The contact between Lin Luo and the girl's "body" was only for a moment, but this moment seemed to last forever to him. He could no longer see himself, the other person, or the starry sky...
...The eyes have lost the meaning of their existence, and he cannot see everything. 《》Friends
He even lost his own consciousness. He only had one feeling, that of water and milk, ecstasy... No! It's not that he has this feeling, but that he has incarnated into this feeling.
He is no longer a person or even an object, he has become the purest "enlightenment"!
More joyful than anything in this world, more unrestrained than everything in this world, freer than everything in this world, more unrestrained than everything in this world... Everything must succumb to this "enlightenment"
Down!
That state can only be understood, not expressed.
His eyes could no longer see anything, but his "enlightenment" allowed him to "see" many things. What did he see? The first thing he saw was a darkness, and then he saw a
The woman, a woman he didn't know at all, had a loving face... Suddenly he understood who this woman was, she was no one, she was "mother"!
He first saw the darkness, and now he saw the "mother". Why was this?
Through Enlightenment, Lin Luo soon understood again because he had become a baby.
The baby held in the mother's hands was him, but when he thought about it, he felt that it wasn't him. He was just an outsider, attached to the baby, but he knew exactly how the baby felt, as if he had really become a baby.
Got this baby...half baby, half him!
The baby is a girl, born into a very ordinary family. She does not have overwhelming power, wealth, or extraordinary abilities, but her father is loving and her mother loves her, and she is very happy.
The baby's name is Zhai Xin.
Then time flies, the baby gradually grows up, and "he" also grows up with the baby, because he is her, in this world, they are one, and he can feel everything about her.
Eight years later, the baby finally grew up into a little girl, innocent, lively, cute and kind. Her father opened a medical clinic, and her mother worked as an assistant in the medical clinic. As a young girl, she followed her parents while studying.
Medical skills help patients.
Although her father did not have any miraculous medical skills, he was called a miracle doctor by the people in the town because he saved many lives and charged the minimum fee for poor people. She was proud of her father and determined to be a doctor like him.
That kind of person.
However, she did not succeed.
Because good people don't get good rewards.
My father unintentionally offended a powerful man, who took action and the family was ruined.
Seeing her parents die in front of her eyes, she knelt down in the sea of fire, heartbroken and sobbing. She allowed the fire to spread towards her body, but she remained indifferent. If she could be freed by death, she would still be happy, but life would be difficult.
Death is even harder!
Just when she was about to be covered by the sea of fire, a downpour of rain fell from the sky, allowing her to save her life. Although her parents' death made her life worse than death, as a descendant of a doctor, she knew how precious life was, and she could not save her life if it was rare.
She would give up easily, but at only eight years old, she had no ability to survive.
Dragging her weak body, she asked for help from those who had been helped by her parents, but those people saw her as if they were avoiding the plague. Faced with her helpless expression, they did not lend a helping hand, but closed the door tightly.
Door.
She felt sad about this, but never complained, because these people did not dare to offend the powerful. If they helped her, they would also be ruined like her.
So, she became a little beggar on the street.
When the powerful people learned that she had not eradicated her, they did not take it seriously and left her to fend for herself. A person with no background and no power, who even found it difficult to survive, was like an ant and was not worth mentioning.
The tragedy at home and the ruthlessness of passers-by all became an indelible sorrow in her heart. However, she did not give up her kindness because of this. Even though she was extremely hungry, she still gave up the half steamed bun she finally picked up.
Give half to the little beggar who is also hungry.
But her kindness was not reciprocated. The beggar ate the steamed buns she sent and came to snatch the trowel in her hand. Although she tried her best to resist, at the age of eight, she had no strength.
He was robbed and even received a beating.
Lying in an unpassed alley, caught in the heavy rain falling from the sky, she was hungry, cold, in unbearable pain, tears welling up in her eyes, but she didn't cry, she just looked up to the sky and asked questions in her heart.
"Heaven's Way, Heaven's Way, why are you so unfair? Why are good people not rewarded? Why are kind people deceived? Heaven's Way, Heaven's Way, where are you? Heaven's Way, Heaven's Way, have you ever looked at me?"
Lin Luo looked at her pain, felt her pain, and wanted to ask: Why is the world so unfair? Why does such a kind girl suffer such bullying?
But he didn't question it, because he knew that there was no fairness in this world.
Tired and dumb from crying, under the instinct of life, she continued to stagger out to look for food... She competed with wild dogs for food, but couldn't compete with the wild dogs. Instead, she was bitten to pieces, but she couldn't compete with wild cats faster.
With the speed of a wild cat, in order to survive, she can only eat "food" that even wild cats and dogs would not bother to eat.
Survived, she survived!
But life is worse than death!
Survival is such a difficult thing for an eight-year-old girl!
Don’t cry, don’t cry, I want to live. This is the life given to me by my father and mother. I can’t give up no matter what... Whenever I think about the grief, the girl wants to cry, but after being beaten countless times,
After the cold look, she has learned to be strong, armed, and how to protect herself.
She couldn't avenge her parents, and she didn't want to see them in such a sad place. She had no choice but to leave this town, dragging her scarred body and broken heart, step by step... When she fell, she got up again, and when she was hungry, she ate from the trees on the roadside.
If you are thirsty, you will drink the rainwater from the sky... If you don't cry, you won't cry. You will never cry!
Don’t cry, don’t cry. If you want to live, you must live!
Lin Luo felt the girl's grief, but he could do nothing but cheer her up in his heart.
However, without food, water, or any ability to survive, she couldn't survive at all. In the end, she fainted on the muddy mountain road, dying.
When she woke up, she saw an old couple, she saw her delicate face, she saw the simple but clean clothes on her body, she even saw the delicious food... Good people are rewarded, in
When her life was hanging by a thread, she was discovered by this old couple. They had no children and saw that she was pitiful, so they took her home and treated her like their own child.
Under the sincere treatment of the old couple, she finally put down her arms and started a normal life again. She could let go of her hatred because she knew what her parents wanted most, not that she wanted revenge, but that she could survive, so
She can forget her grief and start a new life, but!
The bright future is just a mirror image.
After a short period of happiness, they encountered bandits during a market trip. The old couple were killed on the spot, but she, who was naturally beautiful, narrowly escaped with her life, but was sold to the slave market by the bandits at a high price.
She hated the injustice of heaven, the unfairness of the land, and the tragic deaths of her relatives... But she was powerless to resist.
Although she is still very young now, the slave owner can already foresee that she will be a powerful woman in the future, and intends to train her to become the best prostitute and earn more money.
But, she doesn’t obey!
Even if her life is humble, even if her survival is difficult, even if she has seen too much of the filthiness of this world, but... whether it is body or soul, she does not want to be tarnished even in the slightest!
Her desperate resistance was insignificant in the face of powerful force. In order for her to accept the training willingly, she was thrown into the water prison...bearing the pain of being soaked in the water, she felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry, but she did not cry, because the tears had already been shed hundreds of times.
The lonely cold night drains away.
She was beaten severely and was in agony, but she gritted her teeth; she was not given food and was so hungry that her limbs were weak, but she gritted her teeth; she was not given water and was so thirsty that she was delirious, but she still gritted her teeth.
If your hand is broken, don’t cry!
My leg is broken, don’t cry!
No matter what kind of punishment she receives, her answer will always be three words, "I won't obey!"
The girl's strong and unyielding character had already moved Lin Luo. Every time he saw her being punished, every time he saw her bruises all over his body, he couldn't help but shed tears. However, she did not impress the slave owner. Her tenacity only aroused him even more.
The viciousness of these people.
Finally, they threw her into the arena and wanted her to be eaten alive by monsters in order to make back the money they lost.
Facing the ferocious monster, the girl was powerless to resist, but she did not die. The moment she was about to be torn apart by the monster, a ray of light saved her and took her out of that world.
The name of that light is - the Book of Disorder!
After receiving a huge source of power, she was not ecstatic, but recalled all the past events. Ten years passed quickly in her mind, and finally she gave up two things - innocence and kindness!
"Good people don't get good rewards, and kindness doesn't get good treatment. So from now on, I will embark on the path of evil! Kill all those who bully me, all those who look down on me!"
Since the world is unfair and since Heaven is ruthless, there is no need to continue to exist.
"Whether it's a person or an object, as long as it blocks my way, I'll kill it! Come and kill one, come and kill a pair, come and kill tens of thousands, and I will kill tens of thousands!"
"If there is no end to the killing, then I will kill to the top of the world and to the end of the sky!"
"Kill, kill, kill! Never stop! Kill, kill, kill! Kill them all!"
"Use endless killing to create the path of supreme evil!"
"From now on, I... am the Evil King! The most powerful and evil existence!"
The former Cui Xin, now the evil king, this... is her life!
