She thought for a while, her heart turned over and over again, but she still insisted on asking: "Qin Shi... I hope that we can live differently from other people. www
Looking at Qin Shi from afar, she felt a lot of ups and downs in her heart, eroding her internal organs.
She thought about it and decided to tell it all. Anyway, now she couldn't figure out what Qin Shi was thinking in front of her. Rather than doing this, maybe the result would be the same anyway, so why be so secretive?
, why are you so sloppy?
Even if there is a real disagreement, let's make it a clean one.
Thinking of this, Youyuan raised his head again, calmed down, closed his eyes, and forced himself not to worry about too many things that he shouldn't worry about.[
Finally, he spoke up and said: "What happened back then was a mistake I made because I was ignorant and went to study abroad... At that time, I had already started writing novels. In a foreign country, you don't know, being alone is very difficult.
Lonely... Actually, I know why my parents insisted on letting me go abroad..."
The distant look in his eyes turned a little sad for a moment.
She is not stupid, on the contrary, she is very smart.
Smart, close to reason, close to demanding clarity in everything, as a result, now...she is more tired than anyone else.
At that time, it was just because he disliked her for being too close to Youyang, so did he send her abroad?
Qin Shi tilted his head, looking at Youyuan's eyes, which became so sad, and his heart suddenly throbbed.
I don't know why it hurts, I just feel depressed and uncomfortable.
Is it possible that she wants to tell him about her past sad loves?
Qin Shi observed Youyuan's expression without leaving any trace, and secretly felt a little aggrieved in his heart. Why did she not know how to observe words and expressions? He had already shown it so clearly. He didn't want to know, and he didn't want to listen to her. What happened in the past was...
The past has passed, and you are so entangled in it, what should you do? Does this imply that she cannot let go of those things at all...
It's definitely impossible to let go.
If she could let go, why would her eyes be full of melancholy, pain, and hesitation every time she put on a peaceful and calm look... such a strong presence in her eyes?
can't be dissolved.
Suddenly, Qin Shi became more and more upset. The woman he gave to him for the first time was not him, and he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. Now, in turn, he has to tell those past events to himself?
Doesn’t it mean that she thinks of herself too noblely?
You don’t want to give him a single thought, right?!
Suddenly, Qin Shi frowned and interrupted Youyuan: "I don't care about your past!"
He just finished speaking.
The moment he raised his head and lowered his eyebrows, he saw that Youyuan's originally calm face suddenly became stiff.
Her eyes were slightly messy, as if she had heard something that shocked her. Her lips moved slightly, and after a long time, she continued to speak her words in a nonchalant manner.
"On my birthday, I called him, but he didn't answer. I was in a bad mood. I sat at the computer desk and repeated it over and over again for a long time, but couldn't find any inspiration, so I just decided to go..."[
