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It was cold at night, and my body after surgery felt like being in an ice cellar for a while. It was so cold that my bones felt like it was about to freeze. Then it felt warm again, from the inside out, as if my whole body was frozen.
The burning heat, the blending of ice and fire, tested him life and death. He felt as if he had become a barbecued pork of human flesh, being roasted by fire and frozen again, going back and forth, completely unable to control himself.
This is the biggest test he has ever encountered in his life!
But this is not the most worrying thing.
The sixteen-hour struggle in the whale's mouth almost exhausted all his strength. In the whale's mouth, he couldn't close his eyes at all, because once he fell asleep, he might fall into the fish's maw. Any time
, he needs to be alert and fight with his own spirit and will. On this island, he cannot be careless at all in case there are any dangerous animals on the island, so once the body regains strength, he has to
He went to explore the island. But night came so quickly, and he had no time to sleep. He had to brace himself to face the darkness, the cold, and the high fever.
The first night on the island is bound to be the most difficult.[
It was not unheard of for him to stay awake for more than a day before. He had been trained like this and would not rest for three days and three nights. However, he was not so seriously injured at the time. There was no blood hole in his chest at that time, and he was even able to
Relying on the strong terrain, in his free time, he squinted for a while while half asleep. But now he couldn't, he couldn't close his eyes at all. The heavy sleepiness was forcing him, and once he closed his eyes, the sleepiness would
It was pressing down on him like a mountain, and it might crush him to the ground and never get up again.
So, I tried hard to keep my eyes open, but my eyes were sore, and I still had to keep them open. Later, my eyes became blurry, and I shed tears uncontrollably, and I couldn't close my eyes. There was a faint smell of blood spreading under my eyes, as if
It was a burst blood vessel, but I couldn't close my eyes.
Think about Xiaoguai, think about your woman, how can you close your eyes?! You suddenly disappeared and were shot multiple times. She still doesn’t know what she looks like now, maybe she’s frightened, maybe she’s crying
She has become a tearful person, perhaps suddenly feeling helpless. Think about her, how can you close your eyes?!
When he jumped down, he screamed in terror, "Rong Ling——", think about it and recall that voice, how could you close your eyes?!
If you really close your eyes, that woman will go crazy and die!
At that time on the rooftop, you were just acting, but she took it seriously, crying as if the whole world had completely collapsed, and cut off her own breathing so directly, and chose "suicide" without hesitation.
Think about her, this pitiful, lovely, innocent and kind little woman, how could you close your eyes?!
The hand-held knife fell and struck his thigh without hesitation. With the sharp sting, his mind suddenly became clearer.
He had to go back, and he had to go back alive! He didn't know what was happening to that little woman now. He was worried. He was really afraid that she would be stupid and that she would "commit suicide" with him again. How much he wanted to run back to her
, hugged her tightly in his arms, and then brushed away all the negative things for her. He wanted to tell her that he was fine, and she shouldn’t worry. But damn it, the phone fell out, damn it, damn it
!
With a mobile phone, he could call her, comfort her immediately, and know her situation immediately. He was worried about her. He was afraid when he thought of the scene on the rooftop that day. The one who loved him so much that he even died.
He is really afraid of this unwanted little woman, really worried!
In the dark night, he curled up and couldn't help wailing sadly.
Just because I'm afraid that she will be with him for life and death after she can't find him!
He basically doesn't cry. Crying is the behavior of a weak person. Crying can't solve any problems. If you have time to cry, it's better to think of ways to solve the problem. And there is no problem in this world that he can't solve.
But on a night like this, when his body was burning with ice and fire, he couldn't help but cry.
He was crying because of her, the little woman who held him completely!
He is really afraid that she will do something stupid!
If something happens to her, what should he do?! How should he live?! What is the meaning of this life?!
He regrets, regrets!
His life is strong and resolute, so if he makes a mistake, he will make a mistake. He will not regret it, but try to save it based on the mistake. Just like when she ran with the ball, he did not regret it. She
He left, just left. He didn't stop or chase her. But now, he regretted it. He regretted that he shouldn't have missed his old relationship, that he shouldn't have come to Germany, and that he shouldn't have gotten himself involved in order to save such a woman. He took it.
It was enough to go in, but Xiaoguai was left behind, a soft and fragile Xiaoguai, like a ball of the softest flesh. He was so soft, so he could be hurt so easily. Without him, who would protect him?
Her?! Without him, anyone can hurt her. What should she do if she is hurt?! But what’s more damning, perhaps, it is him who hurts her the most now! [
He is Rong Ling, and he should be ruthless. Only such a person can be strong enough. As for Li Lanqiu, it didn't matter that she blocked the knife for him. She was kidnapped because of him and was treated inhumanely.
So what, he shouldn't care, he should be absolutely ruthless. He should be such a person, no one can touch him, so that he can be calm, strong, and guard his little one wholeheartedly.
If you were good, you wouldn't have made her so hurt and miserable!
Will she be okay?!
After all, what happened this time was different from what happened on the rooftop. That time when he jumped from such a high building, there was absolutely no chance of survival. However, this time he jumped into the sea, and there was still a chance of survival. Therefore,
She shouldn't be stupid enough to jump down after him, wouldn't she be stupid enough to kill herself?!
No way...no way...probably not...
But why is he so afraid!
In this life, there is no one else who can love him more than her, to the point of loving him even to the point of losing her life, will she?!
Afraid!
So, cry with fear, cry with distress!
Therefore, he did not believe in ghosts and gods, but he still couldn't help but pray, calling out all the gods and Buddhas he could think of, kneeling down and praying!
I just hope that she can be fine!
Wait for him, he will go back, so Xiaoguai, be good, be sure to be good...
By the way, there’s also Dayang!
Great, and Dayang!
He raised his hand and stabbed himself again, stabbing himself in the leg unceremoniously to wake himself up. It hurt a little, but the pain was no match for the joy in his heart at the moment.
When he went down, he told Dayang to keep an eye on her. Dayang is a die-hard person and will definitely carry out his orders unswervingly. Therefore, he will definitely keep her safe, for sure.
.
He was ecstatic, and in the midst of relief, he shed a few more tears.
This time there is hope in the tears!
Then, what he can do is to go back as soon as possible. Even with Dayang looking at her, he is not at ease. This little woman who fills his heart is not worth it in any case if he doesn't look at it himself.
You will be relieved!
I can only hope that everything is okay for her, and she must be strong, a little stronger, a little stronger, and wait for him to come back. She will try her best to return to her. So, forget about the mere pain in her legs.
What?! What does this torment of ice and fire mean? What does it mean if I can’t rest?!
When it's the coldest, I've curled up into a ball as much as I can, but when I still can't feel any warmth, think about her, think about her beautiful smile, think about her sweet words, think about her warmth
body...
Suddenly, my body felt warm.
Suddenly, I saw her.[
In a daze, she seemed to have come to his side, squatted down, smiled softly at him, nestled next to him, hugged him tightly, cooed softly, and called his name——
"Rong Ling..."
"Rong Ling..."
"Rong Ling...Rong Ling..."
One after another!
In a daze, her hand slid across his face, and then her hair. In a daze, he seemed to smell the fragrance of her hair and her body fragrance. It was warm and light like a flower.
aroma!
He couldn't help laughing, but the movements of raising and lowering the knife were even more ferocious!
This is a hallucination!
The more beautiful the illusion, the easier it is to paralyze people and the faster they die!
Therefore, by stabbing him several times in a row, he stabbed himself awake.
Don't be careless!
Always think about how beautiful she is when she smiles at you, then maybe the real her is crying so sadly now! Can you make her cry so heartily, can you bear those tears?!
cannot!
So you must not die, you must not sleep, you must come back alive!
If you want to see such a beautiful smile, you have to go back alive and spend your whole life maintaining it.
Little darling...little darling...little darling...
I recited her name in my heart, and then pricked my thigh. This is telling myself, remember her, don’t forget her, never forget her; this is telling myself, you owe me this pain now.
Hers needs to be repaid, must be repaid...
In this way, he survived the deepest, darkest and coldest period, and also survived the long night that seemed to have no end. When the first ray of sunshine in the morning finally hit him, he again
I couldn't hold on any longer, so I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep, but in my sleep, there was a name that kept floating around -
...little boy...
Can't forget, absolutely can't forget!
So, wake up!
He struggled to wake up when there were still two hours before night arrived.
His aching body felt as if it had been run over by a big truck. It was numb and almost unconscious in some parts. But so what?! He had to get up and look for food. The second
Dark night is coming soon, and he must try his best to find food, otherwise, he may not be able to survive!
Little boy!
Thinking of her gave him strength.
I have to go back, I have to go back, I have to go back as soon as possible!
Dragging his injured leg, he went to pry oysters, peel off seaweed, and eat anything he could. Now that he had some strength, he fished, using the sharp shells of oysters and other shellfish as darts to shoot at the fish he caught.
, or just swallow it alive. Fortunately, this is a small island formed by reefs, so some fish will appear around each reef from time to time. Fortunately, this kind of "tide" rises and "tides" can often bring fish.
Get some fish and shellfish.
"Shooting" darts is a physical activity that tests arm strength. In the past, this was an absolutely confident activity for him, but now he is restricted in his actions due to the injury to his chest.
The night was getting dark, and he could no longer see the fish, so he called it a day. At this time, his arms were already sore and almost numb, and the line on his chest felt like it had cracked and was bleeding again. But
I had no choice but to tie it up again with cloth strips.
One night, I didn't dare to sleep. My body was still burning, but it was much better than last night. I no longer felt like I had fallen into an ice cellar, but I still felt hot and cold. I changed my thigh.
.The left leg has been pricked too many times, and it has become numb. The stinging sensation is not enough, and there is no effect. So, I have to start pricking the right leg!
He needs absolute pain to cheer him up!
When it finally dawned, he untied the cloth, cheered up, and picked out the bursting threads on the bleeding holes. Then, with great patience, he used a knife to cut off the rotten-looking flesh, and then started again.
Use a needle to sew the wound shut.
Blood poured all over my hands. Painful sweat wetted my face and body.
But, he is slowly getting used to it.
Thinking about her, thinking about that delicate little person, he didn't feel much pain!
Persevere, persist!
To see her, to see her alive!
Until then, nothing can stop you!
It's just a few pieces of meat cut off, it's just a broken leg, it's nothing, it will grow back and everything will be fine.
As long as I can see her, that will be fine!
Still under the sunlight, he fell asleep. The warm temperature was as if she was attached to his body and never left!
Little boy...
Little boy...
When I think about it, I feel warm. When I think about it, I feel hope!
This time, he woke up a little earlier, and it was more than three hours before dark. His body didn't feel like it was about to collapse, and some feeling in his left leg also recovered.
This is the body repairing itself!
Everything is developing in a good direction!
He knew that he would definitely see her.
must!
Then, he continued fishing. This time, he had enough energy to get some sharp stones, cut branches from a few pitiful low trees that were barely even trees, and cut them into wooden arrows.
These can increase fishing efforts.
Then, there is the problem of water. Seawater cannot be drunk. The more you drink, the thirstier you will become, which will kill people. Dig a hole, pour in seawater, put leaves, and then put a big leaf at the entrance of the hole to cover the hole. Then wait,
Wait for the water to evaporate and finally "liquefy" into distilled water that falls back onto the leaves. Time is tight, and at the beginning, this is the only way to do it.
At night, when the distillation method didn't work, he began to improve the method, using clay molds, and tried to make a stone bowl, using leaves to absorb the water. After all, it was too fragile. Then, he also used shoes!
At this time, I couldn't care about anything. Everything was just for survival, to go back to see her alive!
She can't do it without him!
In this way, mobilizing all his knowledge, he survived on this island with difficulty. Twice, he also lost two groups of birds. The first time, he was a little impatient and only hunted two. The others
, because he was frightened and quickly flew away. The second time, he gained experience and learned to hide. When the seabirds started to become a little lazy in their resting place, he quickly attacked and shot five of them, and even luckily picked up a few.
Just an egg.
This is a great supplement!
On this desolate island, he had to start enjoying himself in misery!
Without fire, everything was eaten raw, including birds. After processing the feathers a little, he stuffed them directly into his mouth. After eating the meat, he spit out the remaining feathers. In the end, he couldn't tell what was going on.
When you eat meat, you are still eating feathers.
This feeling is the first time in my life!
Even during special training, you can still find ways to make a fire, roast the bird, or treat the bird like a beggar's chicken. But in this hellish place surrounded by the sea, everything is wet.
It was too difficult and too luxurious to make a fire. He kept the fabric of his shirt, his suit pants, his leather shoes, and his bird feathers. Everything that could make a fire was precious, and he had to keep it.
It is used to generate smoke and call for help when a ship passes by.
Just like that, after enduring hardship, he finally came to life and met Yu Xu's search and rescue team, and then finally returned to her and saw her.
I couldn't wait to call her and heard her blurt out on the other end of the phone: "Have you found Roong Ling?!"
That longing almost made him cry!
How he missed her, how she missed him!
She and him have never been separated!
It's so good to be able to hear her voice with my own eyes and confirm her safety!
But when he really saw her, he found that she was not good. She was thin, too thin, and it hurt his eyes!
Sure enough, if he is not by her side, she will not take care of herself!
Little darling...little darling...
You have been wronged, you have been wronged!
Never again, never again!
The greedy kiss tells his desire, his guilt, his regret, his pain, his persistence, and his promise!
I did it to come back to you alive, little boy, so don’t cry, everything is over, it’s all over!
Don't cry, don't cry!
Don't shed tears of this color, tears, why are they of that color?! Don't cry, don't cry, it's my fault, don't cry...
The pain in his chest was oppressing him, reminding him that he should end the kiss. But he couldn't bear to let it go! He just wanted to kiss her until the end of the world; he just wanted to hold her and witness eternity!
The pain in his chest began to become sharp, but he was enjoying the pain, like a dance on the tip of a knife, dripping with blood, so cruel, but so beautiful!
He is happy!
Why can't you have fun!
He finally hugged her and kissed her!
This time, she is alive, no longer a dream, but real warmth, real sweetness, and real softness!
My little darling, my little darling, my little darling...
The sharp pain finally caused a sweet taste to surge up in his throat. He was forced to let go of her quickly!
Can't let her know!
Don't let her worry!
She stared at him blankly, still looking as if she had lost her soul after being kissed by him, her eyes were covered with tears, and her eyes were filled with moisture. She looked so beautiful and pure, just like before! All his fatigue and bitterness
, under such eyes and gaze, everything fades away.
She is his salvation!
How lucky he was to meet her at the most wanton time in his life, and then rob her forcefully!
How lucky he was to rob her in the tenderest years of her life and then imprison her forever!
"Little boy..."
After swallowing the fishy sweetness, he smiled softly, held her face, and traced her stroke by stroke with his hands.
Remember her, her at this moment, remember her who became haggard for him, remember her who has been strong for him all the way till now!
"sorry!"
He was willful and he didn't let go completely. If it weren't for the bulletproof vest that she insisted on in the end, how could he still be standing here?!
"I'm sorry..." This time, he let go completely!
"Don't be sorry...don't be sorry..."
She cried, shaking her head randomly, and touched his face with trembling fingers.
"When you come back, don't say sorry, don't say... don't say... it's over, it's all over... it's all over..."
Why is he so thin? His cheeks are sunken, his eye sockets are sunken, his lips are cracked, and his beard is unkempt, like an African refugee.
Rong Ling, her Rong Ling, her good Rong Ling, has become like this!
What a hardship this is!
"Don't say sorry... it's my fault... I didn't take you home earlier... it's my fault..."
He immediately covered her mouth, his voice mute, his eyes dark, painful but affectionate.
"It's not your fault...don't say sorry to anyone...it's over...don't say it anymore...don't say it anymore..."
"Rong Ling..." Tears fell like rain, but they were sour and sweet at the same time!
"Shh, don't cry, don't cry..."
Coaxing her, he is still the deep Rong Ling, the strong Rong Ling, the Rong Ling like a protective umbrella. When he comes back, he can support her again.
"Don't cry, I feel bad!"
"But I feel sad too..."
She grabbed his big hand and reached it to her chest.
"It used to hurt so much here, but now -" she cried and laughed, with an endearing naivety. "It's so sweet here now, so sweet..."
She is so cute!
He lowered his head and kissed her gently.
Under the dim yellow light, in the floating dust, two people who are equally thin and haggard due to love are embracing, kissing, looking at each other, laughing at each other, cherishing each other, cherishing each other, protecting each other, and each other at this moment.
It was so comforting and warm that it made people sad and shed tears. Many people hung their heads and wiped away their tears silently!
But Xiao Youyou endured it again and again, and couldn't bear it anymore. With a cry of "Wow--", he looked up to the sky and burst into tears. He stood aside all the time, waiting moment by moment, watching, tears streaming down his face.
His face dropped under control, but he couldn't bear to make a sound, his nose twitched, and he twitched again and again, but at this moment, he finally couldn't help it.
Finally seeing his father, he was excited, aggrieved, and full of bitter tears.
After all, this is just a child, only a child of five years old. No matter how mature he pretends to be, how mature can he be?! Daddy is gone, and mommy is so sad. As the most important person in the family, after daddy is gone,
This pillar of support can only make me strong, prevent myself from crying, work hard to help mommy, and work hard to support the family. But he will be sad when he is young. He is just sad, so he can only practice martial arts and boxing.
, at most he can only cover himself with a quilt in the dead of night, and then cry secretly without letting anyone find out. In front of mommy, he must be brave, and he must not become mommy’s
Burden. He has to support mommy and wait patiently for daddy to come back.
Now, daddy is finally back. He finally doesn't have to "force" himself to be strong. He can finally cry loudly.
"Daddy...Daddy..."
Finally, I can cry and scream as much as I want.
"Daddy... Wuwu... Youyou misses you... I miss you so much... Wuwu... Youyou is so scared... so scared... so scared..."
Finally, I can express the cowardice in my heart.
As long as daddy is here, he can be a child. It doesn't matter if he is timid or scared.
"Daddy... Wow... Daddy..."
He rushed over and hugged Rong Ling's thigh!
The pain came immediately, but Rong Ling did not push Youyou away. He stretched out his big palm and gently "touched" the little guy's head, then covered it heavily, and then "kneaded" it hard.
I pinched a few handfuls.
Lin Meng's tears also stopped slightly.
"Youyou... he's so good..." After sniffing, she reached out to wipe away her tears and smiled at Rong Ling, her tone full of pride. "He was so strong and helped me when you were not around.
There are many. And Haohao, these two children are so well-behaved, so well-behaved..."
Xiao Haohao raised his hand to wipe away his tears, but the more he wiped the tears, the more he wiped them. When Rong Ling reached out to "touch" his head, he simply threw it into Rong Ling's legs.
I hugged him. However, his crying was silent, a habitual way of hiding himself.
Two small tears immediately wet the pants Rong Ling had put on, and a faint smell of blood dissipated. Although Rong Ling's thighs had been treated, they were still wet.
There are signs of bleeding.
Xiao Youyou suddenly raised his head and looked at Rong Ling in panic with his red eyes.
"Daddy, why is there blood?!"
Lin Meng's face changed.
"It's okay." Rong Ling smiled at the little guy. "A little injury!"
Yu Xu couldn't help but interject. "It's a minor injury! Brother, let's go to the hospital as soon as possible to make up for the surgery. When the time comes, we can cry happily again!"
Rong Ling glared at him again, this kid really doesn't care about anything. Sure enough, when he said he wanted to have an operation, the three mother and son, who also looked at him with pure black eyes, burst into tears.
The child fell hard!
He managed to coax him!
Rong Ling scolded Yu Xu in his heart, although he knew in his heart that this brother was completely thinking about him!
But he also thought differently. Although Lin Meng burst into tears, he suddenly became stronger.
"I just said, there is no way that nothing will happen. Let's go to the hospital. Go to the hospital right away!"
Raising her hand and wiping her eyes hard with her smooth arms, she came over and supported him.
"Come on, let's go to the hospital. When you get better, we'll have a good cry!"
At this time, he somewhat foolishly agreed with Yu Xu!
Of course, it was impossible for him to say anything about her, let alone disobey her, so he obediently let her hold him! The two younger ones were not to be outdone, and followed closely, as if they were clearing the way for their parents and protecting them. Although,
The two of them were still crying, but their young faces became firm again.
The light shone on the faces of the mother and son. Their faces were also wet, but they reflected a dazzling light.
Very bright!
The man in the family is finally back!
At this time, their hearts also brightened!
A pair of eyes, embedded in the face, are particularly bright!
That is the light of hope, that is the light of peace!
When Rong Ling looked at the mother and son like this, the corners of his eyes couldn't help but get wet. But he quickly suppressed the wetness!
He is Rong Ling. He came back not to cry, but to protect the three people who protect this baby, especially the soft baby!
------Digression-----
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