Looking at Youyuan's expression, Youyang knew that she was remembering those past events, so she stretched out her hand and took Youyuan's hand: "Follow me.
He took her into the car and drove for a while to the night market.
Youyang didn't let Youyuan get out of the car. He went to buy some things, brought them in, drove to the deserted river, took them out, and handed them to Youyuan.
It smelled very fragrant, and Youyuan couldn't help but take it and take a bite. It tasted good, just like the feeling when you were a child, but there was a lot of emotion in the middle.
Youyang didn't eat it, he knew deep down in his heart that he couldn't eat it. As soon as he ate it, he felt pain in his heart, and he would think of those beautiful years, the years that were broken by his own hands.[
After eating these things, Youyuan lay down on the lawn, listening to the subtle chirping of insects, and shouted: "Youyuan?"
"Huh?" Youyuan tilted her head. Her face was particularly vivid and beautiful in the middle of the night. Youyang looked a little fascinated and couldn't help but whisper again: "Youyuan?"
This time, Youyuan didn't say anything. Her eyes were also looking at Youyang. She couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart at this moment. She just felt that the atmosphere was a bit ambiguous, but she couldn't escape it.
Youyang stretched out his hand, pulled her wrist, gently brought her to the ground, and hugged her into his arms. He held her and refused to let her move, and whispered: "Xiaoyuan, do you know?
In fact, when I said that I really wanted to marry you... I never cared about your past... It's just... Later, because of everything, everything became different... Maybe it's useless to say this now,
It’s just that I want you to know that in fact, I have always stood behind you and have never gone far.”
Never once went far.
Being cold to you, being cruel to you, turning a blind eye to you, being cruel to you, and being disgusted with you are all my manifestations of pretending to be myself. From the beginning to the end, I have never thought about really abandoning you.
"What are you talking about? It's all in the past? I used to feel sad when I mentioned this, but now I've figured it out, it's all in the past, it doesn't matter anymore." Youyuan smiled hoarsely: "Now, isn't it okay for us to be like this?
Okay?"
"Yes...it has passed..." Youyang murmured and repeated: "But just because it has passed, we can never go back to the past..."
Youyuan didn't speak, but at that moment, she vaguely felt Youyang's distress. She didn't know why, but she could really feel it.
Her heart also started to hurt.
Ever since she was little, she had felt this way when she met Youyang. She could clearly feel that he was uncomfortable and happy.
If he is unhappy, she will be unhappy too.
Youyuan was indifferent for a while and then said: "Brother... you are unhappy. When you are unhappy, I will be unhappy too."
Youyang didn't say anything. In fact, if she wasn't happy, he would be unhappy too. This must be the tacit understanding between biological brothers and sisters.
Youyang tilted his head and looked at Youyuan, his eyes sparkling: "Xiaoyuan, if I say that no one in this world can make me happy except you, what will you do?"
Youyuan didn't know what to say for a moment, so she just looked at him.
But Youyang stretched out his hand and gently covered Youyuan's eyes. He slowly stood up and gently approached her lips.