Chapter 346: Fortunately, love is not everything 17
She, Yan Xingan, is not the kind of person who is unreasonable! She, Yan Xingan, is not someone who cannot share the joys and sorrows with the one she loves! Why does he push her far away when something happens? Has he ever cared about her feelings?
Would you rather watch her suffer than save her?
He even said such cruel words and asked her to be his lover?
He was even indifferent to her having a house with Hua Xiaofang?
If she hadn't gone to him the next day with her brain in a state of confusion, if she hadn't shamelessly fallen into his arms, would he have touched him? [
She would never forget that morning when he threw her in the bathtub and angrily scrubbed her body, nor would she forget that he pressed her on the bed and possessed her so crazily.
No feelings? Why are you so angry if you don’t have feelings? She couldn’t believe it!
She hated that he clearly had feelings for her, but pushed her away, and had to force her to force him to reveal his true feelings.
So she fled in a hurry, followed her brother to City A, and vowed to stay away from him. At that time, she just wanted to stay away from him!
"Honey, some things are gone in the past. I don't want to explain, can you not ask? Because I don't want to lie to you. If you insist on knowing an answer, I can only make up a lie."
He didn't want to tell her that the woman she killed when she was a child was his beloved mother. Let the past be bygones. He didn't want to plant the seeds of guilt in her heart. This would have no impact on their future relationship.
Benefits.
When Xingan heard what he said, he couldn't help but sneer: "Then there will be nothing to talk about between us."
She showed a smile pretending to be relaxed, then turned away and closed her eyes slightly, blocking the man from her world.
I thought to myself: Lei Haotian, if you always treat me like a baby bird, push me aside when something happens, and come back to please me when you have nothing to do, then I will not care about a man like you!
I don’t care what unspeakable secrets you have, and I don’t care if you have any unspeakable reasons. My man must value my mood, must be able to take care of my mood, and must have the awareness to fight side by side with me to overcome all difficulties. You don’t, you
Never before have you disappointed me!
She hugged the quilt, and the rubbing sunlight shone through the window on her face, as if it was coated with a layer of light.
She didn't know when she fell asleep, and her eyelashes occasionally trembled slightly.
Lei Haotian didn't take her words to heart at all. He listened in one ear and out the other. Anyway, he had been busy recently and made up his mind to abduct her to Moscow.
There was silence in the ward for a long time. He listened quietly to her even breathing and never took his eyes away from her face.
He now knows exactly what he wants! Even if she had killed his mother, he couldn't let her go if he asked himself! If he was asked why, he really couldn't answer.
To repay a favor, to collect a debt... Actually, why do you need to find a reason for yourself to want her? He just wants her, no reason is needed!
A firm belief since the age of twelve!
Just like the dream he had, in which he was determined to find the girl who saved him, it was the same reason. The idea of repaying a favor was just a rhetoric, the real reason was the obsession at that moment, which had been in his heart since he was a child.
His obsession, he wants to settle on a woman, is deeply ingrained in his mind, no matter what happens, he will never change it!