"Go and sit over there." After Emperor Yan was over his fun, he handed the club to the servant on the side and got on the sightseeing car.
Lei Haotian came up next, while Huangfuye shrugged and continued playing alone, obviously giving Tui a private space to talk.
Lei Haotian was sitting next to Emperor Yan. Emperor Yan said casually: "Have you changed your mind now?"
Without waiting for Lei Haotian's answer, Emperor Yan smiled: "I heard that you knew that your biological mother was killed by your beloved by mistake back then, and now you still want to marry my daughter?"
"Yes," Lei Haotian nodded cautiously.[
"Think it through before talking."
"I was confused and gave up..." Lei Haotian had to admit that he couldn't accept the truth when he first learned about it, and he also tried to give up, but... how could he give up the girl who had lived in his heart for twelve years?
How can one turn a blind eye to such a sinking heart?
How should he explain his real purpose of rushing to Spain every now and then?
Can’t let go! Can’t give up!
Since he can't do it, why bother himself? No matter if the grudges are offset or if he repays her debts, he can't let her go. Why should he deceive himself and others, torture his heart and heart and himself?
He calmed his expression: "But, I can't let it go."
"Do you hate it?" Emperor Yan was still calm and calm, with a calm appearance.
In the past few months, he has watched his heart go from happy to sad. As a father, he did not want to take care of it, but in the end he chose to let it develop. There are some things they need to experience and make their own choices, otherwise they will never grow up.
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How to hate?
He has never hated his heart, but he can't accept it in his heart.
He has been with his mother since he was a child. Although her mother was silly and silly most of the time, she loved him extremely. During those difficult days, she poured all her love into him without reservation. Although his birth was extremely unbearable,
, but he never complained or felt sorry for himself because he had a great mother.
That kind of mother-child relationship cannot be expressed in words. In his vitality, mother transcends everything. But when you know that the woman you like killed your favorite mother, how do you accept it?
How to accept it?
This was an extremely painful process, so painful that the psychological torture of the past month or so was simply unbearable to look back on.
The two of them came under the parasol, and the servant brought them good tea.
Emperor Yan held the tea cup and tasted it slowly.
Lei Haotian also held the tea, and then put it down again.
"I have never hated it, but some things have a process of persistence before letting go. This process may not be the phoenix's nirvana, but it has to go through countless vicissitudes of life. Uncle Yan, please rest assured that I will not do that to her. No.
I will hate her, but I will not retaliate against her. If there is a way to eliminate the heavy burden between us, I will choose to kidnap her for the rest of my life. I will repay my kindness and she will repay her debt."
Emperor Yan opened the lid of the tea, lit a few green leaves in the water, and raised his eyes: "Tea has shades, grudges, and joys and sorrows. When you taste tea with a worldly heart, you will inevitably be obsessed with color and fragrance.
, the taste is less light and simple. Tea has thousands of flavors, and even blends into worldly affairs and emotions. However, if you taste tea with a renounced heart, you can calmly enjoy the flying clouds in the sky, the green water without any traces.
The beauty of the wave is beautiful. Young man, please take your time and appreciate it. I still say the same thing, if you want your heart and soul, chase it by yourself. If you can chase it, I will give you a daughter and a father; if you can’t chase it,” [