"But I want you to be free and happy, so I will divorce you.
When Shengshi said this, his voice became a little helpless: "But, actually, do you know? That was not my original intention. I suppressed my original intention and did things that went against my original intention. It was really painful.
When Shengshi said this, his breathing became heavy and elongated. He didn't know how much time he had left. He never knew he had so much to say to her before, but now he realized
, there were so many words that he had no time to say.
He slowly lowered his eyelids and said with a bit of regret: "Chu Chu, do you know why I insist on calling you Chu Chu?" [
"Because, Gu Lanshan is the name given to you by the Gu family, and Chu Chu was given to you by your mother when you were born. That is who you really are. In my heart, you have always been just Ye Chuchu, that little girl from Jiangnan.
The little girl I have never seen in this town has never been Gu Lanshan."
Shengshi's eyebrows stretched, and he said slowly: "Chu Chu, you know, I often think of what you looked like in the small town in the south of the Yangtze River, did you wear two braids and a colorful skirt?
Holding an umbrella, walking beside houses with small bridges and flowing water
Shengshi moved his head slightly, looked at the darkness, and said: "At this time, when I don't know whether I am alive or dead, it feels so uncomfortable to not be able to see you."
Gu Lanshan put her hand in her mouth, biting it hard, trying her best to restrain herself from crying. When she heard these words, she worked hard for a long time before she sniffed, spoke, and said
: "I'm looking at you now and always looking at you."
"Then are you crying or laughing?" Shengshi asked in a low voice, and without waiting for her answer, he continued: "Chu Chu, it must be a smile. I like the way you smile the most, especially that kind of smile.
A high-spirited smile, arrogant and proud. Every time I encounter many unhappy things, when I see your smile, I feel that everything in the world is no big deal."
"Chuchu, do you know what I look like now?"
In fact, Shengshi had never spoken much, but now he had a lot. He didn't dare to shut up. He was afraid that if he stopped talking, he would never be able to speak again.
"I looked at you with a smile, and there was a very affectionate look in my eyes, reflecting your appearance."
"Chuchu, can you see my smile?"
"Isn't he very handsome?"
"He must be very handsome, right?
Shengshi started laughing as he spoke, and his smile fell so heavily on Gu Lanshan's ears.
"Chuchu, are you there?"
"Yeah." Gu Lanshan responded.
"Chu Chu, listen to me
[My sister’s birthday is today. I have to go have a birthday meal. I will continue this confession when I come back. Remember to leave a message. I feel so depressed when I write it.]