"In order to anger Faxia's parents, I deliberately got her pregnant." Xia Dongye's face showed an expression of regret, "At that time, I knew that her body was not suitable for pregnancy at all..."
"Faxia will die." Xia Dongye closed his eyes, "It's because of my recklessness."[
That's why, after Faxia's death, he completely collapsed and did not dare to take a scalpel again, let alone approach any woman.
He was afraid of causing harm to them.
Xia Dongye has never forgotten that he once killed a very good girl and his own child because of his recklessness.
He has been hurting others all his life.
Faxia, their children, and Sikong Jingqiu and Haiyue’s first child...
For a long time, so many lives had been weighing on him, almost making him unable to breathe at all.
"Have you ever loved Faxia?" Sikong Jingqiu asked Xia Dongye without saying much about his death from Faxia.
"I don't know." Xia Dongye shook his head, his expression full of confusion, "I don't even know if I am with Faxia to take revenge on Faxia's parents, or because I like her."
This is also the reason why he has been unable to get rid of the guilt towards Fasha for many years——
Fasha died because of his own indiscretion, but he was not sure whether the reason he could not forget was because of love or guilt...
Xia Dongye lowered his eyes with a confused expression.
"But we can't deny that you like Faxia." Sikong Jingqiu said firmly.
Xia Dongye remained silent and did not answer.
Sikong Jingqiu was right, he did like Fa Xia back then.
It's just that before that liking could turn into deep love, it became no longer pure due to external factors...
Eventually, it slowly went down an uncontrollable path.
A flash of understanding flashed across Sikong Jingqiu's eyes. He finally fully understood why Xia Dongye was unable to hold a scalpel after leaving Faxia.
"Can you tell clearly how you feel about Faxia and Leling?" Sikong Jingqiu asked in a low voice.