307. Chapter 307 Everyone will encounter unsolvable worries
is that so?
Emotions are always a mystery to those in authority but clear to those on the sidelines.
When I help my friends solve their troubles, my eyes are bright and clear, and my principles are consistent.
Not only Lan Ya, but also Chang Shang herself was like this.
If a good friend is broken up in love or has relationship problems, when she comforts her good friend, she acts like a relationship expert. But when it comes to her own feelings, who can be so confident in saying that she can handle it?
Do you have to understand?
I can talk while standing without pain in my back.
If you don't fall on yourself, you will never know the timidity and hesitation that you feel when facing a relationship with caution and endless twists and turns.
Afraid of getting hurt, afraid of being sentimental, afraid... So many times, even though I clearly don't think that way in my heart, I can't control myself and say the opposite.
"Do you think Chang Mian is a conceited person who is too talkative? In fact, he... can be very cruel sometimes." Chang Shang showed a confused look in her eyes: "But he is also really good to me. He is also very protective of me, especially
I am outside and I will never let anyone bully me."
"Oh, then do you like him?"
Lan Ya played with her mobile phone, flipping her fingers, and opened the mobile phone recording software with interest.
Chang Shang stared at the front of the car and shook her head:
"I don't know. Sometimes I think he is Prince Charming coming to save me, but when I fantasize like this, a basin of cold water always pours down on me, and then he immediately turns into a demon and pounces on me..."
"I don't know if I am being stupid. I have always longed to get rid of Chang Mian. I long for freedom. I don't like the inequality of being tightly bound and completely suffocating. Sometimes I feel that I am a little in front of Chang Mian.
I don’t have any basic human rights, but when I live alone..."
She suddenly choked up as she spoke: "When I live alone, I seem to be very unhappy."
"I seem to miss him more and more these days. I seem to care about him more than I know, but I don't dare to let him know that I miss him because I'm so afraid that he doesn't care about me! I'm so afraid that I'm just being sentimental!
I'm even more afraid that he will ridicule me...I, I have self-respect!"
"Sometimes I want to send him text messages, I want to call him and hear his voice, I want to know that he still doesn't care about me, but I don't dare to really act, I would rather just think about it in my heart..."
"Sometimes I would rather tell myself that I am worthless in his heart, just a doll, just a tool for him to vent his desires. I don't even want to try to tell myself that he is good to me because he cares about me. No.
I don’t want to dream of being a princess and imagining that he is the Prince Charming who dotes on me, but I’m afraid of getting hurt!”
Chang Shang suddenly realized that she had talked too much. She smiled sheepishly at Lan Ya: "I'm sorry, you may not like to hear so many words in front of you. I'm too trivial!"
"It's okay. Everyone will have troubles that can't be solved. Just treat me as a little transparent. Maybe you'll feel better if I tell you."
Lan Ya put away the phone, closed her slender fingers slightly, paused, and said slowly: "I don't understand anything about what happened between you and Chang Mian. But, Chang Shang, don't even think about it.
Too much, if you miss him, let him know. No matter how much you hold in your heart, he can't see or feel it. No one is an expert on the heart. Men's hearts are sometimes thicker than women's, and it is impossible to see what's in your heart.