1013. Marriage in the Decline of Prosperity (End Chapter 53)
Han Chengchi always thought that his memory was not very good recently. He always forgot some things when he was working many times. But now when he told Gu Lanshan about it to Gu Enen, he realized that it turned out that he remembered some things deeply.
"So, yes, I used Gu Lanshan to make my company the biggest. I owe her a lot, and I always have to pay it back. After all, she is innocent in our love."
After Han Chengchi said these words, Gu Enen remained silent, but her eyes became a little bitter. She had some words that she knew she shouldn't ask, but she still went and asked: "Chengchi, you don't love me now.
Bar?"
Han Chengchi was silent.
In fact, he was a kind person, but in the end he forced himself to do unkind things.[
Although he is not kind now, he still has a softness in his heart and does not want to hurt Gu Enen. However, Gu Enen's questions and every answer he gives are an unavoidable harm to her.
"Chengchi, actually you once really loved me, right?" Gu Enen's tears that she had finally stopped started to flow again. She picked up a tissue to wipe the tears on her face, but she moved too quickly and accidentally knocked it over.
She took out the coffee cup and the coffee spilled all over her body. Han Chengchi stood up subconsciously and wanted to wipe it for her, but she shook her head and took a tissue to absorb the water bit by bit, leaving it on her white skirt.
A trace of coffee color.
"I know that you used to love me very much. I know how good you were to me at that time."
"We all say that twenty is good for Lai Shan, but I know that you are no worse to me than twenty is for Lai Shan."
"But Chengchi, I really didn't have the courage to accompany you through the hard times. I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to get rich. I didn't dare to think about what I should do if that was the case. What would I do? What could I do?
how?"
"So, I chose to give up."
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Han Chengchi's hand gently stroked the teacup and moved it. After hearing these words, his eyes became a little silent. After a long time, he calmed down and said, "Well, I see it in our love.
It is our weakness."
"None of us are brave people, and we deserve not to be happy."
"You don't have the courage to accompany me through poverty, and I don't have the courage to stay true to myself."
"We are not as good as twenty and Lanshan. Twenty can love Lanshan for ten years without changing anything. Lanshan can sacrifice his life to be a mistress for twenty."
"Actually, love requires courage."
"Times have passed, you are no longer you, and I am no longer me. I loved you, and you are the only one I have ever loved. I know that I will never meet another girl in my life who I love as much as I love you."
she."
"But, Enen, do you know that the Gu Enen I loved is actually gone."
"But, I want to marry you. Whether it's sympathy or apology, no matter what it is, eh, I always hope you live well."