Chang Mian and Fu Hong also stayed the whole night.
It wasn't until the clock struck midnight that Fu Hong and his wife drove away.
Chang Mian knew that Chang Shang had started eating, and his mood was extremely crazy.
When he walked to the dining room, the woman was sitting on a chair, her favorite seat. There were three dishes and one soup in front of her. She was calmly and slowly trying to eat one bite at a time.
If you don't pay attention, you will think that she is leisurely enjoying the delicious food.
But he was able to discover the details. She mechanically opened her lips and was forcing herself to swallow. That elegant and slow movement had nothing to do with enjoyment, it was just...eating.
Chang Mian stood there, stuck in her own emotions and unable to extricate herself, until she raised her head and met his red and swollen black eyes.
It seemed like a century had passed, and the sound of Chang Shang came to my ears.
"Are you hungry?"
…
"Aren't you hungry?"
"The servant said you haven't eaten anything either. You sit down and eat with me. The food tastes good."
…
"Chang Mian."
"Did you hear me?"
"I'm sorry for making you worry..." In the end, she lowered her head, stopped talking, took the chopsticks, and chewed silently.
…
Sorry for what?
What's wrong with you?
It’s me who should say sorry;
It was I who dragged you into that hell on earth;
What sin did you Xinshangshang do in your last life to be dragged down by me in this life? If it is true, then you must owe me too much to meet me in this life...
Chang Mian's throat rolled, and he walked to her step by step, pulled out the chair next to her, and sat down upright.
She even went to the kitchen to get him a pair of bowls and chopsticks as usual, served him a small bowl of rice herself, placed it in front of him, and then returned to her original position.
More proactively, he picked up some vegetables and put them in his bowl.
"Try this."
He clenched his fists, looked at her with dark eyes, tried to open his thin lips several times, and finally made a sound.
"Shang Shang, I..."
"Eat, or you'll get cold," she eagerly wanted to interrupt him, tilted her head slightly, and looked at him blankly.
"But I have something to tell you."
"...What do you want to tell me?" She frowned her beautiful eyebrows, and there was an injury between them that could not be healed no matter how hard she tried.
Chang Mian took a deep breath. There were three words that were clearly about to come out, but it took a lot of effort.
"I love you."
He didn't say these three words very often; even occasionally, when she pestered him to ask for them, he teased her with a wicked smile. He didn't like to say them, he just liked to hide them in his heart and enjoy them by himself.
These three words, at this moment, were like feathers teasing her scarred body and mind.
These three words were like sharp swords piercing deeply into her body and mind.
I love you……
Her three favorite words.
"But I'm good..." She choked and froze.
Chang Mian held his breath and waited quietly for her words.
"I'm so... dirty."
Chang Shang lowered her beautiful eyes slightly, and her forbearance made him feel aches in his heart.
"No, you're not dirty, you're not dirty at all. Let's forget about the past and give me a chance to atone, okay, Chang Shang, let's forget about that. Let's live our own lives. Don't
Think about the unhappy things."
"Don't give up, don't give up on me, Chang Chang. Without you, I would really lose my humanity."