Haiyue lay on the bed, staring at the lines on the ceiling without feeling any sleepiness.
Yesterday, she was so sad because of Yunyan's words that she had been in a state of trance, but she was not completely ignorant of what Sikong Jingqiu had done.
She remembered that Sikong Jingqiu accompanied her in the rain and waited for her to calm down.[
She remembered that Sikong Jingqiu took her to a clothing store to change clothes. He was obviously embarrassed, but for the sake of her health, he had the courage to ask the clerk how to use sanitary napkins.
She also remembered that Sikong Jingqiu sat beside her bed and stayed up all night, just to make sure that she did not catch a cold and then develop a fever as Xia Dongye described...
She knew all this clearly.
It's just that Haiyue doesn't understand why Sikong Jingqiu treats her so well. She's just the woman he bought to have children, isn't she?
Without Sikong Jingqiu's body temperature, she suddenly felt a little cold. Haiyue turned over, curled up, and tucked herself into the quilt.
If Sikong Jingqiu knew that she had betrayed him...
Haiyue clutched the quilt in her hand, her heart trembling, and she felt so guilty that she could hardly breathe.
She couldn't imagine what the consequences would be if this incident broke out.
It is true that she does not love Sikong Jingqiu, but no matter what, she should not sleep with Yunyan after marrying Sikong Jingqiu. Even if the marriage between her and Sikong Jingqiu was not because of love,
No matter what, she cannot and has no right to do so.
She is a bad woman through and through. Not only did she abandon her love with Yunyan, she was also unfaithful to her marriage.
Haiyue grabbed the quilt in her hand and pressed it tightly to her chest, as if this would reduce some of the guilt she felt towards Sikong Jingqiu.
However, I could no longer control my tears, and they slipped out of my eyes, one drop after another, and fell into the pillow.
There were several gentle knocks on the door, followed by Lin's mother's voice, "Haiyue? Are you asleep?"
Haiyue was startled for a moment, then wiped her eyes and got up, took a deep breath, and tried to sound as normal as possible, "Not yet... not yet."
"May I come inside?"
"Please... please come in." Haiyue nodded involuntarily.