"What should I do, Brother Shi? I'm so scared. I'm afraid that you won't want me anymore. I didn't mean to hide it from you. I'm just afraid. I worry too much and worry too much. I'm also afraid that you don't believe me and that you think I
I’m making things up…”
"Go to bed. Let's talk tomorrow if you have anything to do." Shi Feiyan picked up the trembling Xinhan by the waist, put her on the bed, and took the remote control to close the curtains.
His chilling gaze followed Shi Feiyan, his fingers tightly grasping the corners of his pajamas...
Shi Feiyan also looked at her, seriously, and looked at her carefully, but found that there was no need to look at her at all, she had already penetrated into his blood. There were several moles on her body, and where they were located, I'm afraid
Even Xinhan himself didn't understand it clearly.
"Brother Shi, let me tell you right now, I'm not sleepy..." Xinhan pursed her lips, that's what she was thinking in her heart. The sooner she confessed, the sooner she would let go of the big stone in her heart. She very much hoped that Brother Shi would be as close as before.
Hold her.[
I don’t want to have any barriers, I don’t want to have any gaps.
"No need to say anything, I know everything. Be good, let's go to sleep." Shi Feiyan took off his slippers and lay down, then he pushed down Xinhan and patted her back gently.
"You, you know everything?"
"Well, I know everything about you. You don't have to confess anything to me. Okay, let me stop thinking about it. If you stay up all night and have panda eyes tomorrow, don't even think about me even looking at you." Shi Feiyan's tone was tender.
A touch of severity.
Xinhan is still confused, I don’t understand how Brother Shi knew, he shouldn’t know.
"Brother Shi, you really know that you don't dislike me, and you don't dislike me." She asked this question very skillfully, and she wanted to know whether Brother Shi was as he said, and he didn't care about everything about himself.
I know; on the other hand, I want to explore Brother Shi’s thoughts.
Suddenly, she closed her eyes tightly and clenched her fists helplessly.
She understood, she understood everything. So that’s it, that’s it.
Brother Shi knew that there was a bug in his body and already hated him, so he could avoid him and deliberately neglect him, right?
Haha... A trace of sadness arose in her heart. She actually naively thought that Brother Shi was angry because she hid it from him, but she didn't expect that he had already begun to dislike her.
Then how disgusting must he feel if he is holding himself like this now.
Xinhan thought that Brother Shi might be disgusting her at this moment, so she quickly pushed Shi Feiyan away from her arms, turned her back to him, and bit her fingers to stop herself from crying.
Shi Feiyan didn't know how the chill came to him in an instant, and an inexplicable feeling of displeasure arose in his heart.
He frowned and answered her question: "Xinhan, I don't dislike you, nor do I dislike you. Go to sleep."
Xinhan bit her fingers tightly, but his words did not comfort her at all.
If he didn't dislike himself or despise himself, why did he deliberately stay away from himself?
How can she believe such contradictory words?
At this moment, Xinhan had already concluded that Shi Feiyan despised herself and hated herself; she closed her eyes and let tears flow down from the corners of her eyes, soaking the pillow, and endured the cramps in her facial muscles without making a sound of crying.