After returning to the room, she lay down on the soft bed and turned off the last bedside lamp. Lin Meng sat in the darkness and shed tears. Finally she couldn't bear it anymore.
She felt that when she was sixteen years old, she wanted to enter a bizarre dream. She wanted to break away so much, but she couldn't!
One wrong step is a wrong step!
Perhaps, from the very beginning, she should have been more cruel, refused her father's proposal, and not thought about such ridiculous things as selling herself, so that she would not have run into Rong Ling, Xiao Yi, or even once
Time and time again, she puts herself in such embarrassing and humiliating situations. For a person like her, with a low status, it is not suitable to stay around these superior men. Perhaps because of this, she is the fate of being humiliated every time.
She thought of Rong Ling, and how much she liked this man. For him, she would not hesitate to destroy herself, but in the end, all Rong Ling could think about was hatred. She gave up everything she had, and she also thought of Rong Ling.
It's just a pitiful and ridiculous exchange for a man's hatred for her.[
She thought of Xiao Yi again. She was grateful for this man's help and was touched by his dedication. She thought that she would just follow him naturally, so she tried hard to forget the past and have a new beginning. But in the end,
What can be exchanged is this man's suspicion.
Because the body is like dust, everything gained from all efforts is as low as dust and cannot enter people's eyes. At a certain point, it will only become an eyesore!
She thought about her own existence, but never imagined how she could reach this point!
Along the way, I was almost scarred, but no one could understand me, and even resented me!
It was probably a mistake from the beginning, and I should have fought to my death against my father's arrangement from the beginning. As the saying goes, one mistake will lead to eternal hatred, and that's probably it!
In the dark night, tears fell down her chin.
Always crying secretly like this, she thought painfully and sadly, when will such days end?!
Be it Rong Ling, be it Xiao Yi, be it family ties, be it friendship, she doesn't want them all anymore, can she?! Just let her go quietly and leave this place without taking anything, okay?! She doesn't want to disturb anyone anymore.
Now, can you please stop letting others disturb her?!
She shivered slightly, raised her head, and leaned weakly against the head of the bed. When she closed her eyes, tears flowed down!
When will this helpless life end?
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The door was pushed open, and then there was a "click" and the lights in the room came on.
She was used to the darkness of the night, so the sudden light made her squint her eyes and block it with her hand. When she looked out of the corner of her eye, she saw the tall figure of a man.
She immediately lay down, pulled the quilt and covered herself violently, then grabbed the pillow towel and wiped her face hard. She also had dignity, even though she would cry weakly, but with such an appearance,
But he didn't want others to see it, especially him.
No matter how fast she hid, she still couldn't catch Xiao Yi's eyes.
He frowned, and his heart ached even more. It was never his intention to make her cry.
He walked over slowly, put what he was holding on the table beside the bed, and slowly sat down. The thin quilt completely wrapped her. He guessed that she was probably under the quilt.
It was full of tears.
Sighing silently, he closed his eyes, reached out and patted her, calling her softly with a dry voice.
"Get up and have some porridge!"[
How could he let her go if she didn't eat? So he asked the kitchen to make some easy-to-digest food for her to eat. Fortunately, because he had hurt his stomach before and because her hand was in the process of recuperation, he usually stayed there at night.
When visiting, the kitchen always had extremely nutritious porridge cooked with various soups, which was always kept warm. He poured some directly and brought it to her.
It was expected to see her cry, but when he actually saw her, he still felt extremely distressed.
Under the quilt, she took a deep breath and replied hoarsely, "I don't want to eat..."
He would not indulge her, because it would be her body that would be injured. He started to lift the quilt, and in a few moments, he pulled her weak and weak out of the quilt. She looked so embarrassed, and she was almost in tears.
Her hair was wet. Her small face was stained with tears that could not be wiped away. Her eyes were red and her eyelids were deeply swollen.
He tried his best to ignore the stinging feeling in his heart, took the spoon, scooped the porridge from the large cup into the small bowl, until it was full, then held it in one hand and brought it to her.
"eat!"
She lowered her head, not looking at him, but just shook her head.
His tone began to be harsh, and he shouted in a low voice: "Eat!"
She moved her lips, and sour tears came to her eyes again. She struggled to suppress the sobs in her throat, and replied hoarsely to him. "I really don't want to eat..."
His face immediately darkened again.
She forced herself to suppress it and said: "How about you go out? I want to sleep..."
Her slightly choked tone revealed her vulnerability at the moment.
He flashed his eyes coldly and turned to stare at the bowl of porridge. He took the spoon, scooped a spoonful and swallowed it into his mouth. Then he put down the bowl and pinched her thin chin accurately with his big palm, like a wrench.
He clamped her head and forced her to raise her head. With a little skill in his hand, her red lips opened slightly involuntarily.
When she resisted and wanted to lower her head to cover the embarrassment in her eyes, he forcefully grabbed the back of her head with his other hand, and then his head swooped down, and his slightly hot lips pressed against her slightly.
With her cold lips, she opened her mouth, and then the wolf's tongue forcefully broke into her little mouth, sucking all the sweet hot porridge into her little mouth.
Her eyes widened in surprise, and she resisted subconsciously, whining and screaming, trying to push the porridge out. His strong side showed up, and he blocked her small mouth with his lips, and spoke with a strong tongue.
He forcefully pushed the porridge deep into her throat. With both hands working together and using skillful movements, there was only a "gudong" sound, and the porridge that had become warm during the struggle rolled into her throat.
Entered her stomach.
Only then did he let her go.
With tears in her eyes, she looked at him with shame and anger.
He retracted his hand that was holding the back of her head, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with pity, but his tone was dark, cold, and full of threats.
"I'll give you a choice. Either you drink the porridge by yourself obediently, or I'll feed you the way I just did. Now answer me, which way do you want?!"
Such a choice is simply an overbearing clause, and it is basically "forcing" her to eat.
She pursed her lips and reluctantly chose the first path. Shaking her hands, she brought the small bowl over, then took a spoon and put it into her mouth one by one. Then, while eating, she controlled
I kept letting tears fall.
Because I feel too wronged, really wronged![
Tears, she saw, fell from time to time on the bowl of big bone porridge with a fragrant aroma. After fainting, a light saltiness was left behind. She ate with a spoon, but she couldn't taste the food. She didn't need to chew, but she could swallow it.
Going down is so difficult.
He sat in front of her and watched, and gradually, a look of weakness appeared on his face.
"Don't you just want me to apologize to you? Well, I apologize. I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't have insulted you. I also insulted your trust in your friends. It's my fault. I'm sorry for you. Just don't cry.
Alright, okay?!"
As soon as he showed his softness, she let out a "whimper" and her tears burst into tears, falling into the small bowl. The hands holding the bowl and the spoon kept shaking, and they were so pitiful that they almost couldn't hold them up.
The way he went down. The choked sobs that were barely suppressed in front of him finally broke through and started to cry earth-shatteringly. The small body trembled, up and down, violently as if it was about to be whipped, Xiao Yi was heartbroken to see it.
He was shocked. He hurriedly snatched her small bowl and spoon, and placed them on the table beside him. He immediately stretched out his long arms and sat forward, pulling her small body in.
He held her in his arms, restrained his strength with his big palm, and patted her back awkwardly and gently. His other hand wiped the tears on her face in a panic, and he coaxed her with some eagerness.
"Good boy, I apologize, please stop crying... Hey, your crying makes my heart hurt..."
"Be good... don't cry... Hey... I... I just have a straighter temperament. At that time, I was so confused that I said stupid things. Don't take it to your heart... Be good, don't cry...
do not Cry……"
He coaxed awkwardly, his brows almost turning into two peaks. But the woman in his arms seemed to be made of water, and those two eyes were like two faucets, water dripping out.
, the more he wiped away tears, the more uncomfortable he felt.
He sniffed, his eyes were slightly red, and he almost shed tears because of sadness. He liked this girl so much, and usually he wanted to hold her to the top of his heart and feel pain, and he wanted to give her the best and let her
He was smiling happily. How could he be willing to hurt her like this? When he was flustered and angry, he said something indiscriminately and said such words, but he didn't feel anything bad. When he realized it later, he felt that he had gone too far, but that was all.
He felt guilty and depressed for a while. But now that he saw her crying like this, he realized that he was such a bastard!
If this girl hadn't made a promise because she owed him, how could she have committed herself to him?!
He had been so tempting before, but he couldn't convince her! It's not like he didn't know that she was like a person who really fell in love with a man, even if he died for that man, he was not afraid. Although she looked soft and weak, she was "sexual"
But she has a proud heart and cannot do such despicable things, so how can he doubt her?!
He let out a long sigh, but knew that it was already too late to say anything!
His previous actions must have hurt her.
But fortunately, she still knows how to cry. If she can cry to him, it means that everything can still be undone. This is better than suppressing all her emotions and facing him with a mask of alienation with a half-smile.
.
He cursed himself bitterly in his heart and hugged her tighter and tighter. After his painful eyes flashed several times under the half-draped eyelids, he sighed lowly and spoke his thoughts slowly.
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"Mengmeng, don't blame me too much. It's not easy for me either. When I knew that I was being targeted by Jiang Yancheng, I felt very frightened. I didn't hide anything about me from you. You should know about it.
It's amazing. I don't know how much Jiang Yancheng knew, but it is a fact that I was targeted by Jiang Yancheng.
You don't know, when we were having a barbecue in the yard, someone sent by Jiang Yancheng was watching outside. If Kai Jian hadn't been alert and discovered that person in time today, I might have died miserably!
I was angry and asked you to cut off your relationship with Jiang Polang, and then I checked whether there were any eavesdropping devices left in this villa. Such behavior is not meant to be directed at you, nor does it mean that I don't believe you, nor is it just for
My own safety. You know a few of my good brothers, and you should also know that each of my good brothers has some trustworthy brothers. If I am knocked down, or because of my personal negligence, I leak some of the people in the group.
If things were stolen by Jiang Yancheng, not only would I lose my life, but also the lives of thousands of brothers.
Those brothers have all come from the edge of the knife, and now life is a little better. It is not easy for them to get to this point. You know I am working on bleaching, and I also want these good brothers to live a stable life in the future. Among them
No matter who gets into the game, I won’t feel good about it!
So, you have to understand me!
Don’t be afraid of ten thousand, just be afraid of what happens!
I am responsible for you, but I am even more responsible for my brothers. I cannot let any accidents happen to our brothers. Therefore, sometimes I have to let you be wronged. Because you are wronged, you are just you.
In the future, we can sit together and adjust the human affairs properly, and I can compensate you properly. But if my brothers are wronged, it will involve a large number of people, and some of them may
Once they are gone, they will never come back, and I will never have the chance to compensate them.
Mengmeng, do you understand what I said?!
As the leader of the Silver Wolf Group, despite my high position, I am above ten thousand people. But you have to know that when I go out, I represent these ten thousand people. My words and deeds will determine the fate of these ten thousand people.
In the future, now is an even more sensitive period, and I cannot make any mistakes. I would rather doubt everything than allow danger to exist.
Therefore, I have to investigate this villa. This is also to make the brothers feel at ease. If I listen to you and say that I believe in Jiang Polang, what will the brothers below think?! They will only think that my eldest brother is not successful.
Yes, once a woman's semen is poured out, they won't care about the life or death of the people below. They will think that people like me are not suitable to be their big brother. In that case, they will make trouble and disobey discipline, and it will accelerate the development of the Silver Wolf Group.
perish.
Mengmeng, please stand in my position and think about it for me, okay?
I bear the lives of too many people, and there are many actions that may seem simple to you, but are actually very complicated, and sometimes, very helpless.
It was my fault that I yelled at you like that before, and I apologize. I was in a bad mood at that time, because you probably know who Jiang Yancheng is, and it felt uncomfortable to be targeted by him. It was almost like being held at gunpoint.
It was pointed out that the next moment, life or death, was too unpredictable. So I lost control of my emotions, so I spoke arbitrarily. But you have to know that it was never my intention to hurt you and make you cry.
, I am more sad than you.
Do you understand what I’m saying?!”
Lin Meng's crying was already weak at this time. She is not a perverse, overbearing and unreasonable person. As long as others reason with her, she will listen well. If she feels that it is right, she will also
She would obey well. If Xiao Yi had told her this from the beginning, she wouldn't be so angry, and she wouldn't be so sad later!
She reached out and slowly touched the tears in her eyes, choking and murmuring.
"I know……"
Although I understand, a heart that is injured and bleeding cannot heal quickly.
Xiao Yi felt a little relieved, stretched out his hand to help her wipe away her tears, and coaxed her softly.
"Then stop crying. When you cry, I feel bad!"
She hummed softly, and wiped her tear-stained face over and over again with her thin white hands. Because she cried so hard before, she couldn't control the turbulent emotions at once, so she
Although she tried her best to restrain her tears from falling, she still hiccupped and hiccupped, her shoulders rose and fell, and her face trembled. Looking at her wiping the tears on her face with her little hands, she looked...
With his eyebrows down and his eyes down, he is so pitiful and cute!
Xiao Yi couldn't bear it more, and felt really soft and sore in his heart. He felt that this woman was really his disaster, and she deserved that he should fall into her hands!
The two of them started working together, and slowly, her tears stopped. But her little face was red, soaked with tears. When Xiao Yi saw her, he got up and found her a piece of hair that was wet with hot water.
He used a towel to help her "touch" her face. After carefully wiping her face up and down, he took her two little hands and wiped them clean respectively.
He saw that her mood had calmed down a bit, but her nose was twitching from time to time, probably because of the blockage. She looked like a little pig, which looked a little cute. His eyebrows softened, and he turned to look at the
Porridge, soft and coaxing.
"Eat some more porridge, don't be starved."
This time she didn't refuse, she just nodded lightly with a red nose.
Because of all this tossing, the porridge in the small bowl was a little cold. Xiao Yi tested the temperature, took a bite himself, and shook his head.
"It's cold, I'll ask Mrs. Hua to warm it up again!"
He took the porridge out, and after a while, he walked in again with steaming porridge. Lin Meng's mood slowly calmed down.
He served her porridge, and she took it and ate it slowly, two small bowls in a row, and then shook her head to express that she couldn't eat any more. He pulled it and ate the rest of the porridge in the cup, but she couldn't eat it.
Only now can I think about eating.
She looked and slowly lowered her eyes.
Afterwards, the lady-in-law came up and brought some hot eggs, soaked in hot water.
Xiao Yi asked Lin Meng to lie down and peeled off the egg shell himself. He took the round, white and tender egg and carefully rolled it over Lin Meng's eyelids. This was to reduce the swelling in her eyes. Otherwise, she would die tomorrow morning.
Get up, your eyes will definitely become more swollen!
Lin Meng closed her eyes and felt the warm eggs rolling over her eyelids bit by bit. Some words rolled in her heart, and she felt an urge to leave.
It was quiet in the room, only the two of them were left.
At this time, he seemed to be extremely patient and gentle. He was rolling the eggs so attentively and slowly, as if those burning things were no longer the same thing. It was as if someone else was holding a bomber.
Wreaking havoc outside the house will not affect him.
Lin Meng held it in for a while, but couldn't hold it in anymore.
"Xiao Yi, I am also at fault for this!"
She made the mistake of not standing in his position and thinking for him.
But given her age and experience, some things are beyond her imagination.
Although she said she was wrong, she didn't stop there.
Because, there is no way to continue.
She knows very well who she is.
Xiao Yi asked her to call Jiang Polang, with a hint of probing in his tone. She shook her head and refused. He didn't force it anymore, and this was probably what he wanted.
Lin Meng felt that he was small and this was a disadvantage, so he didn't think about anything, just be a big lazy worm, not participate in anything, just be his caged bird, and communicate with the outside world.
Isolated until the day Xiao Yi personally let her go and let her fly out of the cage.