He was facing her face, and the distance between him and her was only a short distance away. Even his hands were still holding her body. However, at that moment, Youyang really felt that the distance between him and her was so small.
It was so far away, so far away that he felt that he and her breathing were not in the same world. A feast of passionate pictures
Why?
Why would she say such a thing?
It was as if he shouldn't have come to her in the first place and shouldn't have come to pester him.
It seemed that he should completely cut off all contact with her.[
Youyang looked at Youyuan, the look in her eyes was very deep.
The air around him was so heavy. It took a while before Youyang said: "Xiaoyuan, I admit, I brought it on myself, but that's because I love you..."
When you first broke up with Youyang, Youyuan was really in pain.
She also fantasized countless times about the scene when Youyang came to find herself again and said to herself, I love you.
Even that kind of picture was so clear in her imagination.
He hugged her into his arms, gently rubbed her hair with his fingers, lowered his head, kissed her tears, and told her that he was confused and regretted it.
Even, I still have such a small revenge mentality, pretending not to love him, and sarcasticly making fun of him, but he accepts them all, even tolerates me with humiliation, and uses all his strength to win his love.
understanding.
She writes romance novels and knows those bloody scenes best.
Therefore, she comforted herself countless times.
However, this scene happened again after three years of despair and giving up completely...
When everything really happened, a feeling arose in my distant heart, but it was a feeling called disgust.
It turned out that she actually hated the fact that these three words, I love you, came out of his mouth.
In the good years, he loved with all his heart, went all out, and worked hard without caring about his own life, but what he got in exchange was his ruthless abandonment in the end.
He slapped her in the face and said in a very cold, serious and solemn voice, Youyuan, you saw it! I am getting married, but the bride will never be you!
At that time, she wanted to die and fell into a nightmare cycle. Those words seemed to be taunting her, you dirty woman, you are not a virgin anymore, and you still want to be my wife?
From then on, she kept this secret hidden, thinking about it over and over again alone, was she really so dirty?
She gradually got used to being criticized by everyone, and she could only use indifference and self-deprecation to protect her last little bit of sadness.
From then on, there was a knot in her heart that could not be untied.
Trapping her tightly.[
There is no way to escape in life.
Youyuan should cry. She writes novels, but she is actually rational. She knows what she feels in her heart. If a person truly loves you, he won't care so much.
However, she didn't know if that was really in the novel or if it was like this in reality.
Is there really no man who doesn’t care about his woman, and the first time is not for him?
With Qin Shi, she plucked up the courage to give it a try, but failed in the end.
She herself felt that she had resigned herself to her fate.