She knew that he never cared about the consequences of anything he did. In other words, he was not afraid of the consequences at all. She was afraid of going crazy and that he would really kill Gu Qingxiu, so she said what she said without hesitation.
If you come out like that, just read the novel.
However, both of them were angry, and as they talked, they touched the minefields in her heart.
Only then would she lose control and shout out all the words that were on her mind.
Actually, it's true... If it hadn't been for that phone call and that incident, she wouldn't have had such thoughts.[
She really hoped that she had never met Yi Qian.
In this case, we won't be as worried and trembling as we are now.
Otherwise, I wouldn't be here now, worrying about him finding out about it, but not knowing when I did something to make him angry.
The more Yi Xiang thought about it, the more she felt disheartened and all her strength was gone. Even at this moment, she was questioning what she was living for in this world.
She felt it didn't make any sense.
For the first half of my life, I lived under his protection. Although I had no worries about food and clothing, I was actually just a puppet without a soul and no thoughts.
I finally wanted to grow up independently, just so that I wouldn't feel too inferior when facing him, but I wasn't independent yet, but I had already gotten into trouble with him to this extent.
From the time I received that phone call more than a year ago, I knew that Yi Qian would never be his again.
It's just that she didn't want to accept it, didn't want to face it, and chose to run away. Following the threats of the person on the phone, she ran away again and again. Now when she looked back and took another look, she suddenly realized that brother Yi Qian was already far away from her.
It's getting further and further away.
Now it seems that everything is over after all.
Brother Yi Qian said that he doesn’t want her anymore...
And what should she do?
She herself doesn't know whether she wants to continue those so-called independence and growth.
If I continue, I seem to have lost him.
Once, she simply thought that by becoming good and outstanding, she could hide the truth told to her on that phone call.
Even though in everyone's eyes and minds, she is just a fool, there is no way she will have many good days.
She still wanted to bite the bullet and give it a try.
Now, it seems that all these thoughts are just self-deception on her part.
Some people are destined to be beautiful when they are born, such as Sister Beloved.[
Some people are born dirty, like her.
How could a man as clean as a god like Yi Qian have a stain like her?
The world doesn't allow it, and she doesn't allow it either.
By now, she should have woken up from that dream of self-deception. She should know that in the heart of brother Yi Qian, she is also stupid. No matter how good or outstanding she becomes one day, she is not worthy.
Easy and shallow.
That man was a god she could never hope for in her whole life.
It was because she was too wishful thinking. She wanted to wait until the day she got better and propose to Brother Yi Qian. Even if the secret in that phone call was known to Brother Yi Qian, she didn't have to be afraid, because at that time she
Very good, she can let him marry her and live a real life with him. Now imagine that if this idea was known to others, she would probably laugh out loud.
