and let her cry freely in his arms.
Su Ruyu broke down and cried in front of him for the first time. She didn't cry after the tragedy that year, she didn't cry when her child died, and she didn't cry when she wanted to die with him.
She had endured these tears for more than twenty years and suppressed them for more than twenty years. It was time for her to vent her tears.
Her tears stained his clothes and burned his heart. The pain was almost paralyzing, but it was so clearly engraved on his bones...