611. Chapter 611 I will not give up anything including you 42
Me, you know that I am not a strong person at all, why do you want me to face your family with a smile? Chang Mian, do you know how hateful you are? I hate you, I hate you so much... You said we
The future is full of happiness, you said that what is waiting for me is a fiery heart, and every word you say is so nice...but, how can you let me face your family alone?"
In WeChat, Chang Mian's voice is sometimes cynical, sometimes smiling and angry, sometimes serious and angry, but most of the WeChat voices are affectionate.
She listened tirelessly, and the more she listened, the more she wanted to grab that person out of the phone and ask him to hug her tightly.
However, it is all in vain.
No matter how much she begged, the voice was just a voice, and the photo on the phone did not turn into a real person hugging her tightly.
The clothes were like falling into an ice cellar, and the biting chill spread from the soles of her feet to her whole body. She didn't dare to think, she didn't dare to think about anything, she could only listen to the voice messages in WeChat over and over again, and this was all she could do...
Ten minutes...twenty minutes...thirty minutes...an hour...two hours...
She didn't even have the ability to cry.
She was not allowed to cry, not only because she didn't have a chest to hold tears, but also because she couldn't cry, and she couldn't let her eyes become red and swollen, otherwise the flaws would be revealed when she returned to Changzhai.
Chang Mian, when you are not around, I don’t even have the right to cry.
Chang Mian, how should I live alone when you are not here? Please teach me, okay?
Dong dong dong...
There was a knock on the door, and then Yangyang opened the door and came in. Looking at the woman who was still slumped on the ground and not moving, she hesitated for a moment, and finally walked to her helplessly, squatted down, and patted her gently.
A pat on her back:
"Grandma Chang asked someone to come over and invite you back, saying it's dinner time. Changshang, are you okay? If not, I'll find an excuse and say you eat here."
"I'm fine." Chang Shang stubbornly tried to stand up, but as soon as she stood up, the soles of her feet felt weak and her feet were numb. Her whole body was so numb that she didn't even know what to feel.
"I'd better find an excuse to keep you here. You look like this——"
Chang Shang interrupted her: "No, I'm fine, let me adjust."
As she spoke, she slowly stretched her legs, used her hands to massage, and slowly moved her neck bones. After a few minutes, she tried to stand up slowly with her hands on the ground.
She calmed down her emotions, patted her lifeless face, and tried her best to smile and soften her expression.
"How do I look now?" She asked Yangyang after adjusting herself.
Yang Yang looked very sad and said, "Chang Shang, you are so strong." If it were her, she would never be able to return to normal so quickly, let alone accompany the Chang family with a smile.
If something happened to Honghong, she would have collapsed by now.
"Chang Mian is fine, nothing will happen to him. I don't want to scare myself..." Chang Shang pursed her lips and struggled internally before spitting out this sentence: "Can you tell anything if I go out like this?"
Yangyang shook her head.
Chang Shang smiled slightly: "Then I'll go back."
Life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills.
Changshang put away the stinging pain in her heart and slowly moved her feet. She began to walk unsteadily, and gradually her hands and feet relaxed. When she walked out of the Wen family's door, she could no longer see any sad emotions. The people at the door even