However, Chang Shang was still so nervous that her whole body tensed up and she subconsciously wanted to pinch herself.
hiss--
She took a breath.
It hurts a lot, and it doesn't seem like it was a dream.
However, she became even more flustered, and when she looked at him, her eyes were full of drunkenness.
After that, his clear words came to my ears again.
"I'm not good, and you know it. I have a bad temper. I don't like others to resist me. I promise you now that I will try to change, but I can't guarantee how much I can change. Are you willing to be like me?
Is it possible for a man who is moody by nature to fall in love?”
"Chang Shang, I'm sorry for the harm I've caused you in the past four years. Some of my actions were thoughtless and did cause some irreparable harm. Are you willing to forgive some of my past mistakes and let the past go?
Want to talk to me about a love that will last forever?"
"You may not know that I have suffered more than you in the past four years. I don't want you to be my weakness. I have been resisting your invasion of my world. I have been rejecting my love for you. You can't understand me.
The struggle and compromise, you can't understand how hard I need to suppress myself in order not to abandon my armor to you..."
"I go to your room once a month, and I have to restrain myself from going home for a whole week, otherwise I'm afraid that I won't be able to control myself and sneak into your room every night. As a person who doesn't want to be confused by you, and doesn't want to spend time with you.
I am an abstinent man who is born in love, and I have not had a good time at all in the past four years."
"There is a kind of magic about you that makes me unable to resist you. Especially in the past year, how many times in the past year have I dared not go home to sleep in the middle of the night, and I was so frustrated that I could only sleep in the office; how many times have I found myself deeply attracted to you?
I fell into a situation where I couldn't control myself and forced myself to stay away from you... Now, I don't want to work so hard to suppress myself anymore."
"After resisting and struggling for so long, hesitating and then compromising, I admit that I lost to you. I am willing to let you be my weakness, the only weakness that can defeat me, Chang Mian."
"Chang Shang, really, if you win, I will admit defeat. I want to have a love with you that will never break up and will last forever. Are you willing to give me such a chance?"
"I think I really like you, your smile, your anger, your cleverness, your gentleness, your coquettishness, your strengths and weaknesses... Chang Chang
,I like you."
Regardless, there is nothing shameful or shameful about saying it.
At this moment, I just want to tell her my truest thoughts.
Now that I have decided to have a good relationship with her, it is best to make it clear from the beginning. Maybe I have been silent for too long and suppressed for too long. When I say it like this, I feel a lot more relaxed.
This forcibly repressed feeling had been buried in his heart for four full years. He had truly compromised, surrendered, bowed his head, and no longer resisted or struggled.
Because there is simply no way to resist or escape.
All childish resistance games were nothing but self-directed and self-acted jokes. He simply could not resist the woman in front of him.
It's just that he has been unwilling to admit it.
Since it is a destined fate, why not keep her in your arms and enjoy this love to the fullest. So what if there are weaknesses in the future? He is always fearless. Could it be that he can't protect a woman well?