625. Chapter 625 How could I wrong you so much, a fool 8
But Chang Shang seemed unable to hear his call, her brows were tightly knitted together, her expression was in pain, and her tears kept flowing silently.
She turned over and seemed to say something again.
The voice was very soft and very small. Chang Mian didn't hear it clearly.
"Shang Shang, what did you say? Are you awake? If you are awake, open your eyes and look at me."
Seeing her in pain in her sleep, Chang Mian's joy after he came back felt as if all the joy in his heart had been poured away with cold water, and he felt very uncomfortable.
If it hadn't been for his delay in returning, she would definitely not have had a bad sleep at night; let alone become so thin.
Didn't she eat on time and sleep on time every day? Why did she lose a lot of weight when she touched her body? It seemed like there was only a thin layer of skin left on her back, and all she touched with her hands were bones of the diaphragm?
Chang Mian frowned, gently wiped away the tears that were flowing unconsciously from the corners of her eyes, and softly called her name, "Shang Shang, wake up, okay?"
He leaned down again and kissed her lips. He realized that she was clenching her teeth as if she was holding back something, and he felt even more uncomfortable. Was she having a terrible nightmare? Was he in the dream?
Chang Mian bit her lower lip maliciously and opened her teeth. Changshang suddenly moaned and gradually began to sob. He was so frightened that he quickly pulled his lips out of her mouth in an orderly manner.
What nightmare caused her so much pain? Chang Mian wished she could catch Duke Zhou and give her a good beating. In fact, the one who deserved to be beaten the most was herself, the culprit.
Chang Mian didn't know how hateful he was. If he could, he would rather endure a thousand times the pain she had endured, but these were all bullshit!
No matter how nice he said it, he was still determined not to let her know any news about him for more than twenty days.
Snapped!
Chang Mian grabbed her hand and slapped himself hard, regretting it beyond words. "Chang Shang, you slapped me because I caused you to get hurt."
"No...don't...don't..." Chang Shang struggled and moved, and the little hand he grabbed kept trying to wave in the air.
Chang Mian hugged her body tightly: "Are you reluctant to let go? Changshang, open your eyes and see who I am?"
"no no no……"
Chang Mian realized that she was just talking in her sleep, so he lowered his head in frustration and moved to her mouth, trying to hear clearly what she was talking about.
Finally hearing what she was murmuring intermittently, Chang Mian stretched out his hand and hugged her waist tightly, and couldn't help but bury his head in the crook of her neck.
"sorry……"
Chang Mian murmured in annoyance and self-blame: "I will not abandon you, Chang Shang, I will not leave you, don't be afraid... don't be sad... don't be afraid... I'm sorry... I was wrong... I deserve to die... I
You're a bastard... wake up quickly and scold me, I'll give you a small leather whip to beat me... wake up Chang Shang..."
His promise to her was not fulfilled;
He cruelly left the airport after the explosion, leaving her to bear everything alone in the airport;
He had no news for more than twenty days, which made her suffer every day; he remembered hearing her voice through the monitor these days, and how much despair and helplessness was hidden in that voice, which was deeply engraved in his heart.
in mind.
How hard his heart is, how much he hates himself at this moment!