Chapter 926 : The Confessions of Thousand Venerables 1
**Qian Zun’s Confessions**
I was a child who was despised since I was a child. My father was far away and my mother was despised. Hun Yan Valley was my second home, I once thought so.
However, my mother fell in love with the romantic and eccentric Emperor Buddhism Leng Jue.
In those days when my mother was favored, the scenery was endless, and everyone regarded me as the eldest young master in the palm of their hand.
But in a short period of time, the extremely charming eldest lady tried her best to regain the cold favor, and my mother was thrown into the cold abyss.[
I have never understood, why is that man worthy of my mother's love, why is it worthy of her turning her attention from me to him? How is it worthy of despising me and being hostile to me, my dearest child, because of him?
In my memory, my mother never smiled at me.
A maid told me that because my mother was an unfavored concubine of the emperor, she was persecuted before she was favored, so she tried every possible means to get out of the palace. In desperation, she had no choice but to lead me out of the palace.
I am my mother’s burden.
Therefore, everyone who sees me will definitely think of that old and disabled emperor, those favors, and those humiliations, right?
Year after year, my mother became more and more cold towards me and more and more indifferent to me. She put on his eyebrows and put on light makeup, and she learned all the charming songs and dances for him, but she still couldn't get a little bit of love from him.
So my mother went crazy and secretly opposed the eldest lady, but I was still her most estranged child.
There are several friends in this valley, and the one who treats me best is Xiao Wen. Although we are not real brothers, in his heart, I am the person he values the most.
He treats me like a younger brother, treats me like the jewel in his hand, and is always afraid of hurting me.
I don't know if he feels guilty because the eldest lady has made my mother fall out of favor, or if he feels sympathy.
At first, whenever I was around him, I would hide the pain that had arisen in my heart and face him with the most innocent smile.
Xiao Wen looks like Leng Jue, but his eyes are like a lady's.
By his side, I was just his younger brother, the younger brother he doted on, and Xiao Ting was often jealous that I was protected by Xiao Wen. Secretly, I became the target of Xiao Ting's attacks.